When confronted with a complex decision to make: the vast majority of humanity chooses to believe, “whatever they want to believe”. One tiny fragment of gossip is enough; to give them cause. But belief is just “wanting to believe what you want”/ rather than the evidence to prove what is true. Searching for that evidence; separates those who desire order/ from those who desire want. So society says: I CAN DO THAT EASY/ by believing in universities know! But they want, “what they want too”. The consequence of lies upon lies, upon lies result: because they believe what they want. No truth needed; just belief, if enough people shout/ and continually claim “WE KNOW”. Humanity commonly surrenders; as with covid/ because their leaders worship the cult who tells them what they want to believe as well. “its easy”/ but rarely true. Unfortunately “claims such as fusion”; jeopardize our entire planet, because “same fire as the sun, here/ equals same result as the sun”: there.
WHY: do people believe? “problem solved/ close the door”; now I can go on to what I want to do.
This is to help you understand the writing; and assimilate the construction of value; by accepting the need for balance in life itself. LIVING has a need for the balancing point of life/ because without it, you cannot withstand the forces which will be applied to the living of an environment freed from the restrictions of only truth decides. The end result of that is; at every “strengthening wind”; the force of that wind will blow you to one side or the other/ and most never find their way back to balance: where life goes on.
So we begin with the writing itself; as is constructed with / the slash mark to indicate: this divides the discussion; as if two different people/ or two different forces are having a conversation. Because force is a constant, and balance is your position between those forces; as is required to remain a constant of life, rather than “someone blowing in the wind, to wherever it will go/ instead of by your own choices”.
Male and female are two opposing forces; and they cannot be the same; because life itself, has made each one different than the other. But combined properly and with the grace of truth; they do enhance each other as life expanded by the different vision of living with two sides (including you, that makes three dimensions), instead of just one (two dimension existence). And the immediate scream is: I LIVE A THREE DIMENSIONAL LIFE; and don’t need nobody else. But without an opposing view, you cannot see behind; what it is / others do see. So in male to female relationships; a more complete view of living is always achieved; so long as none claim to be superior, and each has a true acceptance of respect for the other; as is needed to balance what humans want/ with what they need to know.
The unfortunate truth of most human behaviors is: the universities instruction, as is you are all just animals; and will behave as predator or prey/ which is a competition for winner or loser. Therefore you have no real say, but are merely the food which will feed another/ or you die, because you were inferior to the job of predation “being the predator”; (attacking & eating another). But not to worry universities have the answer: you cult worship them as the predator who cannot lose/ which then feeds you, so long as you limit your life and living; “to just one simple thing”. So there is no conclusion of life/ only work for the cult; and let them assemble their own beliefs. As is the constant of gossip: “i know one thing”/ and that is all I need to know to believe I KNOW, all I need to know; because even if it is a different life/ THIS IS HOW I WOULD ACT OR REACT, with this information. Or more distinctly; that one small thing identifies you/ not them.
The reality of human as an animal is “like a song/ Elvis Presley; blue suede shoes/ or you ain’t nothing but a hound dog” are an example. VERY SIMPLE one single thing identifies the song; and people say, “I KNOW” what the song means/ therefore I can and will make my own judgment; because I KNOW; and can step outside the herd as is my own decision in this. Without harm to me; because I know.
But that reminds me of a class I once took, long ago; asked to present a discussion. I selected “mass hypnosis”; WHICH IS to assemble a talk, wherein all the people agree with “I KNOW”. Because from that moment on, they do become a herd; “which believes I know”. Whether they agree with you or not. Mass hypnosis is: the ability to believe “I honestly know”/ or its me talking now, because I know. But as with this class; what they knew was what I told them to know/ or led them to believe. But it was a fantasy, without substance; which creates the delusion of “I know”; just like the universities do. So they did not know, but it worked so well; I decided not to explain the communication. First because it was not necessary. Second because they were so well entrenched in what they believed; it would be very hard to convince them otherwise; as belief is the foundation of all human misfortune. Believe is: I want what I want. And what they wanted was to be “the superior one, who could make their own decision/ BECAUSE NOW I KNOW. Even if, it was useless information; that did not matter. So the lesson is: be very careful what you know/ because the tragedy of life is belief in what you know as “truth”. Truth does not know: it is, what it is. Therefore the consequences decide for you; what is true. Belief however is so powerful; because people claim, “ I WIN” with belief, as is you cannot prove me wrong; because I know, what I know. Even if it is frivolous, and has no real value.
