Clinic

To CHRISTIE/ CARLE/ OSF “local medicine and the public, in general. CLINIC”: Healthcare examined! Who owns the right/ “our choice” now?

from; James F Osterbur                            “my turn now”/ whether you read or not, is irrelevant to me.

dated: 5/9/ 2025

RE: the planned procedure; of an operation at “known to be”; astronomical pricing/ for the purposes of removing a “golf ball sized” lump; on my right knee. CANCELLED when prepared for surgery, and waiting/ because the person picking me up after surgery; having had surgery himself 5 weeks prior/ was not fully able to “just stay” in the waiting room by your command. Being less than five minutes away with verification, and his statement/ his commitment and mine; it was so: MEANS NO POSSIBLE CAUSE OR REASON EXISTED for that person to be controlled and manipulated by the doctor who refused, to do the surgery. Because my ride: was not in a chair in the building. They refused to let me hire a taxi service; when surgery is done. So: For however long it took to do or the hours required before they begin: the job for which he was; to be paid. Documentation offered: I alone am responsible for me/ refused. So I now face additional financial charges: which will go to a failed court/ and the disgrace of people who want power; not justice. Unless of course: “its for them”. I on the other hand, have in fact DONE everything they asked; discarding the cost; because I don’t know what will or won’t occur with the lump in question: as is 99.9% OF ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING I was asked to do; to pad the billing with extra costs; ignored. With the .1%, my choice: being refused, by their end of the task (do everything I say); as is called their work. To date however: they have only cost me, “time, work, and money”/ without a penny of benefit, in return. I came for only one distinct purpose; clearly identified. The doctor canceled the surgery: “I am god”/ but, there are two sides? The clinic created a game to take money; and then refused the work without any justified cause. So far: completely, unfair/ and the upper decision makers: without concern for health. The work: “make a 4 inch incision into the skin: remove what is on top that should not be there, without damaging more: glue the skin back together”. But if something is “a true threat”/ close it back up; and then we will examine what is fair/ by my own choice. A reality that began with Tylenol in the IV. Which literally means: in all probability, I literally could drive myself.

But: Couldn’t do it, for me! Not even with astronomical pricing, and plain theft (you took it/ rather than earned, or I gave it). While I understand; there are consequences to severe surgery and drug use in surgery: this is NOT that.

So, as I left; I called my ride from inside the building/ then called 5/8 the doctors office from inside the building; and he was there on the drive as soon as I walked through the door, outside. Before the office could finish telling me they could not schedule at this time. 5/9; calling office twice; “only advertisements” responded. 5/10 rescheduled 5/19. but now there are questions!

THIS IS: an exploratory surgery, without any severe damage or “real narcotic use”; which means it AIN’T a reality of delusion that limits my ability to function. One size does not fit all. So professionally we can begin again “with this review/ unless you refuse”.

The limits I impose “remove what does not belong simply; identify a threat; only at the lump site as agreed upon” as stated; nothing excessive or unwarranted. The boundary is: DO NOT under any circumstance exceed that limit; NO severe damage or destruction of the leg or part of the leg not directly involved in this decision to have surgery on that lump; will occur without legitimate consequences. If life or leg is threatened; it will be decided after this event. A Refusal to commit: is expected no later than 5/17/ 25 otherwise pride discarded (both sides); we will try again on 5/19.

THE REALITY: of the ten thousand things wrong; throughout this society and world! The plague of medical malfeasance is/ this is just one of the true failures of not working together. OR does human indignity exist because the university driven LEGAL PROFESSION/ demands the doctor, by lawsuit; is responsible for the patient. HE OR SHE IS NOT; they are responsible for the work/ and their responsibility ends with that work or its failures. THEY ARE NOT responsible for any patient. Because every patient is responsible for themselves if over an age that allows for that to be so. Releasing a patient to family or friend: does not replace the doctor! Therefore providing a medical alert button as is currently being used for the patient: would improve the difference.

NO POSSIBLE CAUSE; exists to be refused because a ride does not meet the criteria of a doctor. NO POSSIBLE CAUSE: exists to make the doctor responsible for me; once I have come out of anesthesia, if not doped up badly/ surgery done. The reality of a real life test, and statistical data; should decide. BECAUSE AT THAT MOMENT, I AM AGAIN IN CHARGE OF MYSELF. There is no one capable or allowed to make medical decisions for me/ BUT ME ALONE. There is no one responsible for my care or decisions: beyond the surgery door/ but me and me alone. I am not a valueless gnome; to be thrown aside; with obey/ or, I don’t care. Neither is the reality of making decisions for me, beyond surgery; based upon your decision valid. A basic function skills test (bottom level/ public decides) however would be; lock up the keys until they do/ or a ride appears/ or copay on motel. Because that shifts responsibility from the surgeon; they decide with proof, for themselves.

