So, Let’s divide!
Remembering “eternity comes/ beyond time”.
The question is: WHAT divides those who succeed as life in eternity/ versus those who don’t, as is the cost called death? The answer is love, and its primary enemy of existence is money; because money represents want, and very few people are able to leave their want behind; to choose for life instead. That does not mean; people are not trying to bribe their way into eternity when faced with a body crisis of some kind. But that means they rely upon money, claiming “this is what you want”; and reality knows that money has no acceptance of anything, beyond time, and the body called human. Biblically the suggestion was made “it is harder for a rich man to enter heaven than a camel to fly through the eye of a needle”; yet all things are possible with GOD. Elementally that is the cost of want denying life means more than money; because nearly all rich people believe money means more than life; and choose accordingly. Shouting “its just business”/ to take the last of what another person needs; and let them die to life. It is not so.
More clearly however, is the assertion “its a good thing, I am not a betting man”; because nearly everything I would have bet “could never happen”; has in fact happened to me. So what may sound impossible; clearly is not; as is strictly male/ is now more female than not. “complicated/ not perverted”. Never would have believed it possible; and yet it is. BUT NOT as humanity thinks “wanting” is. INSTEAD a completely different view of life and living; with an altered framework of time consists of this. “different”/ not perverted by want.
REALITY states: it is this change in me, that created this work for you! To stop “being strictly male”; and join life itself as both male and female living as one; a very different view. But reality has also proven to be; female is in charge now; and that is an entirely different world, in my own existence. I never would have guessed. Even so; this world needs different, or it will not survive.
More deliberately: being spiritual (more so than others)/ many of my own family failed to enter “heaven”; because they wanted money more. Finding in that money, the claim of being superior; which is absolutely not true; as life itself makes us all equal. Finding in love the greatest treasure of all/ but then as time goes by, discarding the value of love; for decisions made by money first (extreme pride). Even with eternity close at hand.
MY desire, purpose, truth, or even want for living; was very simply, “to keep this earth and all its life from extinction”. The end result of that, was to abandon “strictly male”; and find in female an alternate conception of life; that presented hope for the future through law/ not war. It is “a fair trade”.
So the truth of it is pride; the voice inside, that makes of living a game to be won or lost. Money makes the game “more fun”/ presenting options and trophies and the means to say I AM the superior one. OR discarding the value of life/ for money, to prove pride exists (MINE, ITS ALL MINE). How many do not wish to make it so? And yet you exchange your eternity for that pride. Because truth knows, in the eternal habitations; only love counts for life and its joy in living. Anything less, will just die; so it is not allowed.
Hate provides an escape from loneliness! Hate provides an excuse to declare I am superior/ by measuring everyone else. Hate provides an escape from boredom; and so on. Because the inner voice is always there is you let it be your guide. Gossip and ridicule use that inner voice to declare “I KNOW”/ when in fact what you know is no more than one grain of sand on the beach. But for most, that is all you need for prejudice, judgment, and so on; as is a constant in this world. LOVE does not judge; it lets law do that; but remembering; it is not true law, unless it is fair to all.
My mom, was treated harshly in her last years; she chose unwisely/ even though love was her goal in living; wanting family forever. But as with all living; when going through time we do face the cost of growing old, which is “nothing is new anymore (except a child)”. And life teaches love is a cost/ that others can steal. At the end of her time, I had to leave her alone; because she did not turn back to JESUS; to save her/ unless I did. Its complicated; but she survived. While dad chose pride in his last years; the joy of friends dying; and the failure to find new ones; he blamed on me. That too is more complicated than it sounds; so I intervened: “not my daddy anymore”. And after he calmed down; for the first time in years, I “saw” in him a return to the dad I had known for life. Even so; that too is complicated. The critical test is then: what do you truly want from your existence? The common answer is money; “which can only be used to purchase slaves or trophies”/ or it is an escape from the others who attack you. None of which is life, but only time.