Nonetheless, the value of life is determined by what you desire most! Unfortunately what the vast majority of people desire most is sex/ and what they want most from sex is chemicals. And that leads to lust, which is using each other for chemicals, rather than love. But to convince each other to have sex; disguises, deceit, temptations, manipulations, control, betrayal, hate which means fear; and more are used to construct the constant of belief that is media driven society manipulation; that you are all just animals, and sex should be free. Which it never is, because the value of sex is trust, and trust defiled by lust becomes heartbreak.
WHAT IS TRULY IMPORTANT of life stands apart as love/ because love is a given thing; a relationship beyond self; that you cannot control. Therefore temptations, manipulations, disguises, deceit, betrayal, and so on are used to convince someone to “give you their love”. Because like a treasure, once you do give your love to someone else/ it becomes their own, and unless they give it back with a gift of their own; they now own your love/ and you do not. If you are forced too far off balance with what is true/ then you can lose your own life, because without love; there is no hope left in you. But it can be rebuilt when someone else gives a little of their love to you; which then becomes your own once again. It is best to GIVE “the best” of YOUR LOVE TO GOD, so that it cannot all be lost. Even so; we live in this time, and love becomes a commodity to be stolen, by those who are too lazy to build their own. Love is an example of trust, and trust comes from caring and sharing the load or burdens of life with you; as defines respect for living. The lazy are easily blown “off balance”/ because they want what they want, and have no desire to share the burden of creating what they want; so they immigrate. The lazy become criminals; because it is the easy way; “at first”.
So lets consider the cost of being “you”?
WHAT does that mean? The answer is tied to purpose, and purpose defines what is, or is not important to you. Therefore it is tied to desire as well, and these two things become the foundation of who you will choose to become; unless confronted by hate is in control now. We begin with the recognition that desire shares the decision of direction with your truth: IS LOVE/ or is hate more important/ or can you not make a decision, and fall into the herd as your participation in living without a distinct commitment. One of these three becomes your desire; two are a decision and one is the lack of decision which drives your life anyway. Purpose then comes to fruition as the direction of your life or living turns to how you believe, that the value you chose will be your own. WHAT is it, that I need to do: to win? HOW, can I prove to be the superior one; as is standing out from the herd, as a human being humanity demanding: “look at me/ listen to me/ play with me”. The three elements of living that begin in the first days of our knowledge/ and will not end until we die to this world.
We achieve “look at me” with trophies/ by playing games; so all of human behaviors as a society; is about playing games to establish trophies.
We achieve “listen to me”; by claiming MORE for me; as is the basis of taking more money, or claiming to be rich; because I have more, for me/ and you have less; because I took it. And you could not stop me; so I am the superior one.
We achieve “play with me”; by becoming what other people want more than money or trophies; which is to be happy. To be a participant in something that will make me more than I am. To be married so that the game is over. To be sexual, so that I can prove I win too (as you cannot have this one). To take some things requires participation; and that means “we play together”. Or to deny others from taking means; “we play together”; but with discipline and order. Surrendering freedoms and even values, to win.
The critical conception here is: WHY, are trophies important? Answer they get you attention; and attention provides more opportunities among the groups involved; by removing barriers “just for you”.
WHY, is being RICH so appealing to the majority? Answer; because then I can defend myself from those who are taking too damn much for themselves; as is “now me too”.
WHY, do we need to play with each other? Answer; because loneliness will move in; if other people do not! And loneliness, can result in suicide; so it is important to confront why we need to feel accepted, rather than alone.
LONELINESS is an isolation from life itself; presenting you with the clear certainty of being “in a graveyard of just you”. Surrounded by many; is no solution unless they notice you/ unless they respect you/ unless they play with you. Therefore we know: that loneliness is the greatest contributor to human society there is/ even beyond belief, because it proves we are alone inside; and then desperate to obtain “living”/ rather than dying. Or the end of it; so that I never feel alone again.
Consequent to that; are the elements of “feeling ALIVE”! TO share the experience with living life, beyond self as is love begins. TO care about the expressions of love with life, born within respect; so that we both know: I would never choose to hurt you. And to honor truth in life, as is completed by trust in our love, as is joined by our hope for each other.
The alternate to that is hate; which lives in the violence of fear/ the tragedy of judgment/ the purpose of anger/ or the conceptions of war; which is a version of revenge, because you are not what I wanted you to be. True or false is irrelevant; want decides.
Being an animal however requires only want, and then leads directly to beliefs: so that no real search for life is due. Life can be by belief: ANYTHING I want it to be. Problem solved; it is the EASY way; but it ends with time; as is forever lost.
WE THEN NEED TO CONSIDER; what is love, what is trust, and what is hope; that it is not always what we want it to be? The answer to that is reflected in my own methods and ways of dealing with “male to female” relationships. Or more distinctly; I can love many, because I do respect their lives and desires, being thankful for all love that is granted to me/ returning that love as a blessing shared. But that does NOT mean “marriage” which is a lifetime commitment of values and journeys and needs that must be shared to accomplish the decision to trust each other completely. Love exists/ marriage does not: do you see the difference? It is not a decision against you/ it is a decision for me; and the duty I owe to life itself; to my CREATOR, first.
