Worthy

Life has bid me to construct an elemental conception of “life beyond time/ as begins with the spiritual world, where only truth can survive”. It is a passage beyond time that initiates this journey; and that is accomplished by ending your association with time, as an identity searching for life itself. The failure to accept the cost of this journey is: schizophrenic (trying to escape/ your own truth; it cannot be done). Therefore the answer to that element of trouble is: to face your own truth, and identify the life you are, by illuminating what is true of you. Failure to do that; does not end well.

Few accept the journey/ less are able to accept their own truth; and as a consequence warn the others to stay away; from what is a dangerous place to enter/ even though every life beyond time does.

The question of spirit (truth demanded) is a simple one: it exists to separate those who enter, from their lies, beliefs, or whatever it is, that is not true of life defined by their own choices. Once that is done; judgment exists/ mercy is established/ or a life considered pure enough to be worthy is allowed to “go on”.

The quest is then to be worthy of going on in life itself/ rather than just time. Time exists because of atomic energy/ and it is measured out; as to the amount of energy that can be used by human; resulting in death. Which is the end of time, and its description of existence, as is body. Life however is not related to time: it is a facet of truth; and all truth can be conceived of as spiritual by definition of law. Law states: life itself is a translucent relationship with time, and as such we do not see it/ we only feel it. Time however is as mass in motion; and we both see and feel that as a description of our existence.

Which in more complex components of a dimension; provides that life is a result of force/ while time is the result of atomic relationships (time) in your humanity as body or mind. Force exists in this universe as a constant creator of laws which drive the existence of our universe. More easily understood as cold (we can feel it): the greatest force (even though you cannot see it, without aids) of this universe; because it is the most pervasive and ubiquitous reality present in our time. Therefore force is “universal”/ while time is built upon individual atoms of energy. Mass aids our ability to see life. But it also reduces the visual aspect (with darkness) called living/ granting instead, by the expenditure of energy, “fire brings us light” and defines what visual is.

Herein we learn: that while shadows increase the dimensions we are able to conceive of in time; it distorts and hides the visual recognition of force, and its finite ability to enjoin with life to form a body of distinction. “both light and heat” are then destined to be, “a value” upon which the search for what is true of life, turns into law: “balancing values with life, by truth through consequences”.

On a more intimate scale, of life forces the cause of this: the foundations upon which humanity identifies itself, are again determined by primary decisions. Hate, for those who do not aspire to living/ want for those who are willing to conceive only of time/ and love, for the living as they become alive within the dimensions of their own destiny. As is shaped by identity.

The force of living is happiness/ because without an element of happiness or at least contentment with the values that do exist; life is without the substance that creates desire. Without desire, purposes fail. Without purpose the destiny we must achieve in love, will not find its hope.

Of human decisions to combat the degree of loneliness we can all feel, in one form or another: people choose rules, to become rulers as is leader. People choose what they want to gain more/ but if it fails, they fall back to follower or herd formed by leaders (your fault, not mine). People choose to hide from reality as is universities who fantasize about everything; claiming to be god for their delusions. People want wealth, believing that will end their loneliness; but it rarely does. People choose crime; I will take what I want/ as is another form of war. People modify rules into religion, so they can separate from the herd; claiming not to be a follower; but blame a higher deity; for whatever goes wrong (your fault/ not mine). People use sex to escape their lives, the chemicals to shape their freedom; but fall into addiction. And so on.

What we learn through all of that is: to be alive, we must make our own decisions, and define our own destiny as the direction of our lives and living within order, by discipline. Or those who allow law to lead, understand that truth is the way of life itself; an essence of value, which leads to trust in love and all forms of happiness through that love. But love can fail/ and then heartbroken; that which they believed in “becomes the enemy”; and they fall into something else. We can then assess: love is not the answer/ it is the reward. Truth is the answer, by its formations of law, and the direction you then choose to create the destiny of your own choice.

We then return to force; and understand that the law of life is governed by balance of force. Accepting that force is found in human life as “male (push) or female (pull)”. These compliment each other, and allow that each finds their own distinct purpose through desires that lead to eternity. Both are required to form the alliance that will find and enter eternal life. While we may not find that mate to our soul in this life; the spiritual world will find it for us; and it will not hinder the truth of our desire.

So then we learn the spiritual world holds the keys to eternity/ or not. And its foundation of purposes acceptable: are limited to love, respect, and truth, as forms trust. Hope is a road map to our own decision, which isolates the direction of our choice.

