Time makes us travel through space/ our planet sees to that. So the question is: what do we benefit, by being forced to move? OR in a more personal quest; WHAT do we benefit from wanting what we want?
Answer: wanting makes us move/ when life does not! Wanting forces us out beyond the limits of what not wanting can do/ and changes the boundaries of what we will or will not do; based upon our own decisions. Consequently wanting becomes the motivation for our choices. As all animals experience.
For the majority wanting is enough, and they never go beyond the realities of time, to search for life itself; as is the basis of an eternity.
As for me: the spiritual world insists, that whatever I want/ shall be removed; and it turns out, that wanting is so inherent in living as time, that it is very hard to do. Because we do learn; to expect a value from being prepared, doing what needs to be done in a timely fashion, making decisions that direct our lives and so on. None of which is bad/ but it is animal rather than life. So the quest of being alive is: to understand the difference between what is necessary to survive in time/ and what is needed to survive in eternity. The fundamental is truth, because only truth can survive outside of time, in our own movements to come; as a participant in force.
So we do ask: WHAT FORCE can we inhabit/ and why? Primary elements include “push and pull/ hot and cold”; as the greatest conceptions of force known to human existence. But these are extremes that do not work together/ and the end result of that asks the question: HOW do we create, as life achieved in a relationship that cannot be combined with each other? The constructed answer “courtesy of university; is the atom”. It does achieve the stability of energy (heat), by combining opposite forces as one unit of existence. Or more simply the spin(push) of a proton (where energy is stored)/ cannot be sustained unless it is combined with the pull environment of a neutron, where the pull of a sustained cold focused on the center line of spin for balance; does in fact create time. Heat is movement, and its ability to “bleed out” from the atom without disrupting the balance as an atomic bomb does do; gives us time; or the distance an energy force will travel before it turns cold. So what is cold; other than an opposite force to time? Answer; it is the separation of all things not directly responsible for life.
Or in an alternate conception: while the supernova event produces the smallest fragments of “mass”/ that it is possible to achieve. Space robs it of heat, but not spin/ and when the neutron blast of a pulsar interacts with that mass it creates “the coating (no frictional elements)” of a neutron left on the surface of a mass (proton) to enclose it as the various sizes, shapes, speed, direction, and stability of an atom created due to that interaction of opposites.
It is elemental to conceive of the inclusion of mass in a neutron material is based upon “a bath” in that substance; so that no escape is possible. However in a critical sense; an explosive element is likely “banned” rather than enclosed; as strings will exist from pulsar exit. The massive black hole of a gravitational center galaxy; produces neutron pulses of lower energy, which are then pulled back as loops. Which does grant a more detailed reality of less energetic elements we know. It should be noted that the opposite forces of push and pull come from the same source; a central mass that cannot escape fast enough/ is pushed back to its center to form the black hole. But other than turned “inside out”; it is the same material.
It is of some interest to understand: that a medium sized black hole is the pulsar/ and its ejection produces the gravity (neutron force) we understand as critical to life. But it also creates the adhesion of glues; by presenting an excess of “neutron forces (gravity)” present, in the mating of surfaces. A variety of factors decide; based upon the proximity of atoms.
And then there exists [because not all mass is identical]; elemental hardness, combination of speeds, geometry of the perimeter, and the consequent rhythms or osculation created when combined beyond simple existence. in contrast the neutron is the physically strongest and most uniform material in existence/ which protects the spinning momentum of the physical proton; so it can sustain speed for energy called time. Time is then a motion in and of itself; but it only exists in combination of: “two opposing forces”. We then see existence, by its dimension; or elemental “gender”. In terms of thought; gender creates the different conceptions of “view”; as is from the inside/ or from the outside.
Thought creates a dimension, a living example of existence/ rather than a physical one. or than is the concept of time, called an atom. Death separates that dimension from life; so the question is: HOW, do we move from death to life?
The answer is: truth decides, by the purity of what we contribute. The corruption of life, as is allowed by time/ does not seek its Creation; and will be turned away as death; as is want and fear.
LIFE IS: the elemental rise of freedom exists, therefore the framework or structure of movement begins. But freedom without purpose or desire, without love or its passage beyond self; has limited value, and must be joined by thought to produce happiness. So we ask of life, HOW do we inherit thought? The answer is: “to participate in love, we move from isolation into the essence of who we are when caring, sharing, truth, trust, hope, heart, soul, respect, disciplines and order, the law and its destiny, THE CREATOR and HIS decisions for us; reconstruct our living into the purity which will survive.”