Trust is; a decision confined by respect, to those who will share or care for each other, as the blessing of truth aligns with the opportunities to become aligned with: this one could share my life, and my journey. Because both must be accomplished to undertake marriage. Trust is conceived beyond the simple truth of individuals; by allowing love to initiate true sexual intimacy, as is intercourse. To enter within the barriers, and ascend to where heart and soul reside in us both. But this is also a chain, and the decision not to proceed with you; comes with many tears and tribulations. So the end result of that is; if you know you cannot stay. Then you know, you cannot risk the tears for someone else; who will cry when you leave. Which gives them cause to fail life as love/ if the temptation is accepted. I consider “less than intercourse”/ to be less than chained. “chained begins with: I am pregnant”/ and a thousand more; true or false is irrelevant; because the chain is now you decide! No, I have no children/ and I know that is true; because I checked. However women do not; and I have run away, or removed myself from the cost of “uncompleted, or complicated love”. It is, or can be harsh to stay; even when it is needed. It is a choice; each makes for themselves. it is a reality: that you are free to decide everything about your own life/ but so am I.
As to hope: the question is, “what will truth allow”? And the answer for me has always been: not until the job is done. The contrast of that is: I was married for two years; I tried hard not to make her cry by leaving, for the work I had committed too. But it was foolish, and we both cried instead. Had I known this was a lifetime work (fifty years now or so). My decision may have been different. But at the time my own hope was “ten years/ people just don’t understand”. But I was wrong there too: people did understand, or absolutely did not care: BECAUSE GREED AROSE with the belief; “all we need is a college diploma to be rich”; and some succeeded. Because Reagan sold the currency of this USA to the universities; who then gave themselves “a million dollar raise”. And the nation screamed: WE FOUND THE MONEY, and surrendered themselves to taking whatever they could take. Even though it was fake and a fraud; stealing, looting, and betrayal of life itself.
Nonetheless; here we are today, with the evidence of crime and criminal conduct deliberately bribing the nation to “let us steal”/ and they did. So now we look at the evidence; and know: extinction is coming/ because nothing real was chosen. Universities lead by lies, stealing, fantasy, delusion, failure, fool, cheater, terrorists, traitor, hate, and the curse of Satan as a cult called “university”.
WELL BACK to the development of understanding needed to assemble the questions of why this writing exists for you. And we find all the threats of extinction that do exist as true.
So it is a lifetime of work, critically trying to guide you by truth: into thinking for yourselves. So that the herd can be discontinued; and being human can be “alive again”. Can’t follow or believe; to get that done. Cannot win or lose to let truth decide for you. Cannot accept whatever the leader says as is a cult. Cannot continue as you are, or life is extinct.
So this is a message of change/ or you will die. Simple as that.
Life reminds me; as to directories (explanations of content_)/ that I have not dealt here with “the spiritual woman” who has contributed the balance needed to redefine this work correctly.
While it remains, a foundation for controversy: the truth of it is, as explained: I gave up on men, after a ten year search for answers. The question being: I WILL NOT LET THIS EARTH DIE, without a fight; at least from me! The primary element of living to me.
Nonetheless; finding no solutions, I asked eternity “to take me home”. But the answer was; “you are not yet done”/ so I had to go back to time; and begin again. That led to “female” is different, and different at least has hope. But it was a decision to enter that world; that had consequences way beyond anything I had imagined could be possible. The end result of that is explained in the work itself.
But the foundation of it is simple: men cannot save this earth from extinction/ they brought us here with their universities. After thousands of years to find a solution; they found none but war. And war will be extinction; therefore it is forever ended.
Nonetheless: IT IS THE BALANCE OF FEMALE AND MALE working together in me; that completes the decision for a new world with:
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let world law rule us all/ NOT leaders. Thereby WE CAN remove all weapons of mass destruction.
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Let limited capitalism; replace greed and selfishness with NO MORE “billionaires”. Which allows armies to be built/ people to be crucified by competition. WE VOTE AS SOCIETY OR WORLD; “you get nothing beyond this”. We rule for ourselves, to be included in the treasury of earth.
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With truth justice, and its peace will come. With fair play for all, harmony will exist. With respect for life and world; we will survive.
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With your own decision to moderate your want, and realize how close we truly are to extinction: there can be a future.
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With acceptance of our choice as a world: resource usage will be defined by all of us/ not war.