But there are “elements of chance” in the spiritual world; decisions that we make for ourselves, which alter the destiny we intend to seek; as with me.

Again: after a ten year search for answers in male; to keep this earth alive/ I found none. And in the truth of that reality, leaving male behind in the spiritual world of my existence; “to say, I do not wish to see this life enter HELL or its consequences/ please take me now”. But I was sent back in the opposite direction (not done yet); which to my surprise was female (to view life, from a completely different direction). The reality however balanced me, and formed the base truth of life in me; that was then able to create the work I have presented to you. As a NEW LIFE on earth.

The fact you are unable to think, being cult worshipers of “university satan”; as is arrogance/ apathy/ and disrespect combined in ways that defeat life and world; ending with extinction. IS YOUR OWN FAULT, not mine.

But, reality now says to me; “that I am female/ not male anymore”. Trading places for this work, and my own decision to fight regardless of the consequences to me; for life on earth. As is a duty to my CREATOR, for this life of mine.

So truth is truth; and I know I did (without thinking); ask for a different way to confront humanity. I did receive that, and now, in the last days of earth; I really must find an identity formed by truth; that is called female, in me. Male is gone, and I know that; which leaves me without the truth of a different world within me. Yes I know; “don’t have all the parts and pieces” for that.

But it is ultimately a miracle of change to become “a different view”; because force cannot be altered/ but by GOD. So no, its not transgender or homosexual or any other form of perversion; “its just different”, and any one who understands truth knows: male and female are different/ BUT EQUALS. So it can be said nothing is really lost, other than living in a new way. NO MEN ARE NOT INCLUDED in my life (other than plain male honesty). My life is given over to female, and it is in their world, that I must refine “who or what female is to be”? Its complicated, and I am honestly; ill-equipped for the job BUT BODIES DO NOT ENTER “BEYOND TIME” (they are discarded first). Tits now, however have turned into a whirlwind of feelings, overtaking life. “; somehow I will get there. Even if its all a fantasy to me now. Reality is coming; “I can feel it”. Hidden, but her choice, not mine. “complicated”.

The warning is simple: the spiritual world is a dangerous place, and not a game of any kind. Only truth survives, and that means: EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU MUST BE DECIDED prior to entry. Or it will be forced out of you; without mercy. NO LIES must exist/ or your life will fade away, and be lost.

As for me: I am plainly hoping for the best! Simple as that.

A footnote: BELIEFS (wants) ARE NOT ALLOWED/ neither is religion (the herd_) ONLY YOU ARE TO BE JUDGED WORTHY OR NOT, to join eternal life. Mercy is allowed for some; which means something akin to what we experience now; until you say no more. Hate is destroyed/ want will vanish/ and those who cost GOD the eternity of a life to share with; will be cast into HADES. “you cost a life for eternity/ you will face eternity at the cost of yours”.

Just so its simple: I personally have NOT found, that women are better than men at the business of living. BUT THEY ARE DIFFERENT/ and men have had thousands of years; and their only solution to anything is war. WE CANNOT HAVE WORLD WAR; as is extinction for us all.

Consequently, women are, the only real life choice; to fundamentally revamp how we live a “new life” on earth; by creating the laws we need to do that. By accepting the truth: WE ALL CHOOSE BY VOTE. What we then must adhere too as life on earth, “everywhere”. Nothing less is a new world governed by law/ not leaders. IT IS A CHOICE. Regardless what you think: IT IS CLEARLY THEIR TURN TO TRY.

While women are granted that choice to create the laws; it is still a choice for us all to make: because we all, live it/ once the law is done.

So lets talk reality! The spiritual definitions which apply to our lives and living as humans on earth. While I do not grant “anything but you decide for yourself”. The testimony of my life is: once you cross the line, beyond time, where spiritual existence lives/ there is no going back. And that lets the spiritual world construct or destruct the outline of your existence. As is: the result of spiritual male and the spiritual female who joined me over the last twenty years; to create the work I title as “change or die”. Having completed their task; both entered what was clearly “the eternity of life/ within forces beyond my comprehension”. Leaving me with the greater influence which is now female inside; male is gone. Who has deconstructed everything male; and left only the essence of female for me to live with.