Of mistakes made; my parents pushed hard to “take any job you can get” immediately beyond high school. The correct answer was STOP, and let me find what can become “my work for life”. NOT stop and let me abuse the right of trial and error; but let me do my own searching; allowing for help when asked. Is the proper method for creating a future.
I know not of my ex-wife; whether alive or dead (she had a very serious heart attack at about 60 years old I am told). But we were young, and not prepared or ready, to deal with the realities of living; and its cost. I did not want to be responsible for any more tears/ she did not want to lose me; and we were bad for each other accordingly. However it did “modulate” my “twenties”; with the reality of “i don’t trust women anymore”. And that modified my life for this work; so, were we “meant for each other/ in ways we did not understand”? It is not for me to say; however like tinnitus/ life, and this work; would have been very different; had it not been for her. And I suspect her life was altered do to me; as well. So youth is not a question for youth; but an opportunity to teach what age will tell/ yet you do not, because the cult of university controls your lives. To your shame. This is my work, and it did not allow for that teaching either; the same cannot be said of us all.
Schooling should then be about the living, dating, sexuality, parenting, working, sharing, justice, governing, courtrooms, changing, and creating the future of yourselves; by preparations that do not create opportunities for hate to appear. Honest work for life and a future without chaos. Prepared to defend living with each other.
Of more recent events; pride is always an enemy to life. Attacking for money as with war (take all you can get)/ and its cost as people dying, and mutilated, along the way. People taking sides, wanting trophies, shouting I am the superior one (screaming I KNOW) when reality proves you don’t. But as children commonly do; “everybody wants to play, the new game”/ and will shove the rest aside to do so. Because reality knows; we can’t all play at being “the superior one”. Of things I don’t really understand is: things from fifty years past, still define lives today/ as if they were new. Holding on to hate; is a value to no one/ yet so many do; because pride uses its inner voice to keep reminding you of hate. Creating the consequences you choose, by letting that exist. Want creates pride, and pride creates the power of judgment; whose reward is violence. Or as religion offers: “its satan/ or devil” inside trying to make you cry; for what you did choose to do. Pride is an enemy; and it will never be a friend.
While we all choose our lives; and you are not allowed to blame the others for what you did choose for yourself. You are not allowed to surrender that choice to any other either; as with the cult of universities (we are the superior ones) will not work for life; as the evidence does prove true. Take responsibility for what you chose, even if you let yourself be led. It is your truth; and lies fail even you. I AM responsible for many of the decisions my ex-wife made/ just as she is responsible for many of the decisions that I made; however it is also true: we each made the final decision of what we would do, for ourselves. Based upon what want allowed/ rather than truth.
The question is then returned: to what divides us: as life (love) versus death (hate)? It is the choice of our own truth; because love seeks life within the happiness of trust which gives us all hope. While hate seeks pride, and turns to want in order to obtain the power to rule other lives, and seek superiority. Leaders fail, by surrendering to want. Societies fail, by believing WE ARE A HERD/ and everyone must accept war confronts us all. But alas; it is only the leader who demands “the military is their own mercenaries”. Instead of soldiers defending life! Because you cannot prove to be the superior one/ if not leading to want, and its wars; as is take from the others, “all you can get”. Stealing “is great”/ as is rape, destruction, and more.
At lesser versions of that; we find the courtroom devoid of justice/ and policing less than it could be. Because instead of fair play, there are lawyers to curse life with games. Failures who inflict pain and suffering on others. Liars and cheats who want more. And a long list of people who will trade their eternity; “for a meal; shouting WINNER”.
The cost of society is: pride plays a game, and we are all forced into their games; because hate will attack you if you do not play. I retired from that game in late twenties; and returned to “life first”. Which did provide a very valuable purpose: to search for life; rather than descend into living. We are all faced with the attack of hate. What we do with that knowledge, identifies who we are. Is love more important? If it is, we do search for how best to change life and living; for truth decides instead.