Beggars

DEMOCRACY at its core means: while it is true, that we the people of this place all live together/ THIS IS NOT like a marriage of old, where just one person gets to make all the decisions. THAT IS A LIE.  WE ARE ALL EQUAL, because life is life, and it is a gift to every single one! NOBODY gets to play king or queen.         nobody gets to judge/ unless it is hate. BUT WE ALL GET A VOTE, ON LAW! As is our judgment together, upon what is fair and justified: the liberty to decide as with one vote for  shouting for all.  Removing the power of government;  TO WE THE PEOPLE instead.

Money merely controls the group/ not the whole, unless they mix; because every group seeks to be the superior one. Male and female are demonstrations of “each comes with a different view of life and its living”; they need each other to have a “complete view”. But competitions divide, and create the game; SOMEONE MUST LOSE (let them). Judgment follows, as then does WAR.

And we must accept that each basic group of people is intended to be separate/ or they would not be identified as a group. NONE are better/ but all are different. Wars, gossip, ridicule, bigotry, prejudice, and more are the result of being different; which means peace comes from being separate; but sustained by truth. Therefore the competition grows! Because each group has its own traits, or values, or truths; they live different. The constant; As always the universities are wrong. International policing, smaller nations, and clear law without weapons of mass destruction; ARE THE FUTURE FOR LIFE, to survive.  Families are better off, as families. We are the same for a reason; to express our life as the same. To know that by similarities, makes it so.

Family begins with: understanding what we can do for each other. Letting freedom be freedom; so long as you do understand the cost of being wrong; for each one. Identifying the purpose of protecting life and living by law; so that no one “plays god”. Constructing the values which remember: WE CANNOT gamble, with what we cannot return to life. Which means “the universities are always 99% wrong.”

HATE DESTROYS LIFE, and as with all diseases, if not eradicated entirely; it just keeps coming back; to interfere with life and living; by destroying peace. Consequently, to gather and remove hate; to enclosed boundaries; where all are hate living as one; is to do them (let them hate) and the world (give us peace) a value. Ringed by weapons without mercy/ consistent with the evidence of truth: those who deserve hate, should have hate; without law to govern them; so they can be free among themselves. ANY assistance comes with a full view: so that humanity knows, what has been removed.

Instead as is consistent with the marriage of today, WE DO ALL GET A SAY, and you cannot enslave one group in order to make the other groups richer or more happy; OR ANYTHING ELSE, as is the constant called politics . As is WE ALL PAY, for sustaining the basic decision of constitutional law: which is created and accepted by the preamble of that constitution, its supporting real world documents, and our own amendments which declare the rights which are guaranteed to all people here. A reality of destruction and insurgency so vile, and so utterly evil to democracy itself; THE INSURGENCY of universities must be removed from their anarchy of position/ their utter denial of truth and reality as covid proved/ and the cost of their being wrong; which is such things as Trump is now elected; to use a club to remove these people.

FAILURE IS A CONSTANT/ THREATS OF EXTINCTION SURROUND US ALL/ THE CURSE OF COLLABORATION, CORRUPTION, AND COLLUSION TO DESTROY THE VALUES OF THIS SOCIETY ARE RAMPANT. THE INDOCTRINATION OF EVERY CHILD INTO THE CULT OF “universities are worshiped as god/ who are then allowed to destroy nature/ play with the fantasy we can control the sun/ poison the earth, and kill our world, our future, and every child by what universities and their cult are constantly doing to life and our ability to survive. To our nation and its ability to survive/ to our world and its ability to survive. To their shame, as tantrum failures who never grew up, or rose beyond the abilities of a child at the age of two years old.

The curse of our lives: is a universities diploma. And all the evidence points in that direction. To keep you stupid and in line as beggars; bribed to stay quiet: the propaganda machines of media are used to manipulate and control the nation; with their filth as so clearly destructive; proven by covid.