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With understanding; this earth is our home, and we will not have another. SO NOBODY gets to destroy it, and WE WILL decide “earth first/ life second; want is never.” to survive ourselves.
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This earth is full of humanity, it is finite, and cannot sustain life as you are. The evidence is certain. “just like current population rise: adds another million mouths to feed; every 3-4 days! REQUIRING that much more “life” for you to eat! in an already hungry world. So change or die: “your choice”.
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We are all surrounded; by billions of people who believe their “way to riches”; is to steal, lie, cheat, betray, destroy, deny, terrorize, curse, or anything else hate can devise. Because they want power(the superior one)/ the want pride (I am the winner/ you lose)/ they want MORE than you, to prove I am god. They want conversation; so they create gossip “with a tiny grain of sand”; creating what they would do “if that information” was about them. They want slaves; because being lazy requires I GET EASY/ not you. They want, everything they want, and even believe eternity is for that; which is another lie, it is not.
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The critical composition is: what will truth allow? That answer creates what will survive in your own truth. Together we can build/ separate as all thieves want (me, me, me); is a grave.
SO THAT IT IS CLEAR: I am not your leader (herds require leaders/ wake up and become alive in your own understanding of truth)/ NOT belief.
Not your savior; YOU ARE “saved from time” by JESUS; as is the warning, your decision here is for love or hate; “your choice”/ anything less is animal; and it will not survive eternity.
Not your guru, or any other conception of what you want. I have already given a lifetime/ and that is enough.
What I will do for you beyond this message of change or die: is to help women organized for life by law. To understand their choices, teaching simply to let truth decide for our world. IF they are honestly dedicated to that work. If not the offer is rescinded.
As for life in me; I really have no clue, what that is going to be; as my own life has been changed more dramatically than I understand. Not your problem; “its a quandary of elements, completely in contrast with the life I have lived”. And I don’t know how to respond to that?
Nonetheless: I am NOT YOUR DECISION; “just the mailman”, so to speak! Life or death for this world is! By your own choices: this world will live or die. Because the evidence is filled with threats of extinction; and change is mandatory. Want it or not! Somehow I seem to be involved with that change; “don’t know why?”
Reality does not allow me to understand ANY real world “hidden truths” about being female/ and somehow “the instruction manual for that”; is missing. So, I need for female to define “the order and disciplines; truths and laws of being female? Because although male can be removed; that does not make me “female”/ even though a severe element of female “owns this place”, now resides inside. Or maybe I just have to wait; abandoning everything less than female until truth decides to teach me. ITS COMPLICATED, and way beyond anything I could have imagined. But who knows how this will turn out? I do not.
“i feel like a rag doll; not pretty or special or valued; thrown to the side; don’t need you anymore.” as to my participation in this message; “suits me just fine; it is delivered”. But as for life itself; seems wrong.
I am not complaining: life or death of a world of living Creation; is easily worth my own existence. I did do, what I could do; based upon your truths. The complication is: I never considered “changing me”/ or what that might or could become. Believing instead; “life and living, would always be; as it began”. BUT your lives as humanity on earth CANNOT remain as it had began for you; “you killed that”. ALL THE EVIDENCE PROVES IT IS TRUE! So I guess my life changing too; is apparently some kind of example. Or more simply: WE ALL, have to change; and that means; “you can’t have” what you want. YOU, and even I: may only have what truth allows for you or me to be. Consequences are real! Or, its a dead world; because of you. “best I can”, has always been my purpose.
It is my guess: there is no greater proof of your need to change this world/ than is established by “changing me”. OR if it is truly “life and body altered”, by miracles; there is no greater proof of a spiritual world, than that. But it is only a guess; and I have no clue, as to what will come next. It is plainly proven to me: NOT my choice. Even so: male and female are equals; although different beyond my imagination, as is the evidence of my world. Why, should I tell you any of that? “female” decides; not me; I literally don’t know how to argue with her? Its complicated, a female world. “completely lost”.
OR, maybe this is the life of woman; overrun way more power than me, stopped before I can start/ very little freedom of any kind/ refused a say/ controlled without rights/ used, with no real respect for me. A life of MORE than “ten thousand sighs”. I very much miss “freedom, and choices” of my own. It is not fair; but complaints are worthless. Essentially, “nothing is mine, anymore”. Not equal, power and purpose are not shared. or simply, my story may be a bit different than yours; but the end result of it is: we each must choose our destiny (desire does this)/ because if you don’t, it turns into a fate: “consequences take over”. By the truth of what you did do.
What has been constant throughout the decades is simply this: I did do the best I could do for this world/ CLEARLY NOT perfect; but I am not perfect/ and neither are you. Many would say; “I could have done better/ but they did nothing at all”. So it is irrelevant; you have no say. Some would say: “YOU ain’t good enough”/ to be any kind of messenger from GOD, who is perfect.