But because so many people are now alone, and without friends or family to provide: the hospital itself is required to provide volunteers or a taxi contract or whatever it takes to either pickup and take back those who have no one. But need healthcare extended: WITHOUT EXTREME DEBT, as is admittance to a hospital; and its $10,000.00 plus more; one night stay.

IF THERE IS A NEED: CONTRACT; For a motel room, to sleep it off/ and provide a one button wireless call for help (as is in use); if they need it. Don’t threaten me; with more extreme debt/ I don’t deserve it.

The price I paid; when a new gluing product/ caused damage/ and ending with gall bladder surgery; years back. As would be, and is; a curse from all the new chemicals; made by university. For “healthcare, forced;” the reality, of these chemicals; we took away your freedom/ and enslaved you, with costs. With arrogance, apathy, and pure disrespect; because only the money matters. Because the extortion of a body not working correctly, or a failed society as is this USA/ left you with no real choice. But to accept the criminal racketeering; that is, “now, we can”. The governmental employees failed, to create justice and fair: choosing greed, lies, theft (with hidden things), and bribes (don’t say nothing) instead; as always.

I am a human being, as are we all: who face the task of trying to keep this body alive/ even when it means entering the criminal organization/ used for extortion; by a body “turned sick”; that is the demand for medical care. REFUSING an operation without justification: such as I am sick myself/ I had a personal loss or tragedy that will affect my work/ or whatever it is. DOES NOT allow for anything such as: someone isn’t going to wait, sitting in a chair at your command; where I can see them: for you. YOU ARE NOT my “god/ savior/ healer/ or other”. I am alive by the grace of miracles which give us all life: ten thousand realities of existence prove that/ evolution does not exist, regardless what you believe. The body heals or dies; with “maybe later” or without help; “maybe sooner”; nobody can make it heal/ they can only try to help; and sometimes the cure is worse than the cause. While medical care has a value, it is at least a possibility/ it is not free lance robbery, nor is it the “extreme unionism: room for a thousand more diplomas, to be paid: by padding the bill”. That has become what lawyers do, as they curse families with bankruptcy; and kill by suicide (nothing is left/ they took it all) and other forms of tyranny. Your complaint: the extortion of pain: put us both in poverty (they stole it all, made us homeless; and wanted more). While at the crime of healthcare: financial institutions applaud; “we got it free”. Instead of this is no game: We are equal, as the body proves by death; no matter who you are.

FOUNDATIONS are required to change realities: because the plague of human disgrace; which makes a doctor believe he either has an obligation that is not fair to either/ or he believes he can dictate such small realities of existence; as is how or who will take me home. This is not fair to neither of us.

Which includes me, as I am in charge of my own existence/ my own choices/ I am responsible for myself; not you. YOU are responsible for your work; and if failure presents; the organization you represent is required to accept some of that response to your failure. While the surgeon here, wanted an MRI; insurance said no/ and since everything about a visible lump begins with that lump; so then did I. An expense is not justified without a cause; while ultrasound suggested it is a cyst; and reality knows, by opening the skin; we can, then know. So say I: “doctor no”/ efficient no: but I am entitled to the best evidence possible, which includes the second opinion of a biopsy if cancer. Treatments damage too. Nothing is more clear; than reality, instead of MRI pictures. Because no matter what it actually is: NO POSSIBLE extreme measure TO MY BODY; would be taken until I am absolutely certain of what my own real world choice is.

REALITY STATES; as this society becomes more and more splintered with the delusion of “university leads everything”/ as media propagates throughout society, failing to report: their evidence is: only to steal, lies, cheats, betrays, and terrorizes with life ending experiments that cannot be undone.

More and more people are left alone, and find themselves without friends sufficient to be or do whatever might be best. The competition/ the betrayal of greed and selfishness and lust and all that media and entertainment represents; draws them into a cell/ where loneliness intensifies your choice.

Old age is particularly harsh at that; because people die, friendships end, health fails, and so on. What you want: is not realistic to my life/ and my freedom is: my want/ is greater than your want of/ or for me. That is how it is, and it cannot be changed; just because you/ or I, want something else. The same is true of how I got here: driven by realities of body, I do not control/ like it or not. Want is worthless/ truth decides.