The filth and sewage of human deceit (as with covid; or UNIVERSITY WANTS THE MONEY, and no more controlled, by law), betrayal (claiming expertise without knowledge or values) , thievery (terrorizing the currency/ and forming debts no one intends to pay), cheating, (changing the rules, to destroy both young and old by inflation) lying (the propaganda used to hide the truth called media), killing (this entire living world, by arrogance, apathy, and pure disrespect), cursing (playing god with everythoing), and control (destroying the foundation of our democracy in the courtroom) over life; by vomiting “university knows”/ and using propaganda to enforce you the people have no say..

SO THEN WE TURN THE CORNER; AND DISCOVER WE DO HAVE LAW TO REMOVE THE ENEMY FROM OUR LIVES, AND OUR NATION; BY ENFORCING CONSTITUTIONAL FIRST AMENDMENT REDRESS OF GRIEVANCES: TO PROVE THIS IS OUR NATION/ NOT YOURS. By bringing the assailant into court, and determining for ourselves what is true/ what is the cost of letting universities be WRONG/ and where does the future take us all; as is by the evidence: THE CERTAINTY OF HELL! ITS A CHOICE: TO BE OWNERS HERE/ OR NOT.

the real question is: HOW do the traitors, beggars, thieves, cheats, whores, bastards, liars, terrorists, and cursed: the worst of the worst who have ever lived: TAKE OVER NATIONS?

The answer is: THEY CHANGE THE RULES, to give themselves more power. To remove every safeguard or means of enforcing the law we the people made; by playing games.

So, lets identify; THE RULES WERE CHANGED!/ WHICH MEANS OUR LAW was denied, and the army of beggars (me too) aligned to insure we cannot enforce our own law.

The list is very long. But lets start with things “recent enough”/ that mattered.

1. The Korean war and the Vietnam war were both called “policing actions in defense of democracy”/ both were lies to deny the truth only congress can declare war in this USA. A criminal action. THE RULES WERE CHANGED!/ WHICH MEANS OUR LAW was denied, people denied without cause. Because nations are too big, and all bad rulers want a distraction from what matters.. the consequence: 2,000 atomic bombs were detonated by this USA to betray the world. The president IS NOT leader of the military UNTIL war is declared by congress.

2. this created enormous debts that this USA could not pay. Carter tried to pay, but was defeated by the populace who wanted to be rich. Reagan defeated the nation, by selling its gold, and paying no debt at all; giving to universities complete control over the currency/ while universities diplomas took over entire control of government, and everything else. THE RULES WERE CHANGED!/ WHICH MEANS OUR LAW was denied, our constitution was defaced, and thrown away by the universities which declared we can do better. 50 years later the evidence proves; they were fools and failures, relying upon fantasy and delusions/ theft and betrayal is all they added: as led by universities pretending, they are god.

3. Antibiotics and vaccination; were the rise of healthcare/ letting surgery go forward without substantial death. Giving to universities their power of pride and control; proving extortion as is always the case when criminals control; took over life in this USA. But the people yelled HURRAH as well, and our population on this planet doubled in fifty years; causing an enormous rise the truth of EXTINCTION will come. THE RULES WERE CHANGED!/ WHICH MEANS OUR LAW was denied, because this is a finite world; and no honor exists in medicine as a whole. While all those in government hide from all that can be identified as infrastructure; “a future for us all”.

4. Education turned from truth into cult worship of universities. The curse of evolution/ religion (this looks like that). Denying reality to serve the fantasy and delusions of imagination is all we need. The constant curse of “know just one tiny thing”; and let the universities elite decide what to do with that. THE RULES WERE CHANGED!/ WHICH MEANS OUR LAW was denied, the future of an entire nation destroyed. Because only children who never grow up; need to learn only one tiny thing. They made slaves/ creating debts to insure you never get up; to become ALIVE. A cult leads the way in this USA.

