Little Book

Of things that are undefinable; there is the spiritual woman and I.

You are unable to conceive of a spiritual world, separated from time by truth/ and I am unable to change what has been changed; and return to time as I was. It is completely clear to me: that the spiritual woman and I have been fused together, as if just one. But she lives within the spiritual world, and I live within time; and together the spirit of my existence as life is now female/ and the reality of her decisions are translated into time through me; as if I am now her. It is complicated; more so, than it sounds. NO, there is nothing at all sexually related for men here; unless you want HADES now/ so says the warning I am to give you. No, transgender/ no anything other than: realities you do not understand. Which are not about you.

Given that element of truth; we walk together, her in her world/ and I in mine; but the divide between male and female is now: she controls everything of me. But I did agree; accepting the failure of male/ the less than complete reality of male and female joined: her turn now/ I did not realize, her access and abilities to change you; would come through the body or mind of me. It was a surprise; but “wrong again” has been a constant in everything “female related”. So, together we go, and I know not how it all ends. Nonetheless; with life or death of this world a truth/ I do wish her well, and hope merely to survive; with some degree of my own existence left.

As always: done is not done/ and to my surprise “memories have suddenly returned”. Because she instructs me to create a “little book”, on the living of life by me. Oddly enough; male did not return with memories; but they are elements of time, rather than me; not of life, but living. There is a difference.

so the question is: WHAT is substantial enough, of living; to be considered a lesson with value? Something useful enough to be worth writing. After I don’t know how many thousands of pages already written. It seems; I was trained to be a writer/ but even so, the body has grown weary of writing. To a people who refuse to learn; constantly screaming “I want what I want”. Me, me, me,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,ME damn you me. So, writing became an education to you; a “newspaper” to me; as “reality demanded, START, from the beginning”. They are unable to learn, if you do not. But then came the understanding: I MUST learn to defeat the universities/ which have taken control. So I did do that, in many important lessons I have taught.

I will begin at the beginning I guess; with the simple truth, that I had primary immunity deficiency as a child; penicillin saved me, along with my mom. I am told it is the result of not breast feeding.

The moment most critical: my grandmother told me to go outside in the rain/ at about 3 years old (she was going to show mom; overprotective)/ but I got sick, couldn’t get back in the door; and in the hospital, to barely survive. Today, I consider that to be a lesson in “medi-care; is for children/ not the old”.

A lesson; my uncles when helping them at roughly 5 years old by getting things; laughed at me for running to get what they wanted. While laughter has its place, it should be dealt with carefully; as the purpose for me was help/ not their entertainment. Behaviors were then modified.

The most critical moment of my life: has many moments over time/ but they did all start with the Cuban missile crisis of 1962 or so. At 9 years old; I realized “these leaders” could end our world; including me. Which became a commitment for my life: to stop these people from doing any such thing. The lesson being: no matter what your age/ the reality of your decisions matter. Because every truth has a consequence, and every consequence becomes a reality which must be dealt with over time. No going back: it is, whatever it is.

But they stopped; and life seemed to be safe enough for a normal teenage years. Which I desired to learn: WHY do these others like me/ choose the way they do: WHAT am I missing? So, I became “like them” to discover “their choices”. Which led to: who can you trust? Which led to; nobody can choose to be “like them”/ in order to be male friends. Because there are always secret plans “to win” in the vast majority. Its not generally tragic; its just they are trying to decide who they are; how to live life, too.

Life will teach you: in order to be prepared for “life beyond high school”/ it is necessary to practice being with women while in high school. Unfortunately, that turned into an education; way beyond expectations. The lesson is: REAL WORLD TRUTHS must be examined and explained to achieve real world results as are needed to align with a life that is “comforted by what we know”. So as not to encounter “endless mistakes”. But the end result of it is: that young women are greatly concerned with how they are going to take care of themselves after high school. Therefore believing young men are the answer: they do latch on. While young men “never” consider the future of living beyond now; and that means marriage does not occur in their mind. Women change that with manipulation and tears; “its a whole thing”/ that needs to be dramatically changed; to improve life in time. But first on the list is: the clear opportunities for both young men and women to feel safe in their future. By having real world options which they can participate in: to belong within who they are. Love is not a game: it has costs and consequences, and ONLY TRUTH IS FAIR.