The CURSE that is: “we will ship you off to the hospital/ if your ride is not here”. Which last I was in a hospital COST ME TEN THOUSAND DOLLARS PER DAY/ 10 or so years ago/ FOR NOTHING MORE THAN A POOR MOTEL ROOM. Which means your solution is not my solution/ and your threat to enforce debt upon me: IS NOT AN ACT OF MEDICINE/ it is betrayal. Because as with all slaves to the society disgraced by the plague of human failure that is healthcare financially. To open the door for legal thuggery and outright theft of my life’s work/ or its inheritance; is by no means “friendly” or warranted by any valid construction of reality. It is a monopoly over me; a moral certainty of theft; OTHER methods exist.

WE ALL have the same body: and we all live or die, by the same causes: “me or you”/ and that means in a justified society, we are equal; regardless of money! But it also means: we all have to die of the big things; because nobody dies/ no body lives; it is a finite planet: 8+billion people CANNOT do what 4 billion could do. And at 4 billion, just fifty years ago: they all refused to care; screaming NOW, I WANT NOW. Reality demands truth/ not want. And If I were to lose this leg because of the delay; I would construct that to be “a BILLION DOLLAR LOSS”/ and I guarantee, no amount of money on earth could buy my leg, or even a toe; for any price. So its just revenge; like the legal teams; who curse life and steal the existence of a lifetime of work, for nothing but a few moments of their time. Destroying lives & causing suicide; while they shout hurrah at their own plunder; as is WAR.

But refusing treatment has a cost too; when it is real. No amount of sacrifice/ no amount of belief; NO amount of want or don’t want; will change what is true. Truth is truth/ and we do not control our reality: we are only allowed to act or react according to what our reality is. Do not believe: search for truth; as best you can.

TO REFUSE an operation that is: HOPED to be a cyst [something that would be removed in one visit at the doctors office; 60 years ago. NOT doctors today; pharmaceutical salesmen; who want you to come back and back and back for their gain; of money. People who simply direct you to someone else, with very little real world healthcare involved. THE REAL WORLD PRICE, of university controlled (make them pay, take all you can get) : “extreme unionism”]. BUT, the lump; suggested by the surgeon could be cancer. That cannot be truly known until it is opened up for visual review or biopsy. REFUSED means this; no work, puts my life at risk. This was not healthcare/ unless there is a valid reason to delay it. A body sitting at your command, to prove you can make me ask someone: to sit in a chair for no cause whatsoever: is not that. Stealing my time, my travel, my preparations; meeting your endless demands for payment; for what is NOT service today; and that; without justified cause; is not healthcare/ or cause justified for payment accordingly. Work justifies payment; at what cannot be defined as fair today.

SUMMARY IS: that while we may not respect each other, as friends would be: professional is the same in all businesses. Do to many factors involved in the pandemic of healthcare failures to society/ the curse of government and all its financial fraud. The reality is WE DO need each other; as my life would not exist today, without antibiotics/ and realities such as a broken bone require assistance. The reality: EVEN THOUGH it took ten days waiting; with a broken small bone in my right leg. The result: I had to tell them at $66,000.00, TAKE ME TO COURT/ I AIN’T PAYING NO MORE, for less than two hours worth of your work. Unfair!

Before healthcare managed to “work me in; after ten days of take all you can get with endless excuses”/ regardless of the fact, IT WAS A BROKEN LEG! And all I needed from you: was fix the leg. But padding the bill; allows for the lawyers and doctors, who THEN started calling wanting MORE money. “they walked away” at TAKE me to court. Even though the courtroom is dead, and protects only power/ and society itself thinks only of “ME, damn you ME”/ the reality of justice, to the rest do not matter. These realities of life (cannot be trusted) not even as a jury in healthcare. Because they all know: “revenge exists”/ so they lie to themselves and hide; in case its them, who needs healthcare help.

SUMMARY IS; that while I am not respected as proven by the refusal to do the work required. The reality is: IF HE OR SHE as a doctor; IS SOMEHOW RESTRAINED FROM THE REALITY; that their work has been done; once I am back awake and beyond surgery. IT IS LIKE EVERYTHING ELSE IN THIS SOCIETY: CURSED BY the legal profession, which is controlled by university claim of superiority. Teaching what will be the indoctrination and university controlled life in government/ propagated and manipulated by media; as is everything in this communist “only the expert decides” disgrace of human existence called the USA.

The result: As is living within a nation of greed (MINE). Here the reality shifts to power: proven by I know what “beg me is”/ I know what cult or Nazi is: “we alone have power; we are the law”/ and I know what tyranny is “we can steal anything we want”; you pay, and LEARN to obey; or we punish you with fear.