5. Media ENFORCED; “there is no inflation here/ for the last fifty years”; of the endless lies of universities in charge/ this is only one of the biggest criminal organizations ever to exist; ransacking/ raping/ ruining what was once a great nation of values; even if lacking in substance. Instead of paying the criminal demand of UNIVERSITIES DEMAND MUCH MORE; which could not be paid/ which meant they could not rape us all. Universities in charge created inflation and debts; beyond any other nation in history. Shouting we never have to pay; “we are gods”. Thereby taking anything they wanted for themselves, and giving bribes to beggars; to shut them up. Laundering their crime with “wall street” and others. THE RULES WERE CHANGED!/ WHICH MEANS OUR LAW was denied, the curse of media used to propagate lies, deny truth, intimidate the populace, curse the future, create expertise out of liars, curse the world, offer the Satanic excuse “weapons of mass destruction are our saviors”. And much more; “making numbers; just one of the biggest liars used” . Are all consistent with the concentration of EVIDENCE; HELL is coming.

6. The universities in charge of government, courts, everything: ransacked and raped the entire USA economy selling off its treasures of economic value and resources and everything else that can be hidden from view. They rebelled against truth and reality by taking control over “human resources”/ and evicting anyone without a degree from their union of thieves. They are the collectors of data/ the infiltrators of propaganda/ the curse of traitors/ the plague of leaders/ the disease of superiority/ the liars and betrayal of numbers called money/ the curse of cult worship and its indoctrination. The puke of lies and vomit of promises made from delusions and fantasy; of “expertise” is in fact a description of terrorism; the foundation of every experimental curse that is trying to destroy the entire planet, and all its nature and all its protections for anything living ; so that no life will survive. THE RULES WERE CHANGED!/ WHICH MEANS OUR LAW was denied, OUR ENEMY RULES OUR LIVES: destroying every foundation upon which we live.

7. The consequence being; “trump is hired to remove them/ but like hitler, has bigger plans for himself”. and humanity as men do:  always slobbers in anticipation of “no more law” to hold us back. WAR IS THE ANSWER.

   TARIFFS are merely the subterfuge of collecting hidden taxes on every citizen; to pay the military, thereby bribing generals with cash; to do his bidding.    INSTEAD OF OBEYING OUR LAW AS A NATION; GOVERNED BY DEMOCRACY.

   And the world says: WE KNOW WHAT WE WANT, and we will get it any way we can. Because only a fool waits for law.

   The serpent of universities say: “WE WILL hide, in dark places; waiting as traitors do, for our moment to take what we want”.

   1. Reality says: “the rules were changed”, and most of the mice in media have no concept of reality whatsoever; “trained to be monkeys”. Consequently they don’t understand that inflation is about the increase in currency or debts as it relates to what is the price today/ versus what was the price yesterday. For the last fifty years or so; the inflation rate of this USA has been roughly one thousand percent, up to ten thousand percent as is today. But when you control the farmers who grow the food, and limit their reality to controlling the population with food. Demanding only food or utilities are inflation; the press becomes and is worthless to the nation; a propaganda machine against/ a tragedy to empower universities know, how to steal. Today however the mold of universities has been broken by trump; who loves the club/ and wants nothing more than to be god “just like the universities”. Two different sides of the same coin. But soon the food supply will be completely out of control/ and the entire economic structure of this USA will be destroyed. The people will revolt/ the war with Iran ended, at least by this USA; and civil war threaten all our lives with hate. WHAT can you do? Very little, because even if you have a gun to take what you want/ that will mean; there is quickly; no more to take/ and you will be cannibals. Because there will be no place to run quickly as well. Fire will consume the nation, and HELL on earth “begins here”. But hey “you got what you wanted; is that not so”/ sure you did; alas game over. But don’t worry: your future is far more bleak than that.

      And humanity says: YOU CAN’T SCARE US! TO HELL WITH YOU.