Passing beyond high school; came community (same for all) college for a couple of semesters; but they had nothing to teach, I wished to learn. As always: “memorize, mimic, and repeat”/ not think for yourself.

Marriage ended some problems, but created others; it was a quagmire/ “no solid footing to be found”. Because she wanted what she wanted, and I no longer counted. She was determined to be a “liberated woman”; and so on. But work required lots of energy spent/ lots of energy spent on trying to be kind to her needs, and retain mine. While the timing was good early on/ it went bad, as lies built on top of lies took their toll. She wanted normal/ but I was never truly normal; and that is a problem which gives the lesson: you need to be similar in your beliefs for life and living; to be married for real. Because if we are not working for the same thing/ we are fighting for what we want with each other; and somebody has to lose. And when I had lost enough: I needed time alone to rebuild “me”.

Then came divorce: we “cannot live like this”! A heartbreak, even though it was necessary; and the inevitable consequence, “no more of this”. Even though living desired better, than isolation; no trust could be found/ no real opportunity was given.

My dad was a smoker; who was clearly having difficulty surviving at the time: so I traded him, I will go to church for a year/ if you stop smoking. We agreed, and did that; he did not take it back up. I found the rules helpful, and even tried “a believer for an instant; was certain all he had to do was believe; to move mountains”. But it was a lie. Truth decides not belief.

Somewhere along this time; I had a very real vision of “things beyond time”/ and was given to believe the end result “I would be a pile of shit with 10 seeds”. How much lower can you get? Nonetheless I continued on. The lesson became: that I would be required to endure “MANY trials and tribulations; best description BUT WHY?” Which ultimately led to learning how and why people do what they do; walk a mile in their shoes, so to speak. Never beyond the moment of change/ but up to the threshold of knowledge. So the “fertilizer” was used for the seed to grow.

I started working for a “religious charity group”; who had a for profit business to support that work, and needed help. But, reality would prove; pride is everywhere, and power is always lurking somewhere in the shadows. So while kind and valuable; problems erupted. The lesson; nobody gets to choose how to spend your money/ and it is not really charity unless you have removed the power to let “all of us” decide. Some friends were found; but different elements of purpose arose.

Somewhere along this time frame; I had some very vivid dreams (nightmares) of being attacked at night. When they would not go away, I chose to stay awake and learn how to deal with it. The end result of that being; I learned I did not need all the sleep I was getting/ and the time that opened up meant. Now I could search for answers; separate from the work I needed to do to survive. It turned into a blessing.

I started working for a “college group, who said they would provide substance for “Noah’s flood”. In direct contention with the university position of “can’t be”; a lie. So I built them an 11 foot, circular flume to recreate tidal waves in continuous motion. But realizing this is no longer a game; as I became closer to finishing it: they all began to discuss how they could hide so the university didn’t find out. The complete opposite of why I chose to build it; and subsidize the entire work. Except for utilities. “the workers; exited the building” so to speak/ and did nothing; a years work lost/ another year of income. Money given by an outside source, for the work/ taken and given to others not doing the work; to force me to quit. So I began to search for myself: and found the only lesson needed to be learned is: that the fossil fuels we burn, could not have been gathered together and buried at the same time in very large quantities without that world wide flood. Why is that not enough: “university is god”.

Somewhere along this time; a lady with children joined somewhat, and life was basically normal for a time; her children and her time a blessing. But I knew I was not going to stay; “it is a dying world”/ and there were tears.