The constant: it will be 6 months before the real bills appear; because they want all they can get/ “before unleashing the wolves to feed”. In the specter, “of a sewer pit/ controlled by the power who controls the judiciary”; where wolves thrive. And since I have been locked out of the courts, “for frivolous (never true, as is demanding constitutional law; they refused or failed to respond, to: obey. Or evidence will be collected.)”; of the courts; trouble can begin. Even so: I am old now, and thieves cause inflation/ tyranny all around: we decide/ freedom fails, as with covid! So will society care to fight? No, they love only gossip and bribes; as is their constant: “let the world die”.

THE LEGAL DEMAND WILL THEN BE AGAIN: LET WE THE PEOPLE DECIDE BY REDRESS, in the courts both state and nation. Because nobody is immune from medical trauma or concerns/ and we must, as humanity in general, remain: protected against revenge. Why? Because people are what people are.

WHY? Because humanity wants pride (we win; as cults do)/ and power (you lose, fantasy rules)/ as they prove of this world: justice, truth, nor reality serve any purpose at all. Alas; extinction is coming; killing a world; believe it or not; means “dead/ you just don’t know it yet; by your own choices”. So I don’t care, to be bullied. Change to save our world/ or don’t change; but very little as living demands: will be different, unless you make it different. So, I accept truth decides. Not me.

RESULT: remove the complaint that is the doctor is responsible/ when they are clearly not. Review the realities of what you do, and demand truth over the curse of human arrogance, as disgraces us all. REMOVE that responsibility, and return it to me. LET ME BE IN CHARGE OF ME; AS IS MY ABSOLUTE RIGHT! My guaranteed FREEDOM for being born in this nation; now assaulted and betrayed. RETURN MY RESPONSIBILITY FOR MYSELF. Get out of my face, you aren’t my savior: we are workers (same)/ even though I am retired. We are both workers (no food/ no fuel/ no house; etc) is not different than fair and legitimate (no healthcare for us). At a price that reflects what is true for each one.

“doctors are exempt”? Well thanks to endless data collection and computers: you can be individually found out too/ and refused or enslaved; as history proves true. THE REBELLION, against life and planet; the removal of fair healthcare, which is to control the competition/ so they can control the price; by saying you have no choice. IS: The result of universities in charge; last time I checked; this nation graduated no more doctors per year; than in 1960. Because the “elite” control the gate; with their diploma, and its debt/ and demanding irrelevant studies to enforce more debt and control slavery from doctors to life; to gain; their own greed.

THE RESULT of change: Which would be a percentage of income; plus public tax, and critical decisions in all ways and means; from society itself. We decide what is fair/ we produce the test that certifies a doctor/ we provide the facility and tools/ and govern the insurance. Which would eliminate the cost of university, and remove its diploma; in exchange for service to the poor. Which means: refusing the rates charged by university for its education/ and returning truth to life; which is the university gets a percentage of income; based upon what the real world; university education provided. To society itself. By removing the arrogance, apathy and disrespect that is plaguing our world. Because of university or its pandemic of influence on the legal profession, and every other business or decision; by those who never left the classroom. As requires a complete overhaul of their reality; and its consequences on us. University controlled: As with everything else, the evidence proves; they bankrupted nation and state, failed by every measure of truth: because universities lead, manipulate, and control. The cost of a cult (we are god) in charge! The fraud of cult worshipers, devoid of a brain.

GET THE living DEAD OUT of university driven healthcare, and return it to people helping people/ with value. Rather than all out war for greed, and selfishness/ based upon the extortion that a body brings in pain. Work is work/ but reality is reality. The criminal conspiracy to destroy financially: as is betrayal of life, work, and truth: by the entire legal profession, working as thugs must end. Change requires change: and MUCH more.

And that means the end of private medicine, the end of investor fraud; fighting for every penny IS FREE, for me; without rights or reality, for society itself. Foundations of value: returned to REALISTIC truths in medicine; as is I don’t need to see or have; “countless appointments”/ just to make you money. As is, I had a broken bone: and that is all that matters: fix the bone. As is I have a lump, that could turn dangerous; and that is all that matters: fix the lump. Because the rest of life and living, all depends upon what does matter. Freedom demands I do have choices: it is my life/ not yours. And remove: ALL unwarranted liability; “because they ain’t gods or saviors”/ just workers. BE FAIR, even if you no longer know what that means. FIND OUT! Because unlike the judiciary delusion; and its scourge of life and society failures: the penalty and the reality of being wrong; matters.