So I simply remind you; “if I was, all there was, to choose from”/ WHERE were you? The end result is simple: “the message of CHANGE YOURSELVES/ or become extinct”. HAS been delivered. I find how or who got it here, merely a distraction; and nothing more.
And religion says: “we want what we want”/ and you ain’t it! Some would say: same as the Jews in Jesus day. They wanted a leader to take away all the hate, and make this world, and their own lives: “GREAT”.
Didn’t happen: because time is YOUR EDUCATION, in who you are. WHO you would create yourself to be? And the end result of that is, based upon the people you meet/ the realities of life you face/ the decisions for love or hate or escape you design/ and the critical test of eternity; which is, can your love survive “limits and boundaries of respect: for what would kill you”?
Time is, the treasury of our lives/ the place where we keep what is or has been important to us; each one. Therefore it is “the element of destiny” to which we desire our lives to go; as love decides for us. Our purpose for those beyond hate or animal; is happiness as conceived by love. Therefore our desire shares the intimacy of our own claim, to have known love inside. If truth agrees with you, the passage and the door into eternity; becomes real. But if not, you have fooled yourself into believing want is enough; and it is not. We share in the creation of who we are, by choosing truth over want. Disciplines are required for that, as is order, and respect for a world of miracles clearly on display. It is that dimension of respect, which conceives of soul. And it is the intimacy controlled by soul, that opens the door into eternity itself. While we can gain mercy with love, and the rhythms of a heart shaped by truth. Without the purity of trust, the foundation of respect fails to open that door. Therefore what we all search for in this time of life is to become “pure of heart”/ as conceives of soul beyond self. A miracle “born again”.
While I have never been “perfect/ nor tried to be”; being married for two years, proved two things. Every truth has a consequence/ and being married is not the solution for “we just have to try”. Being young; fails to recognize how much truth controls life. She wanted to be “a liberated woman”/ NOT going to be like my or her mom; but that was all. And we could not make it work; because the differences were too great. She threatened pregnancy, and that ended sex: because it ended the last of trust; a child changes so many things/ and has so many needs. He or she would end the future of my choice; to fight for this world. We desired very different things (both free to choose). Nonetheless, I never trusted another woman; with my future; the work came first. Because this work could not take more than ten years; so I thought first; “you just didn’t understand”. And at 72 years old; still doing it, I learned; you did understand/ you just didn’t care; greed was the important part for you.
There simply never was a moment; when life could be different for me. Because believe it or not: this is a dying world. And I cannot just let it die. Even if, there were those women who made the decision hard; it was the right choice for me. Life is; more important than self.
And the universities say: “humanity is nothing more than an animal”/ a herd to be led by us! The road to criminal, the reality of deceit, disease, disgrace, disaster, traitor, terrorist, and chaos; because animals just can’t care about life over self/ or understand a future exists. A reality of predator and prey, that must compete for life to survive/ which makes us “the winners”. Who adapted the religion of evolution; to scream we are gods. The road to communist insurgency, anarchy, and rebellion; by religious belief. The leaders who demand: WE ARE, THE ONLY ONES WHO MATTER. As the evidence proves true: “Let the children die”/ we want, what we want; to HELL with you.
Regardless of your want: this message has been delivered/ and it is up to humanity itself: to spread the words, to communicate the needs, to identify the cost of being wrong. And to make your own world “great”. Because everything that is wrong; “is human”. And religion will not be your excuse when time runs out.
We are all surrounded; by billions of people who believe their “way to riches”; is to steal, lie, cheat, betray, destroy, deny, terrorize, curse, or anything else hate can devise. Because they want power(the superior one)/ the want pride (I am the winner/ you lose)/ they want MORE than you, to prove I am god. They want conversation; so they create gossip “with a tiny grain of sand”; creating what they would do “if that information” was about them. They want slaves; because being lazy requires I GET EASY/ not you. They want, everything they want, and even believe eternity is for that; which is another lie, it is not.
What is critical to that is: “nothing has truly changed in all of recorded history: other than the changes JESUS brought to our world”. His testimony; ‘this is love/ and this is hate”; proved we did have a choice. And whenever the basic elements of religion are lost; humanity always returns to hate, greed, and selfishness; as is today. Where sex is a trophy, not a relationship born of respect, and intensified by truth.
Of sad things; when I was young, I remarked to a young man that “he was kind”/ to which he replied “not enough people notice”. But that means he did it for the reward, not because it was his true choice.