Somewhere along this time; I began to produce inventions for the purpose of patent. But without significant training in that field; so I went to DC where the patent office was. Looked through their realities and learned their demands & how they failed; for about one month. At which point “a vision appeared in the sky”/ which no one else could see. Searching for “beyond time”; I inquired of this image WHO are you? The image failed, but as I was turning away/ it said, your false teeth should not be there (or something like that 40 years ago)/ and although I did not believe in the image/ I was NOT certain if the body is a temple now contaminated/ or not? So I knocked them out; believing better safe than sorry. One of the worst mistakes of my life; because truth not belief must decide; AND I failed that. But I learned what I needed to know about “spiritual dimensions”/ and when I was prepared a year later, I did go back inside the dimension beyond time; where only truth decides; and did well/ searching where only thought can go. Having prepared every answer in me; as is the body is strictly your own, and you can do whatever you want/ whatever happens; but you must endure the consequences you or life chose. There would be many.

It should be mentioned; that my parents did for me, as best they could/ and I am thankful for that. Lessons are a truth, with consequences! Love to spend however, comes from those who give it to you/ so that you can multiply and return it. The failure to return love to the one who gives it; will then suffer heartbreak, because it is a treasure lost forever. And must be replaced, as best you can. Realities of choice will always exist. The demand for LEGAL solutions for this nation; began somewhere around here; because a car was sold, and a trial to take it back; after it was sabotaged.

My nephew died at 9 months old of a brain tumor (tragic, in so many ways_)/ but all life with love, is a gift. It is not our own possession: want matters not. Things changed; sadness for many. Numerous realities; which required a decision. Heartbreak for some/ consequences for others.

It is: a personal conception, that since his house was sprayed for spiders/ and he came down with neuron-blastoma 3 weeks or so later. there is a connection, and it bears real world scrutiny! Hospital made mistakes too. Or more simply: the chemicals humanity makes are very dangerous to biology. I used a new glue for 8 hours, and ended in the emergency room with pancreatic damage; it healed/but felt perfect beginning of day. My cousin died of liver failure: was abusing tylenol. Genetic mutilation of our bodies due to covid; is now beginning to change things. Mutilation of all food products. Radiation everywhere; every car has it. Irrelevant use of pharmaceuticals and more. Breast cancer= “chemicals can do great harm”. BUT OLD AGE not heart disease kills; because time has run out.

Of things tragic for me: was tinnitus. Caused by a tractor cab, which had been taken off by a business to be destroyed only. But they sold it to my dad at his insistence; “we’re too tough”/ was his motto. We were not! But like so many elements of my dads life; it could be sewed up with what my mom’s side grandma used to say “frank has two angels watching/ one just isn’t enough”. But, that led to the decision: I will just use physical work to change this and fight back to not so disabled; affected by just about everything. Which less than a month after that decision; became a “blood clot” which tried to kill me. Causing a roughly 70% work related physical condition for the next 30 or so years; until it came loose and tried to kill me again. But I feel much better now. The end result being both: instead of nothing but survival/ my only choices were to write or to work for understanding; as every other door was now shut. And just surviving was now a real challenge. Deaf for awhile ending the assertion maybe better off that way: answer no, not true.

After about a decade or two of fighting with the courts; obey the law of redress/ acknowledge the need. It was proven true: that power ran the courts, and very little justice or fair play was to be found. Ending with state and federal courts suddenly offering “what life said to me was a trap”/ and then demanding my access to court was removed. I continued anyway with them bringing me to court. But it was fruitless, as the demand for power “overseers”, ruled over all.

That ended, miscellaneous attempts to create some version of think for yourself was used; simply to prepare for the time to come when reality allowed a different conclusion. Which came with 9/11 “things have changed”; so my work with websites began. But as always male was not enough/ the realities of women would not participate; and I chose to enter the spiritual world to find first: “just let me leave/ nobody here listens”. And then into the spiritual world of female; “just to ask what would you do”?

Which did not turn out as expected at all: “a completely different world”/ without any knowledge as to what was true. Nonetheless, we fought, and I lost; but worked together for about 12 years. And then came the current “she is completely in charge”; like it or not. Which has resulted in the best work that we have done; for life and world.

If this somehow helps; is beyond me. However I am no longer in charge/ believe it or not; and I do the work required. “its a spiritual thing”/ you do not understand. But then neither do I; as life has dramatically changed/ and I cannot stop that effect. Lots of strange things;

the return of memory; returns the ten foundations of human existence that is required to participate in our own survival; from this time forward. Each represents a different “woman’s organization” in charge of this. Together they form the basis of a new world order.