YES SOCIETY ITSELF needs to change; needs to deal with its truth and reality/ but as the current state of affairs proves true: leadership cannot do it. Which leaves this state and nation with the constitutional law: of WE DECIDE NOW FOR OURSELVES; as is called redress of grievances/ a first amendment legal right: a law of this United States/ and this state of IL. To decide for ourselves; when confronted with our employees have failed us all. As is true.

Vastly increased competition is required; and that means we start teaching children in grade school: who want to be doctors, what they need to know, and continue that by using PUBLIC CHOSEN right of passage/ yes, we say: the diploma is yours: so say, we the public/ not the university decides. End indoctrination: by the cult of university, who pretends to be god. By Teaching begins with “medical students”/ be damned to the diploma; search for who can, and will: teach. To facilitate learning life, and understanding the work: the students will be joined in teams, randomly selected every day. One girl with one boy: four days a week/ one day girls with girls and boys with boys. So they learn to talk, and prepare for life; beyond self.

So what is the proper course of action: A RETURN TO REALITY/ NO MORE FRAUD, failure, fantasy, delusions, liars, cheats, thieves, traitors, terrorists: or others who fail us all. Which does require redress to make our own decisions by the law of our democracy. WHOSOEVER RULES THE LAWS/ decides what society will be. Money has very little to do with governing truth. BUT; It is the flaw of men, the scourge of history. The primary cause of our disgrace

Reality must rule by truth/ not by the curse of such things as was covid: a pandemic of liars; as is “university decides”/ not truth or reality. Their greed; as proven by 6 trillion dollars for covid for one hundred million shots of their vaccine is equal to: $60,000.00 PER SHOT. GREED, AND FILTH ON DISPLAY. That your people hired to be government gave them/ WHICH of course was: only the first payment; as they released NAZI/ and media propagation: to enforce cult worship on us all. The horrifying curse of changing genetic nature in humans too. This nation is sick and dying/ PLAGUED by university decides everything (communism)! As in this state as well; wake up to reality!

Democracy is: NO more voting for someone to vote for me/ I will vote on the law that rules my life, and my society, as is democracy reborn.

And the universities SCREAM: “WE ARE gods”/ you are nobody”; therefore we cannot question them; as their cult followers scream (they know everything)”, as with covid; too. Enforcing the same beginning of hate (our nation stolen); as with world war 2.

But I do reply: the evidence of our universities reality of leadership is: as nation and world proves true. That the nation is bankrupt/ the resources are plundered/ the oceans are dying/ the water is being poisoned/ the globe is overheating/ weapons of mass destruction everywhere/ habitat loss and extinction go hand in hand/ planes burn ozone, while radiation will eat your skin when lost/ vehicles burn oxygen (which is an element/ which means NOT made on this planet; finite released_). EVERY CHAIN OF LIFE IS BEING LOST! People are deliberately mutilating nature in worship of evolution; an outright lie. People are deliberately trying to ignite ATOMS ON FIRE/ claiming its fusion in their delusions; to create another sun called earth. The price of being WRONG. And much more; all of which bears the evidence of “university”. So the evidence is: “gods of Satan”/ not life.

The reality of life for me is: do I trust, such deliberate disrespect as has proven true/ OR is it the reality of enforced compliance by the medical industry that maintains: “the doctor is responsible for me”/ until off the property: by descriptions that belong not to me or society; but to him or his “employers”. OR, since I took the “hospital” to court once/ with real world truth; and the judge, refused to allow it to proceed: mean we have no say? “what does the computer say; about me; prejudice others, about me: to every doctor who sees it”? As would be “tainting my life with their liabilities”. IS, the innuendo of revenge, by secret associations, and its cost, putting my health in danger; to me, a reality? Are doctors different than “humanity”? no.

The question remains: why and who, and to what real purpose; did this occur? The evidence to date, has not proven what is true.

And the people say, let him/ me, die; for telling our secrets.

So, lets review: While I reply, truth demands: “thought is, all that life is”/ an environment called soul, those invited will share; not the isolation of a brain called time! Because the body is measured by time, & will die for each and every one; which makes the movement of memory, as with a dream, vision, and more; the quest to understand; is this, our reality of thought, to be eternal? Because death proves a body is not eternal. But is thought? A brain exists to function and experience your expression/ to measure your decisions. Time ends/ so does the brain; but universal force does not; which makes the elevation of that force, into thought; the potential to earn, or receive eternity. Unlike universities claim with such lies as evolution; (your former classmates)! Truth will decide, what only truth can decide. LIFE is, the ultimate owner here, by that truth; Death will prove what is true.