Of cautionary tales: it was a reality of mine, that while in high school, I had put a pair of sunglasses in a shirt pocket; to hold them there. Only I had forgotten to take them out when I arrived at the checkout and pay area. Where I remembered; and was suddenly truly attacked; by a voice inside (first time ever). Living is not as simple as it seems. I did not want to be accused of stealing/ and it was the voice inside that caused me to steal; because I was afraid. The end result being: “want, is a dangerous thing, and so is fear”. Or the voice inside Screaming at me; going to be accused of stealing/ got to get away, and so on; was failure at the door. Even though it had never entered my mind; until the voice started that “lack of a decision”.
What the experience did do was: to begin a long search to identify, “WHAT is this, and WHERE did it come from”? Elementally ending with; be careful how you let society guide you in your life. Because there was a significant amount of “petty crime” being done at the time; and somehow it had wormed into my existence as a question to be answered. Avoiding “what should I do about this”, did not make it go away. Instead the question confronted me directly; and I had to answer it. Stealing is never a value; and should never be done; unless it is a matter of life or death. Even so; petty crimes can come with great life altering punishments; and should be treated accordingly. Because fair is not always fair. and the punishment of one/ can lead to the greater cost for another. justice requires balance; because life itself is not simple.
“this voice inside”; Screaming at me; going to be accused of stealing/ got to get away, and so on; was fear. Enough that I did not put them down for fear of being accused of a crime/ and walked out with them; where a friend reminded me “not fair”. But I still didn’t take them back; “for another ten years (couldn’t stand it no more)”. The lesson however is the voice telling me “all things bad/ and interfering with my decision”. Elementally It arrives due to pride; but it is more than that; “with a mind of its own”. So beware; the spiritual element of living; can be either good or bad. And getting you to believe in what you want/ is what you want; is the reality it feeds upon. Even if it is not what you want, as is suicide/ drugs/ guns/ crime and so on: for instance. Remove the voice; by removing want. And that goes for everything; as was later on with tools. Which was important to me; a vision (more than a dream) suggested someone had stolen all my tools/ therefore I followed; but found myself in a maze; which ended in a planning room; “with Satan”. And instantly wanted and was allowed out; learning life, not living is the important part. Be cautious with the rest; “THINK first”/ NOT last.
IT IS this “voice”, that turns humanity bad. People believe, and accept whatever they want to believe; finding later, it is too late to go back in time; truth is what it is. People who have not presented “hate” before; can be found suddenly aligned with tragedy. Because the voice aligns with fears, and fears align with; forced into a situation you don’t want. Those who survive, find a way; to remove that voice; by removing want and fear. Those who don’t submit to the voice, and let it guide them into hate. Religion calls it satan”. Reality however refines the attack; as a decision you refuse to make/ because it costs more than you are willing to pay. Therefore you have chosen to be vulnerable; to being changed; because every decision requires a decision from you. Or it is open to being subjected to ideas that are not your own. Consequently people; believe, to avoid these questions. But belief is want/ and want will let you down; even taking away your life from eternity. My advise is: face your fears/ and make your own decision based upon your own truths; do it now; because it is a curse not to. As that opens the door to influences you don’t want to interfere in your life. I think three times “the voice” invaded my life; each time life taught a lesson I needed to learn. Which then becomes “never again”.
“the voice inside”; is an environment shaped according to your fears; to gain control over your life. It is the house you live within, shared with want, belief, and hate. Most believe the voice belongs to them; “its inside”; but ultimately it is not. The spiritual world has two environments; one for hate, and one for love: each has a specific agenda. To produce what is true in you.”lies/ liars/ thieves, cheats, traitors, betrayal, terrorists and more; all come from hate. While everything of value and truth comes from love. Love does not invite “a voice inside”; instead we seek to remove influences beyond truth. The animal however who believes “this is me”; uses the voice as their means of not being lonely; “talking to you”; fills the gap. Listening to advise for your life enables all the elements of lies to terrorists and more. When hate takes control; people move from loneliness to the decision: YES I CAN hate you. Because that also fills the void of loneliness, and applies an endless excuse to invade the life of someone else; and apply revenge/ or just plain violence; as your own solution. Which it is, when hate takes over your life.
Love seeks truth, and applies justice through the evidence we can prove is real. Therefore it never seeks revenge/ but resolves through law to establish justice instead. Love never uses a voice to make decisions; as that is want or its belief. Love relies upon trust, and lets the foundation of respect identify who you are; good or bad/ as the evidence proves true. It is a reality of life: that I extinguished “all voices inside” decades back. But found the silence overwhelming; so I allowed just a tiny bit back, to smooth the details of life into a framework of disciplines; which do identify value. Unfortunately; just out of high school; I was confronted with the spiritual side of humanity: as “light and dark storm clouds” which rose above them (no faces were allowed_) but “the dark” was overwhelming, and I asked never to see that again. I prefer to accept; the hope of love. Therefore no judgment exists beyond where the evidence will lead. Time examines hope, and hope leads to love; therefore it is essential “to hope”. Values struggle to survive; without hope/ and that is a war against love. Do not surrender hope, it is your lifeline to truth. Truth however belongs only to GOD, and if it is your choice; then GOD becomes your home. “as is the essence of life itself”.