But understand this: THAT IT IS THE LAW WHICH GOVERNS AND CONTROLS EVERY NATION/ AND EVEN THE WORLD WHEN ENFORCED. Therefore it is the law which confronts you/ not the powers that be.

And men will say: IT IS THE MILITARY that will decide in the end! But the foundations of human existence: remind each one, that a soldiers BILL OF RIGHTS/ takes away the leader; and replaces those leaders: with the will of a nation instead. Telling each soldier citizen; these are your rights/ these rules of participation, are what we expect you to do.

THE FOUNDATIONS OF CHANGE: shall be isolated on a board like the current “jeopardy game show on tv”. For at least 2 months the very first thing you will do is: IDENTIFY THE QUESTIONS, that you will need to answer.

The second 2 months or so; you will IDENTIFY THE ANSWERS; and prepare to begin orchestrating the communication of what our world needs to decide. Creating for life and world: the critical foundations of law/ the purpose of democracy that is a vote: that will then determine; redress in this USA.

1. WORLD LAW IS FIRST; SO THAT everybody has a say in what our laws as a world governing itself; are intended to be and do for each other. Violations require whatsoever leader who has not complied to be brought into our courtroom; for our judgment as a world.

2. THE CURSE OF UNIVERSITIES/ AS PROVEN BY COVID/ by FUSION/ by MUTILATING NATURE/ by POISONING THE PLANET/ AND ALL THE REST; shall be dealt with by the evidence. Creating moratoriums as needed.

3. LIMITED CAPITALISM; identifies the way life will be, because of this change. Removes the claim of catastrophe from the current bankruptcy/ and returns the power of choice to WE THE PEOPLE DECIDE NOW. Letting truth be our guide/ because nothing less will survive.

4. The HUMAN OVERPOPULATION which cannot be allowed to stand/ the removal of all fraud/ the end of all help unless population control is mandatory first.

5. The OCEAN CRISIS; whereby if we do not act now/ will end life in the oceans of our planet. No excuses: which includes dead human bodies will be ground up for sea food/ because if they don’t eat, over a billion humans will not eat. GET OVER IT.

6. The HABITAT CRISIS; whereby every chain of life is being cursed; which means the whole planet dies. BECAUSE YOU DON’T know what is critical to the chains of life which keep us alive. NO GUESSING; YOU WILL ERROR ON THE SIDE OF SAFETY FOR ALL LIFE ITSELF.

7. SOCIETY IS GOVERNED BY LAW; and that means justice and fair play for the masses without exception. And that means ending the ties with power over the judiciary. So they can act according to what is truth and honor shall govern us/ by judging them as a society.

8. THE FOOD TRUTH will operate to govern and explain all the compromises universities have taken with nature. The cost of being wrong; and the realities of such things as food source pandemics/ due to human genetic tampering and mutilation

9. WHAT IS TRUE; shall be governed by the evidence, statistically enhancing what can be found as a source of our reality. So that we know what the real untainted evidence is. And can make our own decisions now.

10. RELIGION shall be identified by what we know the truth can prove with any degree of knowledge/ no more beliefs (to hide from the others/ by building a wall to keep them out). What we know is true/ and only then what the value of the evidence can predict. Because unity has value/ while division creates war. The ability to speak the same language should also occur: by letting every nation choose “words”/ while making the deaf/ mute/ and blind as access friendly as possible. THEY KNOW, what you need to use, for language.

Each of these categories is filled with questions: which must be reduced to the single statement MOST defined by what we can prove is true. The answers to these questions and all their subsidiary questions: is then put to the vote/ and identified as what we will do accordingly. Because REDRESS GIVES US ALL AS “WE THE PEOPLE” THE LEGAL RIGHT; to change our government for ourselves. The world will follow.

There will also be required: a facilities maintenance force, which is responsible for “the living survival, and blessings of work” participation in what will be done.

That is your job.

