You are: “married to the claim of university” that evolution exists/ because they demand “millions or billions of years exist”. That dinosaurs came and went long before people arrived. And Noahs flood could not; because that ruins everything for them/ and makes it all false and a fraud in every story they tell.
So lets review: as you know perfectly, “the human body does not exist without all the parts and pieces working perfecting in sync with each other/ and that includes skin immunity, blood, bones, muscles, stomach, organs throat, tongue; EVERYTHING or you die. Yet evolution says; it was all built one piece at a time by accident; total fantasy.
They claim million or billions of years; but for the sun to have existed WE KNOW that it burned fuel/ using resources to do that (an atomic fire)/ so we know life on earth could not have existed in that heat/ another delusion.
They claim dinosaurs and humans did not live together/ yet why did dinosaurs and nothing else go extinct? No cause of reality given; they did exist together until Noahs flood made them extinct. As is in evidence by the burial grounds of large numbers of dinosaurs found. They gathered in tight numbers to survive the flood/ but did not/ although it is conceivable a few did.
They claim that noah’s flood did not exist; but the evidence without question of fossil fuels; the reality of how all this life was gathered together & buried in groups. Prove without doubt that flood did exist as described; although the boat story is entirely wrong.
They claim they know how the sun works; but it is all just a theory they cannot prove by any means at all. Nor can they prove “millions or billions of years; because they have no real world proof of that”/ they assume a degree of perfection that does not exist.
They claim the universe is expanding; due to “red shift”/ but red shift is a measurement used on planet or suns that does not apply to the universe itself; because these are held in galaxy formations and the rotation around the central “black hole”; proves nothing about the universe itself.
They claimed covid was a disease they stopped. But since the death numbers do not support there ever was a disease of pandemic proportions; they lie. However having claimed a pandemic; THEY MADE TRILLIONS OF DOLLARS (and got everything they wanted), from around the world. On a disease that came from university creation.
They claim “superior knowledge”; but have formed a world ready to be extinct/ because of what they did do. Running government; by counterfeiting currency, and creating debts which can never be paid.
Or more simply your gods of university; are your enemy, both fake and fraud on very many extreme delusions.
Such as the sun is made of hydrogen; because all they can see beyond the sun fire spectrometer; is basically hydrogen. which clearly means: they know absolutely nothing of importance about the sun. They completely ignore the fire itself/ which means what comes through the fire is what is left of the materials burning; “as is an ash cloud”. They claim that its not really fire on the sun; “its magic of fusion”/ which they say is combining two hydrogen atoms into helium; to create every BTU; yet helium is a rare element. And if they were correct, helium would be everywhere; because a lot of btu’s are created.
WHAT YOU; do not understand is the universities; like all religions; the leader decides “this is how it is”/ and their followers scream; “now we know/ we can’t all be wrong”. So what ever it is is repeated by their followers; until “we believe” appears. So now the leader is god, who cannot be wrong/ and this is how it is. Until the followers find themselves in the wrong place; and find doubt.
Nonetheless; in this USA; control over all education by university knows; has led to the indoctrination of an entire society/ with all media shouting “university is god”; there can be no doubt. And as with all human experience throughout history; “they, the family of diplomas (family of the king); tell themselves they are the superior ones/ and deserve more”. So they start with WE DESERVE 5 times more/ which is not enough so they change that to 50 times more/ which turns out to be not enough; so they change that to 50,000 times more; and society itself dies; and begins to beg don’t steal everything from me. Which becomes the elevation of pride into power; and now or soon the game changes to what can we make them do/ which ends with the power to kill (with violence to create entertainment, as history proves true); and rulers claim they were all worthless to me; so it does not matter.
They claim: “we are all animals/ no human allowed/ a monkey’s uncle”. Born of a single cell with superior knowledge to our own, by trillions of accidents in chaos; as is evolution. and yet No thought is allowed, no order or discipline or law or truth; just “evolution; lets lie”. So preaches the university as they indoctrinate every child with their delusions. While reality says: “ain’t nothing” about their claims can be true. Nothing is built by accident/ chaos only destroys/ their claim of genetics is only the “slightest beginning”/ pride creates the animal; NOT miracles. So we do see human animals in those who want to fail/ rather than accepting miracles: because of their want, for more! But the disciplines of law, the creation of truth, the value of thought, and the building of life beyond anything this world allows; is all proof of what we cannot do for ourselves. HOW MUCH LESS, “a single cell life form/ which is far more complex; than anything your universities can do”.
Evolution is set out over billions of years: BECAUSE you can’t prove it didn’t happen over that amount of time; because NOBODY knows what Created life!
And yet we clearly see in the miracles of life that surround us: the only possibility of Creation is thought. And that means “SOMEONE”, WITH SUPERIOR thought to our own; did this.
Or more distinctly: THERE IS A GOD OF CREATION! And it ain’t you or me.