That is truly spiritual influence, as is not me at all. Or more simply: there is a spiritual influence of all things true; just beyond our grasp of life in time. But not beyond the decision: to HONESTLY search for life beyond time, and find it in truth. While It is a dangerous environment; it is also a reality we all must face/ where only truth decides, because no lies will remain: which demands: “no ifs, and, but, or maybe” so to speak. Only the true direction of your heart/ the clear destiny of your soul. So DO NOT enter beyond time; if you have no accomplished these things within you.

So the question is: HOW could I possibly enter the spiritual world of women/ and find there is absolutely no escape back to male? It is again the decision that I made; asking the eternal world: “this world of time, run by men is lost/ please take me now; so I do not experience their hell”.

I was turned back to see and live the opposite view: which is female. A reality of distinction or definitions, I never considered possible. Yet miracles do exist all across this earth; and changing “worlds” is not beyond them.

The end result of it all is; that the spiritual world has an influence on our lives; but it is not your excuse. Those left behind at death/ NOT leaving with their life when it returns to “the CREATOR” of that life. Represents “ghosting”, a spiritual conception that does not last long/ but can attempt to invade those who are spiritually known. Some enter lives and take control over people; which is elementally where the basic test of: “satan” comes from/ arrogance (I am god), apathy (nothing matters but me), and disrespect (you are nobody or nothing, of value).

There have been spiritual interventions in my life; using my own decisions to create a different direction; as was tinnitus (changed everything)/ as was my decision “physical then”; but with a blood clot that nearly killed me, and changed all things physical that ended too. Several things altered, I suspect: in order to achieve the decision I had made, the promise I have kept to fight against those realities of human decision that will cause our extinction. My decision is as an individual identity/ but my life is as a gift to me; “not of my own making”. Therefore subject to the grace of helping me attain my real world desire; as is this work; to not just let this world die. More is completely unnecessary, and will not be done.

Even so; the realities of living have now changed. The decisions of male have ceased; thoroughly controlled (don’t know why): and there is nothing left to do, but find what is “female in me”? I would never have guessed. Nonetheless it appears the foundation of letting “female write or decide the laws of this earth”; are now deciding mine. It really is that simple/ and I really do miss male in me; “we got along so well”. But that changes nothing.

Reality knows: that at the very beginning of a female invasion: I was asked deliberately if a choice had to be made: should an old man continue to live/ or a young girl take his place? And I said obviously the old must die/ because the young deserve to live their lives in time. While I had no idea both scenarios was me/ I knew the old man was me, and I meant it. The old must die/ so the young can live; it is a fact of human life. Death (end of body and its mind) and its eternity cannot be escaped; but human life is such a small part of that; why would it matter? The answer is: a one way gate, is a one way gate. What will come next is “truth”. The obvious question: IS LIFE A TRUTH? “pinch yourself: and you will agree, it is”. But the obvious truth is: humanity gets to decide, “how many lies” will make you “happy”?

While it is true; that all things spiritual are complicated and hard for humanity to understand; as miracles exist to prove life created by thought. I am without doubt “an exception to the rules which govern life on earth”. But that does not eliminate “miracles”; clearly exist. And with miracles, so then does our Creator. I CAN POINT TO ANYTHING, and say thought did this/ because it is true; nothing less can!

It is however; humanity itself that threw away their own brain; and accepted “evolution; all things created by chaos or accident over billions of years”. When absolutely nothing supports that with evidence. There is none! Regardless of what they cult of university Satan says. Chaos builds nothing/ accidents are with only an extreme exception, tragic not life but death/ and billions of years are a complete lie; as the sun itself proves true. IT BURNS FUEL, as you do feel its heat; we know that is true. Yet you believe in lies, and lies, and more lies; because you choose to be cult worshipers. To your shame. Without evolution to proclaim: WE DON’T HAVE TO CARE ABOUT NOTHING/ the universities would not be “what they are”. Nor would you; the tragedy of a living death; who believe in lies; by discarding laws.

I complain, honestly without a right; that everything about me was male, and I never expected that to change; at all. And yet it has, and after 20 years of NO YOU CAN’T: basically; everything is different. And I need to change too/ as best I can. I agreed/ can’t back out now; it ain’t right or true. However, miracles are not done by human; and will not be done by anything less than what miracles can do. I have no idea how it all turns out. “completely without a clue”.