      1. But reality says: human population has reached 9 billion people. Or on this finite planet: that is 9,000 groups of one million each group. Or 9 kilometers of people standing center to center at one meter each x 1000 kilometers deep of people each at one meter center to center with each other or 9,000 square kilometers of people. Each needing to eat “living things” every single day for a lifetime. On a planet already in distress from too many people. Kill a life source of food, and you will have no time to let it grow back. Starvation will force you to eat the very last one. And that means EVERYTHING alive will be eaten; including you. But not to worry genetic alterations will bring Armageddon (nature in chaos)/ lack of water will bring the apocalypse which is war for water/ HELL will come which is; there are no solutions of life for this; we are the living dead. And perhaps your gods of universities; will ignite atoms on fire; on this planet made out of fuel. But don’t worry; its just a million mile long flame; that establishes gravity; so the blazing moon (well within reach of that fire) will not crash into this earth; until just a tiny few are left. Unless of course you believe in HADES (eternal torture, for destroying an entire creation of life). By your failures.

         1. But hey don’t worry: soon the SCREAMERS WILL YELL “KILL”, and we want what we want; and WORLD WAR will “be your saviors”/ as extinction proves: “you will cry until there is no water left to cry; and then die, as a planet reduced to extinction, by weapons of mass destruction; “courtesy; universities are god”. Gee, I wonder if there are penalties for that? Oh wait as the geneticist told me; “just wait a billion years or so, and evolution will make something else”/ so it doesn’t matter right? Of course not; cause universities are god. How could they be wrong. After all; they were all your former classmates in school.
            1. What is critical, is simply this: that to get elected, leaders promise big things people want. To pay for that, they overspend and create games which creates losers. When too many losers exist, they revolt and declare war. But between war and loser is the cult of “we want to take ours too”; as is the serpents, rats and mice so common to government. As they take, and change the law so they don’t pay the cost; nations collapse. As winners judge the others, and declare themselves superior for doing so; pride consumes life and world with lies, games, thievery, and betrayal. Today we add terrorism throughout “university knows”; and extinction itself looms large. Because the bribes have run out/ the game is over/ and now the intruders and insurgents/ the anarchists and traitors/ the terrorists and Satan worshipers have turned to gossip and revenge (as is, its all their fault/ LETS KILL THEM). But as with the beginning of human existence. In the story of Adam and Eve; they ate the food they wanted most/ the source of their future food; and caused that plant to go extinct. Because they learned to tempt, manipulate, control, deceive, deny, and claim to be innocent of what they did in fact do.  “nothing, has changed”.

   Religion says: LEAVE US ALONE.         “we want what we want too!

   While the curse of governments all know: GIVE THE PEOPLE WHAT THEY WANT, or they revolt, and may even kill you.  “because all the screamers know: I have only one life to live”; in time. So they let fear, control their lives. “without fear”, there is thought! But alas: it is a world of humans, constantly at war with “life and world”; because the vast majority want what they want, screaming “self”; and refuse to care, causing “greed”. Which ends with fear; “I am alone”.

   And the women who have little voice in their own futures say: “nobody listens to us/ so we don’t even try”. Because we don’t want to be wrong; let the men do it; so we can scream how dare you be wrong. But the end result of this day is: WORLD EXTINCTION can be just seconds away, for us all. As is the result of all that universities, governments, and greed demand of us all.

   Because the evidence is real, and it is literal; in the truth of extinction can happen to us all. While media propagates: “don’t worry, university is god”/ and governments are filled with the universities diploma; so what could go wrong? Apart from everything of truth and reality demand extinction will soon take our world away.

   And humanity said: “make me rich/ so I can be HAPPY”. But wealth does not buy happiness, as is the truth of life. Instead purpose designs a living, and desire explains the decision of love; which builds a life of happiness, because there is nothing in time, to replace the single truth: love is the treasure of living “with life”. Isolation, whether you have all the “money” in the world; cannot buy you that.            “not even if you beg”.