The living is up to me; as best I can, by the realities life sets in my path. Discipline the search for truth/ the duty of life. As respect demands; it is my choice to become my own truth/ it is my identity. But there are limits and boundaries for each one. Order for those with wisdom enough to seek peace and justice. Or refuse and hide, and run away into fear; is not my choice.

In contrast to that is the understanding; without thought, you are unaware of life/ how can it exist? While the body, which is living “life”; forms the expressions and experience of your choices, created by the movement of time & the consequences of others, who choose too. The reality of both experience and expression is: “without thought, existence cannot be perceived”/ therefore they cannot “know”. Belief, does not exist as a truth or its consequence; making it whatever you want. The cost: truth exists within thought, and thought then represents the law of living in truth as life itself; demonstrates by time. Which guides us into the eternity we choose.

As to the realities of force that are involved with thought; the foundation remains: force gives movement to thought, as it translates the ability to change things; into the laws that become our truth of living. These Into the identity, called self. Into the relationships of respect, that share life as we participate in love. Let hope be your guide, into the journey that will not die: where life will be found.

“in a vision, which creates the passage; that translates time/ whenever that might be: to what your own reality can then find.” Force as controls the universe, has no barriers. But if you do not obey its laws: you do.

While I contemplate the price I am willing to pay; for choices made. A less than 2 hour actual surgery at this same facility; was over $66,000.00 plus the threat of court. So I have limits and boundaries too; realities of life and living/ that are more important to me, “than whether a person is sitting in a chair” or at home waiting for a call. So all that is lacking from that debt: is the actual surgery. The curse of unwarranted control over life. And if not returned to surgery before 30 days have pasted: I have to pay all over again.

At “72” years old; I KNOW the reality is; without truth, there is no future but hell. Why should I pay for hell? Or be concerned greatly; because of everything universities do; to destroy life on earth. Extinction for real: is far closer than you think. So, I will fight for truth instead, for myself. YOU will fight for you/ I will not; or go ahead and die? As is the reality of “this case”? The cost of a nation which lives for greed; demanding selfishness; affects us all.

Because thieves stole it all, “beyond money”, and there will be war. Nothing is left; and that is a reality which doesn’t care about anyone; or anything you possess. Irrelevant and worthless. WHY? Because the human animals want MORE FOR ME. Discarding even eternity, means forever: to chase their dreams of superiority, right now. Reality however points to the clear and certain evidence of miracles alone created life; because everything here, even this planet; is at a level of thought did this/ we cannot even dream of. How do you escape? Only with truth decides now. Or, cannibalism and all the rest will come. Because there are consequences to every truth; as is added another one hundred million people to world population every year: who demand ME TOO .

Instead of: an economy exists, because our bodies have needs; we must do what is justified and fair. Hate exists (mine all mine/ your fear of me, is my friend) because wealth removes that need and makes living into a game others want to control; to enslave the rest. The demand for friends fail; because they move, die, whatever/ making loneliness real. But the end result of it all is: time moves on/ and we all die. So the quest is: to get all you can get, right now/ when it matters, to be young. By killing the future, “of life, living, friend, family, nature, future, the chains required for survival, and world”. The curse of superiority, Demanding: yes we can “play god”, with extreme experimentation. But are only Satan, as the evidence proves true.

But death is a question to some: and its answer is: can we be eternal? Only truth can say/ but there is evidence in JESUS; not based upon belief. But defined by the choice of; love or hate as he proved was real. The temple jews loved money/ so they killed him; like so many. But his respect for GOD, and ability to do what no other has ever done: remembers, love must be shared to exist. Therefore even in eternity itself: there is room for love/ but not hate. Nor is their room for those who merely want, what they want; because they missed the truth of a life with value.

As to “subterfuge”; the critical call is, IF YOU DON’T fully understand what the pictures that you are shown mean/ THEN they can tell you anything they want; same as with gambling. You don’t know/ you don’t know. While they claim they must make your decision/ but can simply be wrong or vile. Because surgery is EXPENSIVE, and greed is throughout society itself: traitors exist only when “the price is right”. So beware of what you believe. As is the curse of media propagating “its your decision”: by flooding the image they create; the image of this medicine with BE HAPPY”/ and only a tiny few question, the statistics they hide. Or the curse they cause (nothing matters but me); on the battleground for money. Beware of what you do not believe as well: making the only real solution is: more than one must agree/ whenever possible. Because belief is worthless/ only truth has value. Yet healthcare makes that impossible; due to price, they control.

An absolute OVERHAUL of healthcare is mandatory; change across the world “life or death”. Examining as with the judiciary: WHO RULES OVER, “the ruler” of these things?

