The critical conclusion of this work, is very simple.
I for my part, at a very early age; found this world to be dying/ and chose particularly due to the Cuban missile crisis. To devote my life to changing that. “realities along the way, reinforced that”.
However male did not have the tools or weapons to dissuade humanity from their greed and selfishness/ so I chose to enter the spiritual world for help; and failed. “until I learned better”.
So for the last forty years or so; I have been taught by spiritual elements/ and regard JESUS as my teacher/ even savior, as life on the edge “requires that”. I suggest to you the evidence of my work; “defines that”.
But still could not come to grips with “creating a new world for life on earth”/ until female took control.
The end result of it is, up to you. But as for life in me, I consider JESUS help/ HIS TEACHING; to be a “second coming”. Beyond teaching “Love or hate conclusively”/ he has brought to you a new life, through female; ITS COMPLICATED; “beyond me”.
Even so; HE sacrificed his time to teach you, and change this world; to seek love. While in this second effort of training, “not so smart” me/ as identified by 73 years of learning. To bring to you a new world order as is now possible for you to do; IF you choose it.
As for my living; it seems that I have simply spent “unaware male” to do this work/ leaving female in charge; I guess according to Revelation 17:3 “the beast of female life, is male”. Although I have never been a beast to any female. ITS COMPLICATED; no clue.
BUT, as is the evidence of this dying world. The truth of “a second coming is real”/ even if it is not what you expected; or I.
The evidence of value in this work; is that coming/ as seems true to me.
The decision you are given to make however; has nothing to do with me/ because “it is NOT me” who gives to you that new potential for living on this earth. It is YOU who creates the dying/ if you do not. Again: “nothing to do with me”/ just you; and the universities you chose to allow & create.
I did my job “of messenger”/ NOT because I am more qualified; but because “I did” my job; regardless of the cost.
Time is the measure of a life/ but truth is its identity.
And that leaves me, with an identity altered in ways I do not understand; I life in time, I have not lived? Even so; as I have always accepted as true; male and female are ultimately equal in all that life can be/ even if their existence is “a world apart”/ very different from the beginning. So male or female does not matter to me; however lost in the middle does. No clue, I guess life is not to be measured/ other than by its truth!
That functionally allows: “it is not my job to judge you/ nor you me”. Only the evidence of life or death for this world matters; and that requires a real world investigation to prove what is, or is not; true.