While the potential to come to this farm for the potential of working for life and world is: “similar to conditions” the vast majority of people would experience “real world issues”.  NO playing games.

So I remind this world, one last time: the choice is to let people play god with life and earth/ OR realistically, return life and earth back to nature, which brought us into life, and gave each one a world to live in. or more simply:  this is, to life/ or to death/ your choice.

The screamers respond with: “university is our god”.

While truth replies: life is a miracle of thought, and you are not. Everything beautiful is by nature. Everything heinous is by men; who are determined to prove “they can hate”.

It is not the simple solution; as real work must be done.

There are lots of venues for doing this kind of work.

The only thing this farm has to offer is: a lack of distractions will translate into a lack of compromise as well. A reality of real work. Truth is not a compromise/ it is a reality; whether you like it or not/ makes absolutely no difference.

Unlike other venues: access to influence will be denied/ unless each individual chooses that for themselves.

And that clearly means: a more detailed and accurate view of “what women only” would actually choose for this world.

But that too is a choice/ until it is not. As with extinction.

as for me:  I too have an endless list of questions to answer, and will be doing that, unless needed.

THE LESSON of life is: that everything exists because of thought, nothing less can produce the elements of body, freedom, hope, love, existence, choices, trust, clarity, wisdom, eternity, “heart or soul”; and more.

THE LESSON of living is: that time allows for us each one to engage our own level of thought, to conceive of an eternity shaped by heart (a life given to truth) or soul (a value created by love). Anything less will not be found in eternal conceptions. Because everything here is a miracle presented to us by love; even predator and prey, which is a freedom released. Because regulating who lives and who dies to protect the earth from overpopulation of any species; is then your choice.

Even death is a present to the young (make room for me), required of this earth/ and consistent with an eternal life; because the body cannot come. Even accident and disease by nature; form a basis of respect, that is not learned unless humanity experiences and expresses loss. Which is to recognize: “valued here”.

THE LESSON of universities is: arrogance, apathy, and true disrespect/ are the elements of Satan: destroyer of a world. These are found in abundance in universities, creator of the cult that allows such vile and heinous acts as was COVID/ and its curse upon human life called a vaccine/ along with their now horrifying race, to completely obliterate nature itself. By adding chaos; as predicted “Armageddon”. Even worse; because it involves the entire solar system is their claims of fusion (Hades released upon this earth); theories, which have no foundation whatsoever, in truth. But that is only the beginning; as water resources will soon end; and a thousand more threats of extinction will be certain; all exist by the choices leaders and their followers have made. As is no: you cannot lie, cheat, steal, betray, terrorize; your way to life/ only death.

THE LESSON IS: time has run out for this world. Your universities demand to “play god”/ and their cult of followers are determined to let them without thinking at all. Catastrophe awaits, and it will not be turned back soon. Which does make this a final: LIFE OR DEATH MOMENT for our planet.

So the people scream: WE WANT, “and you can’t take that away”. I have not: in fact my entire life has been: DON’T THROW AN ENTIRE WORLD AWAY. But universities and their cult have proven; truth does not matter when the demand to play god, discarding everything we need to survive. Has taken control over their lives, because now they believe they can be gods; and even take control over nature; by causing it to fail. Believing evolution will fix it; another complete lie, without any proof at all. Or they can avoid changing behavior by releasing the same fire here as on the sun; which cannot be controlled. Or as with everything they do: destroying life and earth/ so they can be “hero’s”, who bring it back. But will fail/ and you will be extinct. Because you didn’t care enough to even try; to survive. You let them kill you; as believers do/ by building a wall inside yourselves; to keep all truth out. “shouting: I want what I want” instead.

I did what I could/ and was allowed to do. Mass communication is not allowed: as each must individually think, to participate in life and living. If you find your brain and participate with me/ or as honesty among yourselves will allow; time is granted to survive if you try. IS the decision granted to earth! However if you just won’t care; the reality of your ways is so extreme: time will run out quickly for all life and future life on this planet; because you became animals, not humans.

                              YOUR CHOICE!