But as for you: you agreed to send this world to HELL (its all gone/ now cannibalism is all that is left), and I do feel sorry for you. You chose failure of a world. you chose fate, the consequences of law to be your future.

I did not; and that is the primary difference between us all. Respect for life and earth, and the work done here for our benefit; is mandatory for every life on earth; including you.

But It is also this: basically, I am literally; enclosed “in the back seat of a vehicle/ without the slightest chance of controlling its destination; or anything else”; and being taken for a ride without my choice. I have hope, there is a value somewhere/ but, it will be without my decision. “just along for the ride/ want too, or not”. Female demands I tell you that/ or I would not! “she is in charge; and has all the power needed to enforce that”; but it is true: I chose to enter the spiritual world of female (to find an answer for life on earth); and for whatever cause, this is my “reward”. Male had nothing but war. From the beginning “she”; was absolutely determined, to rule me. I guess it came true? “too many variables to know the ending of it all”. But as male “somewhat”/ I do know my job, as intended; is done.

Apparently female has a different job for me to do; “trading places/ don’t know why”? It is a surprise, I can’t refuse. “surely something to do with law; created by female only”.  Or, perhaps more likely; to understand constitutional law, and what needs to change in order to achieve true democracy for all.  As would speak to my own training.

So the critical truth of it is simple: “either this work was enough to present a new life, to humanity; by world law, limited capitalism, currency stability, and no more leaders; only law”! Or it was not. “up to you”/ regardless of me, I am done/ no distraction is allowed: “yes or no”. Never my plan, Simple as that; “here to deliver a message: change or you will die”.  your choice/ not mine.    the evidence is certain, and real:  your game is dead.

YES: requires your participation, in all ways and means; to save this world. The power to do so, has been provided.

And the world said: “WE DON’T HAVE TO DO NOTHING/ and that is what we want”! To hell with you.

But the evidence replied: “even you” know, life as it is will not go on/ and your decision to kill your own children; is both vile and evil. So as you look to your own hands, sight, sound, talk, eating, walking, balance, and every part of being alive in this world: I say to you. BE VERY CAREFUL WHAT YOU BELIEVE IS TRUE/ because the reality of life on earth says you have been VERY WRONG. And eternity is very real; even for you; because you are killing an entire CREATION OF LIFE/ and that will not be forgotten, even beyond time; where truth rules forever. Evolution is a joke, there one and only piece of evidence is “this looks like that”/ end of their story of facts. And yet you believe it, to escape the reality of truth and its CONSEQUENCES. But law is law, and I guarantee; you will not escape; killing this world.

No matter how much you might hate or disrespect me: I am not your judge/ therefore I do not matter. Only your own truth will decide. Simple as that.

Arrogance screams: HE IS NOBODY, NOTHING BUT THE TRASH.

Apathy screams: EVOLUTION IS OUR god, and he can do NOTHING; to a believer. ARE YOU NOT A BELIEVER?

Disrespect screams: THIS IS OUR WORLD, WE OWE NOTHING/ NOT EVEN TO OUR CHILDREN; WE WILL TAKE WHAT WE WANT; it is our right. “to hell with them”/ we want what we want.

Truth however replies: only truth will decide/ not your beliefs.

The vast majority say: I WILL REMAIN SILENT, SO NO ONE CAN ACCUSE ME OF BEING WRONG. But like sheep to the slaughter, your silence will be your death. “sign your name”, and declare “me too”/ claiming the independence of truth, by law. The evidence declares: LIFE OR DEATH, no middle ground/ no going back in time/ no second chance to stop the mutilation of life, or extinguish a nuclear fire. ONE LAST CHANCE, TO CHANGE YOUR MIND, AND SAVE THIS WORLD; humanity is the cause of death/ and that means; It is humanity that must change or be “forever extinct”. YOUR CHOICE, but there is no middle ground, and no place to hide; YOU WILL CHOOSE, each and every one. “even if” you already have; that fact, then becomes permanent to your life and its death.

HOW DO I KNOW? The answer is; your own evidence is your own truth.

INVESTIGATE, EXAMINE THE REALITY OF BEING WRONG: AND ESTABLISH YOUR CONCLUSION. Because wrong is dead, a life and a world; forever lost!

THAT FACT:  ELIMINATES ME, from your truth.  YOUR CHOICE/ YOUR RESPONSIBILITY/ YOUR CONCLUSION; I am simply  “the messenger:  shouting, change or die”.