There is a caveat to the spiritual world of life: LOVE is a spiritual thing, a reality given and accepted among those who share their love “with you, or you them”. Being of great value however; the decision to steal that love exists; and if you give it all away/ then it is gone, and heartbreak will be known. Be zealous to keep “the last love for yourself” it is your lifeline to eternity. Those who stand before many, and show their love as a gift to all; face the same realities: love given away/ is love you no longer own. EACH one must face their own truth beyond time; and that means, those who have no vanished as of yet; will try to invade your life; and you must say NO, “walking by, without a word”. They chose, and you are not their savior; NO EXCUSE allowed, absolutely none for you or them. Settle it! Unfortunately, those who have died, and failed to return with life into creation: in the first few days of death; can reach out, and try to enter your life. Stay away, unless you must; “its a spiritual thing”; reject them entirely, because it matters not, who they are. They chose, and cannot go back in time.
Religions exist for a reason/ even if that too is a cautionary tale. “we are, tested from every side”; because eternity is no joke/ if you do not prove you belong; you will not enter it. But failure is YOUR warning to do better/ not to give up. Unfortunately most just surrender, and let pride take control. Which ends in power, which descends from living into death.
I “retired from the rat race” early; because fighting for a trophy, or claiming to be winner/ by making others losers; was never my decision for life; even if it is yours. Luckily family provided some relief in retirement. But the decision is not about work; as I did do plenty of that/ it is about truth, and the value of life/ over stuff and acceptance by others.
We then express ourselves; by our own true desires/ and it does become our identity. Today however; change has forced a new identity/ and I don’t know how to build it? Even so, the same true desires which built my life remain: I simply do not know how to express or experience “the new me”.
Or more simply: I don’t know how to be the same/ and yet completely different; than life has always been? While male pushed the living forward, to become a clear decision between love and hate. It is female who pulls life back, to remember it is being alive that matters; and we must not lose that element of our existence. To share love, with honesty/ is to care about the living; with respect for every miracle this world gives. Changing paths, is harder than it seems. While the majority are lost in want, and follow its greed through selfishness. While hate tries to take it all, as their followers have done from the beginning. The essence of love itself is born in the value of what we know to be true. To trust someone else, is to open the door between our lives. To share love is to give of yourself/ but it is also a loss, if that love is not returned to you. Love is a beautiful treasure; and we the living all need to find it; because it makes life worth, the cost of living.
That is not done with sex; “a chain”. But it is elevated by truth into trust; which becomes an intimacy found nowhere else. To respect each other means to reveal the door into your soul. But to find the rhythms of heart; which share the same life, is something we all yearn to accept. Because it means; “never lonely again”. The spiritual world is strictly about truth; but tied to it/ are the realities of testing your truth with lies; to examine what will you choose; and where will you fail? The cost of that simply: if we are to inherit eternity/ we must accept the limits and boundaries of what is true. Because living within forces capable of energy released; is a dangerous place to be. However if prepared; we will find happiness there. And if you cannot accomplish that; MERCY allows for living within what you can do for life, by its love. In a way you do understand.
Or more simply: love always says “look at us, working together for life/ rather than look at me, and what I did do”. Love shares, because it cares; and that has no real boundaries when we do it correctly.
Fear is the cost of doing something wrong, and then paying the cost of that; as is beyond what fair would allow. Courage requires us all to accept the cost of being wrong or right; is the price of discipline, in the order of our lives, the value of our friendship, by its truth. Respect for truth requires: When we must, we do have to pay; for the choices we have made: want too, or not. Forgiveness requires repentance, or there is no forgiveness “to give”.
Love is always friendly; beyond life or death. But it is always the law must decide for us; because what is fair, is fair for us all. And only truth and justice know what that is. We each make our own decision: even if tempted, manipulated, or controlled; unless enslaved, you did make your own choice.
More clearly: this writing is my attempt to transfer the lessons of time, to the young or anyone who finds them to be useful. Not because I am better or more worthy or whatever. But because it is a duty to inform the young and others if you can. What is consistent with this work is: to understand, life is not as simple as the insane want it to be. The universities fail us all, by claiming to know; what they obviously don’t know. But they want what they want; and they want to play god as the superior ones. A new nobility entitled to taking more for themselves than they earn. Not true.