It is time for different, because this is the best men did do/ and in real world terms; that requires giving women the chance to make the primary decisions of law, for us all to vote upon. Because prejudice exists; “clothes, skin, words, looks, realities or imagination” doesn’t matter; because people judge based upon “a grain of sand”. The consequence is: “I don’t want”, to deal with, or work for you; at best/ and then comes “I will find another way, to remove you”. Or: I am tired of this work, the money has failed/ leave me alone.

So as to this moment in time: it is a “complete surprise/ a very unexpected choice for me, but: health is not a game”; and the cost it now represents, as will be a courtroom; to refute the claim of work. If I must: Is not my choice. To gamble with my health; by a forced choice/ as is bullied.

Is redefined: by, I am posting this story of my choice, as a witness; and its realities online/ to whomever sees it. Opening the door/ and turning on the light; so all can see. And will post the response to it from those who have had letters as indicated; mailed too them.

COMMUNICATION means: asking the public if they want a say; “in healthcare”/ as will be found on the website. MEANS YOU WILL FIGHT FOR YOU, or run away from your duty/ I will not. Their choice/ not mine: so choose/ as we begin, each and everyone; to face the consequences of our own choices. The reality of our truth. Www.jamesfosterbur.com/clinic

the insurance company is advised: that while I started with a different organization; I did not know their surgery center was across from the super computer building at the U of I. My hearing does not allow for that much noise; I have tinnitus/ and I have been deaf a short time in the past. So no, not asking for free/ but reality is reality; and we will see how that turns out.

As to this: it is again: a forced choice, which was commanded of me to capitulate and remove all say ; discarding my own safety; denying, to demand my own healthcare/ as involves ME. “more than you”. Now modified by choice; to be let us see.

The cost: I will NOT surrender, the final choice of my own deliberate decision, for every cause and need; in all forms of healthcare; is totally mine. My body/ my life/ my health/ my future/ my decision: NO exceptions. No one steals it from me; if I have a choice. Time will prove what is true; fair or not/ by the evidence.

YOUR CHOICE: INCLUDES THIS.

THE LESSON: we are not ultimately responsible for our bodies/ they are a gift, based upon human choices called hereditary (freedoms or costs of human decisions beyond their right). We are responsible for our own true choices, and how we act or react to the choices made by others. Whether life is about law and justice/ or less! Time is for isolating the truth of who we are, by establishing the limits we impose on our lives or others/ while realities identify the boundaries we are willing to accept, or deny. The consequence of want is formed by beliefs which are aided and abetted; by the cost of society. The question of fair play; designed and created, by you and yours.

The question is then: what does eternity gain, from this?

The answer: you judge yourself, and create the environment within which will be your home; if allowed to expand your existence into “our eternity”. It is not a game/ no matter what humanity says.

No matter what humanity says:

1. rape is not a right.

2. Genetic mutilation of nature is not a right.

3. Risking the entire planet with atomic fire; is not a right.

4. Destroying everything we need to survive is not a right’

5. completely disintegrating everything humanity depends upon for its future is not a right.

6. Using every resource the children need is not a right.

7. Refusing world law or limited capitalism (fair play); is not a right; and ten thousand more.

8. Giving birth to a child who cannot survive or be happy with their own body; is not a right. As can be found in a nursing home; reality not want should decide.

9. Destroying freedoms and rights, is not a right.

10. Face your truth is a duty/ most deny.

And the world says: “we DON’T have to do nothing”!

But reality says: “nope you don’t/ you just have to go extinct”, because every truth has a consequence, and lies, theft, cheating, betrayal, terrorism and more; will end.

And the world says: HOW DARE you threaten us.

But reality replies: every consequence is by your own truth; whatever threat exists, “it is entirely, because of you”.

While the evidence remains as “the news tells you nothing of value/ and that IS what you want from them: because change yourself; is not on your list of things to buy, flaunt, or demand look at me”.

Reality says: one pound of food a day x 365 days a year= 3 trillion pounds of food per year; REQUIRED to keep you alive. while the garden produces only one crop, and some of the seed needs to be planted next year. Don’t like insects? The pollinate life and feed numerous living things as a base food group. No insect/ no life that depends upon them. Got a world filled with weapons of all kinds; and growing hate, as media and entertainment continue to describe: got to kill or steal to survive. Got money; but the news did not report that currency and credit derivatives today roughly 726 trillion dollars. Which in america divided by 340 million people (babies and all) then equals $2.13 million dollars per each one. While the world offers last time I looked 1.2 quadrillion dollars just for credit derivatives. But news only reports what the US congress overspent beyond taxes collected. Failed to report; Reagan sold the gold of fort knox to create his “relief”; dissolving you of your securities. [where do you think the gold you now buy came from?] “US”, news knew, I told them. “but you can’t stop a cult/ or its believers; they want what they want”. TO HELL, with the consequences.