This is not a game, and I am clearly NOT your savior of any kind. This is a reality of “CHANGE or you will die”/ BECAUSE of your own decisions. A final: investigate what you have done/ and the consequences of what you did do. So that better decisions will be made. Want is dead/ truth must decide; or life itself will fail. Because the constant of human delusions (or there would be no hate), sees no value beyond self. LIFE is not self! Life is an environmental disclosure of happiness is shared; because we do care; “showing the way; that is respect”. To truth, trust, hope, love and value! A new life delivered to you; as predicted in biblical Revelation 12; even if you don’t understand it. You can conceive of a different world, by the realities written here. That is the message.  CHOOSE truths that bring peace and harmony; safety to all; because we cared.

How is that not your decision?  Your choice for life as change demands truth for life is/ OR death, as want created it to be; as pride demanded it to be; and as power made extinction for you.

And the world says: “what if I am afraid”?

Life begins/ life will end/ the world is our home in time; and if we destroy these things; by human choices gone wrong. What you fear/ is you. Therefore the solution to your fear, is to stop doing what you do/ and accept only truth can keep you, or this world; alive.  Both hate and want are human decisions! This is now a world of over 8 BILLION people; which means, you cannot be stopped, by anything less than yourselves. But if you don’t choose truth decides now, that fact will finish your extinction.

LAW, JUSTICE, TRUTH, RESPECT, “bill of rights”, FAIR PLAY, equal treatment/ limited capitalism/ world law/ VALUES with HOPE/ sharing/ caring/ discipline/ order/ the separation of hate/ ACCEPTANCE of only truth can decide for us now. True LOVE, happiness, desire shaped by trust, critical understanding, foundation knowledge, operational wisdom. Are all elements of learning to become ALIVE, rather than less.

In contrast of that; are all the things which universities do: as their cult of followers cheer. Such as; mutilating life by genetics is a form of pure hate, lies, theft and insanity (they want to be gods; so they promise you anything you want to hear.)/ trying to ignite SUN FIRE here on earth, is Satanic/ destroying every chain of life or survival; is absolutely evil; and then there are all the smaller crimes; equally destructive of life on earth.

The future is built upon by the past/ but the past cannot be built upon by the future. What has been is like time; forgotten! What is going to be in the future; is formed by foundations we can trust; the values of truth, respect, and love: JESUS is the best example of that. Which means: to rebuild what was lost/ requires his example. Love not hate.

When young, I once had a vision; someone stole my tools (needed them), so I chased, and went through doors, and did not realize where or why I was going. Ending where I did not wish to go; facing things I did not wish to face. And I learned that if the law will not help you honestly, and it does not: unless you truly need what was lost/ it is better to surrender that; than lose yourself. The future is not built upon what was lost/ but what was found to achieve a value instead. Humanity and this world has lost much to the curse of human greed, selfishness, lies, betrayal, terrorism, and lust. But the future demands: what have you learned, to create a law, and rebuild justice; to become at peace with harmony by truth. This is not forgive and forget. This is let truth decide; and forgive only those who have truly changed. The others will just do what they did again; using lies to cover their deceit. “limits and boundaries” must be found; to extract the value of separating hate from life.

The foundation of discipline is to accept: the limits that matter, and defend them with values. The critical truth of boundaries is to accept and respect the order of laws that keep us all safe and happy within the truth of what we decide. Enforcing these things are given to policing within the courts; and those who do them correctly, should be recognized as a foundation of society itself. Those who do not, should be replaced; because they did not measure up to the task of our time on earth. Leaders believe, and animals follow. But a society with values; understands only truth decides, not want.

It is not a hard choice. But you have failed yourselves, and must now pay the price of that. With truth, it will be as minimal as possible. Without truth, as is current human dysentery; your ending will be soon.

 

In contrast to that: to do something useful, lifts the heart to say, “I am here for us all”. To be someone useful, says to your own soul: “I have given back for the value of life, that GOD did give to me”. How is that not reward enough? Answer; when we value each other/ hate has been removed; and the animals have been “put out to pasture their wants” somewhere else.  Trust returns!     terms to be dealt with