   And ALL the people SCREAM, RANT, AND RAVE: “YOU CAN’T MAKE ME PAY”/ LET THE CHILDREN PAY, WE WANT IT ALL FOR FREE! BUT, reality reminds you: with 9,000,000,000 people on earth TAKING ALL THEY CAN GET for their lifetime; your future is bleak, your resources will end, your food and water is being destroyed, your weapons of mass destruction “are an enemy”/ and the curse of your god called university; is forever lost to the descent screaming: I WANT MORE.      “be careful what you choose;  eternity is real”.

   THIS IS a finite planet; and that means change or die. GO BACK TO TRUTH DECIDES; or you will face your own HELL.  “and there will be no mercy for a single soul”/ extinction will come; an entire world lost because of you.  “tell me true”:  do you think, there is a penalty for that?

   And the whole world said: “we don’t want to die”. While the universities screamed: “he is the devil/ kill him”. But the children said no; and found their future has ended unless they stand united for life.         so they turned to investigating the price for being wrong/ and began that journey into truth: with the universities claim:  “they can control the sun fire”/ here on earth. and all the experiments READY TO IGNITE     ATOMS ON FIRE    .  on a planet made out of fuel!      “because the universities say:  we are gods/ there are none before us”;  as is the cost of all human history itself.

   Because they said: WE WILL NOT LET OUR WORLD DIE, without a fight! THEREFORE WE MUST KNOW, “WHAT IS TRUE”!

   While it is true, that I spent MOST of my time alone. It is also true, a few are given the job/ the rest will not do. And in that reality of time, there was no choice, but to do the job I was given, or even created; to do. Those who were a part of my life; are considered to be, “whatever was needed” to create the worker I became. I am not your distraction, or enemy, or anything else: I am a worker, who did do the job I was sent to do. At the price required of me. The summary of it is: “never give away, the best love can be”/ because if it is not returned to you; it can be the death of you. Consequently, give the very best of you to GOD , and life will forever find its home.

   My apologies to those who believed I did not do enough. Life is limited, and a world came first.

   As for today; at 72 years old, no distinguishable future or even gender I understand. I would simply say, “it is unlikely at this time, someone who would fit into my life of the moment; even I, do not know what it is to become”: is even possible. Nonetheless, I have been grateful for the work, and look toward eternity. “even without a clue; time will end for us all”. Therefore, I will hope!

   The foundation of our existence, is built upon the premise: “that I am, the identity I chose to be; by my own decisions, and its purity of truth”. Therefore unlike the body of time which is left behind & recycled; what is true, becomes and functions as my life. The critical question is: does truth itself die? The answer to that is no/ but it can be dissipated and vanish; if nothing holds it together.

   The decision of eternity is then; WHAT or WHO, will hold you together as a life, beyond self? We then search in purity, for an identity which remains stable and valued. Finding those who have created a destiny, the desire and purpose of a heart given to love: shall know their decision leads to the destiny of a home, where love is valued, but respect is demanded and pure. Where GOD himself resides/ where mercy decides where and if you belong.

   Humanity scoffs, and leads itself to hate; by claiming lies such as evolution exists/ it does not.

   Life becomes alive; when we search for truth, and find in law the boundaries and limits of what does keep us alive as thought released to be free; within forces beyond our comprehension. The power of thought, “built this Creation of life on earth”. Therefore being invited to join in this treasury of purpose beyond self; is to love, a desire shaped by truth.

   While life itself has no gender; humanity does. Respect for that truth is not a game. Even so; my own quagmire of change; should never be a distraction to you. My life is not your life/ my eternity is not yours; and no one inherits or takes; the life of someone else. Your truth, as is mine: is your own truth; and your soul never forgets. Mercy is used to hide, what is then tolerated to bring this universe to life.