Or more simply: the removal of all want, redefines life as a desire/ not at its core, a decision. Because want is a literal element of survival in time/ if you don’t want something, you do nothing. Therefore want instigates movement, and elevates desire; “good or bad”.
Removing want, establishes: heat is no longer involved here; and that leaves only life/ or its description which is thought. A passage beyond self, that imitates movement. So the question is: WHERE does thought go/ once freed from body? The answer to that is conjecture, but it remains true: that thought can go anywhere you have prepared it to be. Or more simply: where your own choice has opened the door to love/ it becomes the destiny of your thought; where love exists by combining with the truth of those who are love defined. OR if your own choice has been violence, fear, isolation, and terrors, imagining all sorts of fantasy; as is constant with university led time; your road to that herd of terror will become a hell. Once thought is freed from the individuality of your body as separates you from the decisions of others. It becomes the evidence of your own truth; and truth is all that will survive the consequences of death. As is the distinction: “no more lies”.
So the question is: HOW do we know, that your own individual thought confined by truth; can survive death? The answer is: the body of life/ as proven by death is separated into “a body” OR “a life”. Death (ending movement) proves the body still exists. Whereas life proves the body moves because it does have life inside. Do you see the difference?
We then conceive of life as movement; but it is not so, because life is the distinction of “being ALIVE”/ or, I am not a rock, so to speak/ nor does a rock have conception; which is the sign of life.
Critical Conception is the ability to conceive of the future. Those alive inside will conceive of life beyond self, as a path into eternity; because we ALL do know, that the miracle of our existence; is not an accident or anything to do with “extreme time” to cover all flaws. WE KNOW, that life is a gift, and in that gift there is a giver who made this living possible for us to achieve the recognition of life itself. A CREATOR. When asking WHY? The answer is: that the universe without life, is a lonely place/ but where life exists as love, the entire experience and expression of life becomes happy, and filled with joy. Do you see the difference? Consequently “let their be life” is a foundation of universal existence. But when confronted by either love or hate (which destroys happiness and joy)/ it then becomes easy to see, why we are separated into our own true self; BEFORE joining eternity, and the creation of war; because love and hate are true opposites which never join in life. The animals are merely part of the experience, or expression of your own choices.
Leaders choose war; for three distinct reasons, “our lives have been ruined by our decisions/ we want what they have/ or the distraction so you can’t blame me for failures; when you are at war. Humanity joins only because they believe in hate; and when war is joined, both sides find their hate in mutilation, death, or destruction; and then choose violence. Making all suffer the consequences of hate. And then all sides seek to prove: “we can be more violent than you/ FEAR us, and stop”. Never works! BUT society says: “we CAN’T let them come here”; and they send their young to die.
The arrival of JESUS, which proved to be a turning point for human understanding of the decision between love and hate. Offered us all a decision: confronting our own desire with that choice; love, and find life/ or hate and find violence. HE also provided the evidence: “not simply given life and discarded to our own design”/ but offered those who chose love, a life beyond our existence as time. A conception that I accept as my own.
A reality of existence, that did shape the values of love between “male and female”; because where love is real/ hate is not. So the question is: WHAT does being male or female have to do with eternity? The answer reminds us of an atom; where two opposite forces are required to sustain the energy of time; and therein we do understand the intensity of sex (love is not physical/ it is spiritual), guides us into the creation of a world where woman surrounds male/ and male is elementally balanced by female. While it is male that encompasses what will be life, in the truth of what joins us as one. Honest Sex (I do love you) opens the door, to the passions of heart, and therefrom life itself, ascends in the critical truth called soul. Few reach it; because the constant of being human is to want/ rather than accept the purity, to love.
My ex-wife “wanted love/ but she wanted to be like the others more”; as is pride (I want to win). And in the end that divided us; because want includes hate, and that fails life, as do the games people play to enforce their pride. While it is also true my parents wanted to “believe in greatness”/ but when challenged with “then change a little”; they chose, or were betrayed by pride instead; as with my ex-wife; they too wanted what they wanted. but the end result is, Being sorted by your own truth, is no game. And no, the list of my own mistakes and failures; all things which could have been done better; does have very little perfection in it. As with all humanity “we choose/ even when wrong; to be what we do desire more”. But I do accept; nobody is tempted beyond their ability to say no; even when society says yes. Pride demands: for perversion, or violence, arson, or liar, or theft, betrayal, terrorism, or whatever it is. Which makes YOUR choice, your choice is the fact you did choose. Pride is the foundation of all behaviors, humanity will choose. Remove pride, and you will find life.