Even so, the foundation for living; as truth. Is the same foundation for eternal life; as may be granted by the reality of miracles surrounding our lives. “university, nor others” CANNOT create a single blade of grass. Yet they claim: “we will make life better; by mutilating genetics/ or igniting atoms on fire/ or with poisons or pollution’s don’t matter. Or whatever it is that lets them make decisions; by avoiding the consequences of that truth. Which is to kill this world of life.
So the end result of it all as a world is: WE MUST USE THE LAW TO REBUILD OUR LIVES WITH TRUTH. That law in this USA is REDRESS: OR more directly: “we will decide for ourselves now”. No more you decide for us.
It is the law of democracy; and every ruler who wants MORE POWER; refuses redress, because it takes their power away.
Which means we must enforce redress for ourselves/ or it will not be allowed. Distractions and delays are extremely common; as with propaganda and covid: THEY EXPECT YOU WILL GET TIRED OF THE DECISION AND GIVE UP.
Don’t do it. Instead enforce compliance with the law; it is our justice for life. Our democracy which proves: WE ARE, “THE OWNERS” here.
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ALSO: BE CAUTIOUS OF WHO OR WHERE YOU SEND ANY MONEY OF ANY KIND. I WILL NOT BE COLLECTING, AND THERE IS NO AFFILIATION WITH ME, FOR ANYONE ELSE TO COLLECT ANYTHING IN MY NAME FOR THIS WORK. until or unless an organization for women takes up the challenge to “create the law/ life will use; for a new world to exist”. THAT, will then be up to them; NOT me. no money will ever be collected/ although I may sell this work as a book. Simply because the work should not be lost.
Here we see the tragedy of “university knows”; as the cost of people who believe they will do all the thinking for the rest; “cause they are special”. The claim of all nobility.
But we need them for very little; and their beliefs are not founded in fact; but the majority exist as merely theory or the illusion of knowledge/ not truth. While defining what they do know; in “Hidden languages; so we cannot participate with them”. As all unions, and cults do. By screaming we want what we want.
Foundations of life, are formed in bone structures of the living: they exist as we need them to exist: because they are miracles. NO evidence of human knowledge, understanding, or wisdom; at all. In ten thousand things of life formed; that cannot be explained other than by miracles. Until the universities came and screamed; “its all chaos, by accident (evolution)”. Because that lets them; bring chaos and claim nothing they do matters; because its all an accident of life anyway. Which means they can mutilate as much as they want; and as doctoral students explained. WE DON’T HAVE TO CARE; IF WE SCREW IT ALL UP; EVOLUTION will just make something new; in a billion years or so. I admit; the absolute stupidity of their ignorance, dumbfounded me a bit. And I let them go; believing no point in talking to the insane. Yet they are there in universities; MAKING THESE DECISIONS for us all.
Or as the fusion experts declared: NOT TO WORRY, there is not enough gravity here on earth to sustain the fire; so “the same fire as on the sun”; will just put itself out. MORE ABSOLUTELY STUPID INSANITY; making decisions for us all.
So the critical test of being human: IS DO YOU HAVE MORE INTELLIGENCE than these do? Shouldn’t be hard, all you have to do is stop believing. But that requires: you stop listening to the propaganda of media and schooling as has been indoctrinating you into their cult; since a child.
GOT A BRAIN? Up to you. Because the price for being wrong; is more than any life is willing to pay. “even you”.
Which ends the decision to “WAKE YOU UP”.
Or, as is the constant truth of female, living within the forces which make being alive possible. Our existence as a world, are elevated only when we achieve the goal of working together, as a family should always do. The cost of failures; are a reminder “love is a decision”/ not a requirement. “eternity knows the truth; we need not concern ourselves with that”. Therefore we must allow for those who choose less, letting life lead instead. Remembering; each one is responsible only for themselves. But love is remembering; to share and care for each other, honestly/ by respecting the truth of justice comes before, want/ beliefs/ or greed. “as best we can”.
Or, more sincerely: “time is the triumph of hope”! To identify and create the message “WE TOO, ARE ALIVE”; is beyond the realm of certainty; it is a true miracle. Some will lose their way, and choose hate, or simply choose not to care, and be animals of time. Being alive however is a miracle of design and knowledge, beyond anything humanity can know; it is that “great”/ and we all know: humanity did not, and cannot do it. They can only play god and destroy it; with pure disrespect. To your shame.
Instead of learning: LIFE IS MORE, the vast majority falls back; and resides in want instead. Believing time is enough. Cherishing universities who tell them; “its just chaos and accidents”; so we don’t need to care. Even though they lie. “you believe in what you want/ or don’t want”.
Life however accepts what is true in you, will decide if the work to Create this world: was worth its cost.
I do hope there is some degree of learning, “here for you”.