   And the world says: we have no hope for such things as that/ we want what we want, in this life, we know exists! We will NOT exchange that, for something that may not come true.

   Reality however offers: to examine this world of life, is to know more than this exists. Because we do have everything in a human body, that can be valued. And the world says: NOT all of us. But reality suggests: that is because of your own decisions.

   The question is then: WHY is there not a critical GUARATNEED TRUTH, by which we all can know what the future beyond time will become? The answer however is simple: HATE IS NOT WELCOMED, nor are the animals of time, because it is likely those who have not developed truth in themselves; as is needed to survive as human: “will be, pet animals” to those who did.

   Without a gateway to decide for yourselves; WHAT YOU CHOOSE TO BE. The reality is left to eternal living; and that would create havoc not happiness in a universe of life. YOU CHOOSE your truth; and that truth will decide where you belong. Leaving all functional judgment: to you.

   Truth will not lie; therefore your fate or future, is within YOU. Your own true desire leads the way. HOW, is that not fair?

   And yet people say: “we want what we want/ or we give you nothing”.

   And life says: you have been told, but it is your choice. As to giving up anything: your choice is to love, where all happiness resides. So the critical truth is; you are ultimately only demanded to surrender your hate, and make a decision which you support as love, with your time. I do not find it a difficult choice; even if, “I am not perfect”. The best I can do, is literally the best I can do; imperfect or not; “its all I got”.

   And the world said; YOU ARE NOBODY, we don’t want you!

   And yet the world and its universities are more than willing to use me as their distraction; in order to keep you from thinking on your own. I am an easy target; as gossipers, ridicule, and other forms of distraction and judgment have proven over the years. I cannot control someone else s tongue; nor will I try.

   But it has been a colorful life, commonly experiencing numerous “BUT WHY” events along the way (teaching me why_). So a tiny bit is for cause/ while 99% is without truth.

   The greatest distraction of all is of course: the claim of gender. Born a male always a male is my motto for life. However the spiritual woman of revelation 12 in the bible invaded (or I invaded her; its complicated). Being sent back, for a different view; is complicated. Having the spiritual woman seek and find “the great universal home of life”; is complicated, and required all the energy; that male in time had to open that door. Wherein both entered and were gone. I honestly have nothing of male left; all gone but his elemental truth. Leaving me with female in charge of everything physical, as is time; while I am now the spiritual side of “our truth”, as is eternity. Complicated. Not a clue.

   So, no its not a game. Not a delusion or fantasy as with universities in charge. Simply the truth of change; and I honestly have no concept at all of how this will all turn out? Perhaps you will see a miracle, perhaps not: I have no clue; certainly NOT up to me. But I can tell you no element of medicine will be used; ONLY MIRACLE and nothing less, however that might be?

   And the world says: SEE HE IS NUTS, ABSOLUTELY INSANE! And reality says; it cannot be. However I am not GOD and I have no idea why me. What I do know is: THE CREATOR OF THIS WORLD, can literally do whatever he might choose to do; and I am willing. NOT because I did not love male/ I did. However both being equal sides of the same coin so to speak; its just a different life, so why would it need to matter, to me? But, I have no say; so why bother to consider the question at all.

   And the world says: I WILL NOT BELIEVE; but reality proves you believe anything universities say through media; allowing that tragedy of life into your lives everyday. And I do not ask you to believe; at all/ it has no importance to you. I merely tell you in advance; my life has changed, and maybe my time will change, as well. Only the evidence will prove what is true; time will decide; not me. “maybe/ maybe not; who knows?” I ACCEPT: “GOD” can do anything he desires to do. Simple as that. How would I know, what HE might do?