SO WHAT! Well reality states, that by plundering the future, and letting every child die in hell: the thieves get to continue living “like kings (you owe/ they don’t)”. Because all that matters to the current method: is the counterfeiting/ debts without reality, must continue. Whereas all the rest; are restricted to slavery; because you are paid, without true value: poof, “its gone”.

News didn’t tell you the cost of being wrong: when mutilating all of nature/ didn’t tell you the cost of being wrong with trying to ignite atoms on fire; which is exactly what they are doing. “going to bring same fire here as on the sun”. Which is our planet ignites into a sun. refuses to tell you that population MUST be reduced/ or this world is about more than human beings and what they want. To their shame/ and yours, because you just want what you want; and as a cult of human worshipers; you just believe university is your god; “excused”. But truth is truth, and that is YOUR decision/ your truth too. Etcetera and more.

Refuse to tell you; that oxygen is finite an element. Refuse to tell you, the atmosphere can be detached from a planet that spins at one thousand miles an hour on the equator. Refuse to admit: STEAL THEIR RESOURCES, and every child dies. But then hey: “the universities are your god”/ what more do you need to know? Right! Nobody listens anyway, so lets just scream; evidence is irrelevant. I want what I want.

Or, as with ocean realities; the dumping of every poison and pollutant known to man overwhelms/ while the trawlers take every last one, so life cannot repopulate/ or the entire habitat of ocean life is ruined by dragging or nets or endless fishing; or the end of a base source of food for the oceans; as grows under the ice; which will soon be no more. “how many more catastrophes”; well lets start with water; and your complete ignorance. While the illinois water survey says: “it takes fifty inches of water in this area/ to create a one inch aquifer increase”. Yet farmers are tiling beyond stupidity to insure no water gets to an aquifer; while those scientists say: WE CANNOT TELL ANYTHING/ or we lose our jobs. Unless you ask. Great, right; university is god; right? After all, what could go wrong; when your former classmates lead? Well don’t worry, billions of people will just starve for you, or just lay down and thirst to death. So why worry? Won’t do no good! after all in this USA, EPA evidence now hidden merely reports over a trillion pounds of poison has been buried/ and in Chicago for instance: that dumping ground was suppose to be “full” in 2010, but continued using probably to this day. good thing you don’t care, right!

 

After all, the ogahalla aquifer, which stopped the dust bowl of the 1930’s is now almost dry. So we get back (its all free), “exactly the same”; very soon! Except this time, it will displace millions of people, and end billions of bushels, and millions of livestock: no water/ no life. Simple as that. Ethanol is great.

OR, as the evidence proves true: the “university answer to leadership” IS LIE about everything, hide, scream: LET THE CHILDREN PAY/ CHEAT all those who listen, and propagate believe/ STEAL from every life, “debts don’t matter”/ CORRUPT the future and destroy every child, resources don’t matter/ BETRAY democracy and survival of everything, break all chains/ FANTASIZE “evolution will fix anything we destroy; in a billion years or so”/ DELUSIONS “not enough gravity here on earth so igniting atoms on fire; on a planet made entirely OUT OF FUEL” will just extinguish itself”. Etcetera.

Aren’t you proud? You should be, after all: without human cult worshiping (make our decisions, for us. As news leads: BELIEVE, DAMN YOU BELIEVE; FEAR BEING WRONG; AND OBEY); NONE of this would exist.

OR, as the evidence proves true: the “university answer to leadership” IS LIE about everything/

hide, scream: LET THE CHILDREN PAY/ CHEAT all those who listen, and propagate believe/ STEAL from every life, “debts don’t matter”/ CORRUPT the future and destroy every child, resources don’t matter/ BETRAY democracy and survival of everything, break all chains

 FANTASIZE “evolution will fix anything we destroy; in a billion years or so”/ DELUSIONS “not enough gravity here on earth so igniting atoms on fire; on a planet made entirely OUT OF FUEL” will just extinguish itself”. Etcetera. Aren’t you proud? You should be, after all: without human cult worshiping (make our decisions, for us. As news leads: BELIEVE, DAMN YOU BELIEVE; FEAR BEING WRONG; AND OBEY); NONE of this would exist.

for the sake of hope