When faced with violence; and live or die/ “etcetera”; it is not a choice. Their failures will alter mercy given to you. As well as their own place in Hades.
The truth of male to female interactions is: freedom allows us, to experiment and express who we are. That game, grants an interpretation of our future as one. But if you give it away to sex/ then all you have is sex; and as with all chemical addictions: it will dissipate over time. The key to true sexuality (beyond a physical act) is: to let desire cultivate the purity of love as if “you are my home/ even my eternal one”. But make no mistake; as humans we are limited in all things by body. And even if you choose someone as your love for life/ they do still have to choose you as well. And that means, for journey’s to mesh: each must contribute something true to that purpose. Or the foundation will lack its substance of strength. Do bear in mind: love remains love, even if the future includes someone else. The heart breaks because of want and “your hopes”/ not truth. Passion does not promise hope for the future. Truth does promise hope for the future, and brings passion with it. Be truthful, especially with someone you love; it is the only way, love survives. But do not believe “everything needs to be said”/ it does not.
As for my ex-wife and me; the fundamental most in evidence is, that we were young and did not comprehend the full costs of what we were both doing to the other. She wanted me to change, and “be like the rest”/ although once gone, she wanted me back. “with no real evidence of pride left”. But: While it is true “love sustains itself, and is the rhythm of life; all trust was gone”/ and I did not go back.
I for my part let life dissolve, trying to find compromise; until I faced “the end of me”; which I refused/ and we parted. The same exists: man found no solutions to survival/ and asked to depart so as not to experience the consequences of your hell. But instead: spiritual female “a change in forces”; redirected me entirely; and became this work. “back to the beginning”/ as is a different search/ a different view; in time. Passions shape us all, but in the end: it is love that either sustains us, or costs us; what destiny will allow. Disciplines identify your passion/ order conceives of your truth/ living ascends from respect/ and the decisions or desire we create, will define what can be our hope. My hope for time as life, is that this world of Creation will survive. NONE of your evidence describes it so/ but “hope is hope”. The question: is love eternal {the essence of what keeps us ALIVE}/ cannot be answered.
It should be said: “as with me”, that life offers choices, and what we choose will become our lives/ our future/ our existence in time. Which means: to demand a real education of life and truth, requires “Isolation, dedication, and relationship sacrifices”; because time does not allot for everything. As with me: the best you can do, will not always be enough/ but the end result of it is: no one does better than the best you did do. “its all any of us have”. Regardless of the cost that is failure or success; “I/we chose; this is the most important truth, to me”. No going back in time; like truth, it is what it is. Only the future can be changed; in time.
The turbulence of living, will from time to time “shout, BUT WHY”? Because we all seek a truth, that does not reveal itself with time. To understand why, we must accept the consequences of every truth to teach us what we do not know. With knowledge, a foundation for wisdom has been laid. With wisdom, the path beyond self becomes truth. Critical is then to understand: that living is not about time, it is about direction and the distance our own desires can achieve. Passion is required “for distance”. But so is truth. To leave want behind, asks the question: is this like a death? Because want is so elemental to being human, rather than alive. So the answer is; devoid of want is not death, but it is not truly human either. Because life is not the creation of want, but the essence of love; “to ascend beyond self”. Those who fail love worship hate (I have my answer), or hide from truth (time is all I need) as animals do. The critical question is then: will we search for life, and its eternity/ or live, by facing death as the end, time proves true?
As for “spiritual intervention” in me; it is a weird life. I have no say/ her body now; And I am elementally, “removed to, just along for the ride”. It is however concerning me; “that she has named parts and pieces”/ for I don’t know why. I would never have guessed; “life, has been fundamentally changed”. And even eternity as well; a complete surprise/ and I have never liked surprises; “it messes with order/ and seeks to change control”.
The greatest surprise of my life was: “finding I could not leave the spiritual world of female”. It was never my plan. I chose only to ask a question: how would you save this world?
Nonetheless, 20+ years later; we have come to the division of life and reality for me. NO not some type of suicide; YOU CANNOT escape life with death/ you can only change your destiny. INSTEAD, the elemental change of male to female exists; NO NOT SEXUAL, etcetera/ but the reality of experiencing and expressing life lived from the inside, as is female/ not the outside, as is male. And my cry is: WHAT DOES THAT, IN REAL LIFE MEAN?