   Therefore you are told in advance; so no stories will be told; as would lead you to believe; “who knows what”. one of the great tragedies of life is “belief”; the expression of want/ which leads to every behavior humanity has. Even though it is, a bit of a strange life I live, I would not trade you; truth is better; and presents faith. “Even the idea” of a woman in charge, of what was me; is beyond my comprehension; and yet there is no escape. The critical question: what does truly different, really mean to me? I just don’t “think female”? No clue; its complicated; because male can just be turned off, and overrun. So the question is: how do I learn what and why female is female? Even for an eternity, or not? Its just weird; still blocked from learning anything of value to me.

   life says; that male is being evicted now. I can feel it, even experience and express it; if I can’t really explain it. Growing tits (for 20+ years) seem to be the cause; but who knows. That would mean; I was wrong about everything, from a young age; never would have guessed. So, the future looks like “girl”/ and yet not (body does not agree). And I have no clue about anything. “best wishes to all”; even me, as destiny itself, seems to have disappeared forever. If I have a prayer for you as a world; it is, survival, with honesty and peace by truth. If I have a prayer for me; it would be happiness; simple as that, for as long as it lasts. “the end of male; I guess is the beginning of female”. How that turns out, “is beyond my conception of truth”. How it could possibly change what you do as a dying world; is beyond my imagination.

   And all the world says: “he is a liar, failure, fool, devil” for trying to make us believe anything he says.

   However truth says: the universities and their propaganda media; tell you endless “fantasy stories of billions of years/ of evolution/ of controlling the sun/ of population does not matter/ and a billion more enforced by government overrun by the insurgency of “our new nobility” that is a university diploma. But they are only your former classmates, and nothing more.

   I seek truth in a very different way; as is the miracle of how hands and feet and tongue all work as we desire them to be. How pregnancy creates for all life. How the earth became a living space. What our atmosphere says about our future, ocean life, and every other form facing its own extinction because of human. The endless lies, theft, denial of truth; all of it; most courtesy of universities. And a life or living that extends from the laws created by truth; not belief.

   They want you to believe, I do not. I hope that your soul is not entirely lost, and by learning to think it will return to you; as miracles prove Creation; is simple and plain; even to you. The Satan of universities who declare it means nothing; are your enemy/ not your god of life, but only of death.  WHAT did they prove, about any theory they had; OR, what is not a lie?  EVIDENCE, not talk.   as for me; I am not asking you to believe anything; same as me;  “its wait and see”.

   Reality now says: I will never have control over, or get anything back; that was male again; as is proven now true. “what an extremely strange thing to say”. At least there are no issues with people believing whatever they want; even the delusion that I could somehow be “Jesus or someone else” is forever gone. Change is change. I apparently, start all over again; hoping for the best, “in a woman’s world”. It is, beyond my imagination; but if female has taken over for “an eternity”. Surely I will learn. Goodbye to male, I loved you dearly. But as with all life on earth; even the ones we love, will die; leaving the rest to go on, as best they can.

   NO, not transgender, transvestite, homosexual, or any other perversion of human existence; “just change”. Learn to live with it; as is the reality of many, who have lost something of value.

   As for me, I cannot believe how completely destroyed everything fundamentally male is; I start again: “from the ground up”. She tore apart my entire existence; basically everything. I guess male and female cannot simply be the same, in any possible way. Apparently, not even a little.

   Just so its clear: I WILL NOT be describing myself as anything other than male, as is the physical truth of it/ until such time as “miracles” intervene and change that to female. IF IN FACT that does happen. Otherwise other than tits; “its all inside”, and not intended for you to discuss. Even though we both know you will. I spent my lifetime “extremely disciplined, in all ways”; and hopefully that will not change too.

   The essence of life is not gender but truth. By the law truth is realized, by the law truth creates the substance called living. Love accepts law as the government of our existence; therefore we must be justified whenever the law is ignored. To sanctify the fight for life on earth: the values of men, which have failed by war over thousands of years. Are now exchanged for the values of women; so that this earth will survive. Law not leaders. Truth decides not men and their money. Justice prevails, by letting fair play lead our decisions. A world sustained for us all, rather than the games of men which always turn into war.