IT IS life to question the value of living/ particularly when the living is harsh, and loneliness controls the message of truth.
Truth however knows, that living is the only value we get. Therefore happiness is found by living in love; the transition from self, to beyond self has equal value. Honesty seeks love, and life rewards itself when found with peace. Hate does the opposite of these things and finds the violence of chaos, the descent to death while true loneliness leads the way. While the want of life as time dissolves, “same as time”/ with the end of time for you.
We then ask: WHAT is value? One answer: “to see in the shadows of life, the essence of its light”! Or more distinctly you must “feel” the disciplines and order of living, to understand the “machinery of body”; IS far more complex, that we can understand.
So the question is: WHAT does truth allow for us to KNOW; about life and its Creation in time? Elementally the answer becomes: “nothing on this planet, now or ever; is capable of designing and then creating LIFE!”
THAT FACT; orchestrates our search for answers to WHY, am I here? The reality becomes a journey beyond self, to where truth itself does live/ as is the spiritual world.
Entry here is by invitation only. Because it is a domain (separate dimension) which REQUIRES “only truth enters here”. Which is enforced on each and every single one; who does ask, with complete honesty: to enter. “some fail, some die, some fall into fear, and some succeed; it is your choice”. Because the removal of all lies and indecision; “will be harsh, and without mercy”.
Living and learning through that, however opens the door to knowledge; by your own grasp of truth. That forms the blessing of, an education found no where else; and “light, begins to shine on life”.
While I have aided and abetted; a start to, your learning of these things. What interests me more is; a relationship formed within me with regard to the spiritual world. While living has produced extreme events which provide details into that world; I have recently “blacked out (no warning); not a clue what happened during that time”/ at a small party.
I woke back up “clear and certain of me”/ but within a short time; life said to me; “that I am now forever female/ male has ended”! Or in the reality of existence; what has been provided to me, which is much; by female within the terms of this message to you. Shall now, is now: taking control.
That is a surprise, but I do find it true, and growing. NOT in ways so simple as “humanity”; but in the elemental conception of “what does pull as a female; mean”? It is no small thing/ nor is it a game. Instead reality says; female decides if this world lives or dies/ and somehow, I have become a part of that decision. It is “a new job”/ but I have no concept of it, at this time.
Changing the direction of force; is nothing less than GOD did that, certainly not me. And the end result of that; has something to do with life or death of this planet called earth? I know not what. I literally am; “just a messenger”/ male having delivered that message of “change or die”. Ends with the critical dimension of entering eternity with the spiritual female who aided and abetted everything provided to you in these last 21 years by me. What has been left; is apparently female/ as literally everything male could produce was required to open the door and enter “the eternal world”.
Nonetheless; the reality of me, remains on this earth; and I know not what the future of this life, as it now is: is going to be?
However; if we conceive of the beginning of life itself, “as is GOD”; the conception is, “that life, had to be built upon truth, from its beginning”. That loneliness existed; and the end result of that was to find “beyond self”, an existence to share and care about living with. As is aided and abetted with respect. Beyond that moment; the critical elevation of life begins with the acceptance; only truth can define Creation.
But to attain, the creation of life itself: “both forces; male and female” had to be learned & balanced; for life to begin.
And that functionally and fundamentally; begins with, “even if we are not doing the same work/ we are both working for our lives, and our living upon this earth; as if the same shared life, exists for both. Happiness is exhibited by caring with respect, and grows from there. REAL LOVE requires the distinction of trust, and that comes only by truth.
So what is: the primary job of every human being? I consider the answer to be, learning how best to let “only truth decide”. While the primary purpose of every human living is: to decide “if love is enough for you”? Because love is the essence of happiness, and it is with clear resolve: only happiness, or the desire for its purity; is allowed in eternity, “next to GOD”.
And why is that so important? Because in eternal life, happiness is the greatest treasure of all. And NOBODY, “takes” anything from GOD. Fail to achieve the values of life eternal, and your life will be taken back; as time ends for you. “the owner” decides truth.
And with that understanding, comes the reality of my own existence; which seems clearly to have changed from male to female; and I no longer have any real clue “what the truth of that is”? I will hope for the best, because hope reveals a destiny, chosen & shaped by you.
While it is true, I don’t even know what to hope for “as female”; I do accept, someday I will, even if that sounds impossible; I fully do accept: GOD can do anything HE would choose. Time will tell, what is to be true.