The difference is massive; and I cannot refuse.
the spiritual female within, writes: that he has been given “exactly what his purpose in time has been: to have an impact on keeping this world alive; for the few who matter” to him. Even though it is NOT what he had expected. To assist in this matter; he aids female with their answer: which is “let women lead”. The end result of that is: nothing identifies female more, “than a vagina”. So the reality of it is, in real life; his penis is no longer male; but has been given to be “same as”, a vagina to women. For female only/ never male or its impostors . But do: understand this, he is given the rights and defenses of any “weak female”/ and deserves the same respect that any female expects and deserves for being alive. IF women go beyond and treat him badly as “wo-MEN do girls”: it will prove you are no better than men who have cursed you through time. His life will be the same with men/ but not, with female. With respect: HE WILL aid and abet, with women in charge; the transformation of life on earth, into a new and different world.
As to life in me today: “i feel like the dimensions of my living, my life”; has become smaller, but slightly more intense; making the body of me, no longer listening, a life changed. As reality, in both life and thought; begins to shape & change what can or will, be called “mine”. Beginning again, is a complete surprise. It is an alternate journey, that begins to take the path of “female”. I know not how it ends. But life is a destiny completed only when purity or death creates the reward: of your own chosen identity of truth/ or consequences chosen by you. Trust alone survives “purity”.
Trading places with female/ female in charge of me; CANNOT be considered purity or death. The consequences of which are not fundamentally recognized by the laws of life or time. The change is severe, more than seems possible; mentally, physically, and more. I cannot escape it; and I have no clue why such a thing would be asked or demanded, as reality proves true? I have no concept of why, direction or other/ instead life demands, I should be required to understand female? The only conception I can contemplate is; to make male and female more tolerant of each other, with better understanding of both? But who knows/ not me. Time will reveal whether this earth lives or dies/ time will reveal, “what is now me”? I don’t know/ but there truly seems to be “no escape”; life has been changed. No doubt some degree of living, “goes with that”. Beyond what a 72 year old man can conceive of. “changed”/ that’s all I got, don’t know the rest.
It feels like chaos is coming; and I have no options but to survive. Life without law CANNOT “be good”. Its what men scream “when going to war”. and I have no weapons, at all. crying won’t help. But who knows, maybe this is just internal to me?
There are over 4 BILLION females on this planet; and not all of them are “polite”. The consequence of that is like standing in the middle of an army; without the approved uniform. Because the spiritual essence of all females; can be called upon to rise; by this spiritual woman. The list of things which could go wrong, for me; is “unhappy” at best.
With absolute certainty; I can tell you plainly, that being controlled by anyone is unfair. Living continues to become: NO YOU CAN’T. A reality it is understood many women face; but even so, as with life itself: what does have to be done/ simply has to be done, and it is not an option or discussion. However when there is a choice, or a true desire; only the individual has a right to make their own decision. Men are foolish and blind/ and that causes women to behave in ways that are also foolish and blind; so the world itself falls into the abyss of wanting what you cannot have. Because there is always someone who believes “they know”/ regardless of truth. as with gossip throughout history; “one tiny grain of sand as evidence on a beach” is not enough. and they all scream: I KNOW, instead. tragedy follows tragedy, to your shame.
One of the worst things humanity can be; “is a believer”/ not a religious term. Instead unlike religion which must believe in “what death will deliver”. The believer in university or gossip or fools or failure or terrorists or traitors or thieves of “just look at america”; land of the believer; no truth allowed. To their shame; as universities destroy life and earth/ thieves have taken all your money/ cheats demand a diploma is god/ betrayal is everywhere; as animals do; except you know better/ terrorists form the army of universities are god; and every form of critical survival for life is attacked to insure extinction is coming. The believer needs no truth; as media continues to manipulate with the violence of fear/ and the curse of all things important hidden by “DON’T worry/ be happy; the universities are god”.
There is NO “homosexuality in me”/ do not come, do not believe: accept what is true. The price of your failure will be HADES (eternal torture/ no escape)/ you have been told. Accept that as true; even if it is beyond your realm of understanding. Whatever this is, or why; it is between female and I; by some measure of spiritual existence very hard to comprehend. I DON’T know? Although men are allowed “NORMAL experience and expression; no change”/ nothing sexual is; period. No excuse will be tolerated. So says “the enforcer” who is not me. Eternity is beyond your comprehension/ but it is not beyond your fate.