“Making female” the basis for expanding that life; within the boundaries, limits, and barriers to species formation; that truth of life: a university is determined to destroy. “its called Satanic”.
PRIDE is the horrifying reality of all human behaviors; it is the little voice inside which tells you to do this or that.; which means it controls behaviors in humans; for those who listen. As does become all forms of behaviors; in all who listen. Pride is not “a human dimension”/ it is a spiritual one. But it is not a foundation of love, as is truth of value/ but the opposite side called hate, developing from the truth of what you want, the lies, theft, betrayal, and terrorism; which is called power. So we all have to choose; IT IS A LITERAL TEST! And the little voice will not go away until you evict pride from your life. Therefore humanity becomes a herd, formed by pride; and their path becomes a road; because pride tells them to believe in what they want. Rather than to accept what truth decides instead. And they do.
You cannot call pride, as does religion “satan, etc”/ because it is an element of your own truth that designs how you will behave. How or who can manipulate you into believing what they want you to believe. It is an elemental search for what life can become in time. But since it is the opposite of love, and lives inside with you until evicted for love/ it does control the majority. Or more distinctly: it is sifting the grain from the weeds; to enable purity of purpose to decide who can and cannot be allowed to enter: life beyond time. Love is love, and it cannot be contaminated with hate. Or anything less than the desire to be a participant in respect, for life and a universe which does impose the boundaries and limits assigned by law.
Or more simply: if you cannot come beyond pride/ it is pride that will kill you; because animals are not accepted, into the realm of “being truly alive”.
Pride says: “yes we can”/ and creates the thief, liar, army, traitor, terrorists and so on. Because “I want what I want; be damned to the consequences/ I BELIEVE, whatever I want”.
Or more simply, in this USA; the demand for prizes to prove I am the winner here/ has resulted in a mass attack, on every resource. Which leads to a mass attack from every result; as is poisons, pollution’s, garbage, and so on; even though everybody knows this is bad: they all look away. Which requires: I WON’T/ OR DON’T care. Therefore “no you can’t erupts”.
Without care, nobody shares. Without the imprint of love demands this; the end result is a violence in society that is hidden by hate. Which says: “look over there/ at that one”/ and demand to be the same. OR to judge as the same, thereby becoming rulers. Because a ruler has measured life/ and violence forms next because those measured demand “more” than you are willing to give.
Failure then enters; with things like the universities claiming they can be god. Leaders demanding we can take whatever we want; we are the superior ones. People judging each other, which result in violence and murder, prejudice and pride; and humanity; men go to war. Unfortunately today; the universities playing god become the visible intent of SATAN (destroyer of a world), with arrogance, apathy, and disrespect for life and world. As is seen “everywhere” today.
universities; are like the army of history/ it is where you put the excess people; when you have no job to employ them. The difference however is: “with endless diploma’s all screaming GIVE ME A JOB/ to pay back all this debt; or I won’t. And since family fortunes are tied in/ taxpayer money too: that is what they do. The universities planned for and took control over government, hiring, industry, and business to give their army a job; in order to pay back the leaders of university. And are as with armies that get out of control; the enemy of society.
Nothing is perhaps more evident of that than: trillions of dollars spent for covid/ trillions of dollars spent for “fusion; lets burn atoms”/ or trillions of dollars spent for mutilation of nature itself as is genetics. We cannot undo what they are doing
Whose followers, scream we are the superior ones; and cannot deny their leader commands without becoming unemployed and “black listed” by the few: who now control all the jobs and money. This is then an insurgency from the inside/ only a little different in its purpose than a war from the outside. Controlled by money instead of guns/ because by taking over government; they were able to counterfeit the currency and create debts to destroy the future of every child.
Nothing is perhaps more evidence of that than my own encounter with “medicine”; a small lump on the side of my knee: was estimated to cost not less than $37,000.00 for a surgical time expectation of “15-30 minutes”/ and yet they threw me out for not following their irrelevant rules “to the letter”. “eighty thousand dollars per hour”/ and the last time their estimate of $36,000.00 : I HAD TO STOP at $66,000.00 because they could not. nearly all from medicare or insurance; because as a nation we cannot pay it; but counterfeiting can. so they have no reason to stop/ unless exposed and a cost is imposed.
To your shame, the university is: “an insidious pandemic disease”.
The “unfortunate expanding truth” of it however is: SOMEBODY has to lose/ in order for the universities to employ their faithful. Therefore the attack is expanded first with inflation; to consume all who can be consumed. Because the resources are failing, water will soon bring war. The consequences are multiplying/ therefore the jobs will fail as well. All things will be changed; “for life or death”/ as you choose to do.
Universities exist to hide behind closed doors, and let someone else not only do the work/ but take all the risks. Since that is not enough: they are desperately looking for a vaccine to defeat some form of disease they can then control. Once unleashed like covid; it then wipes away all the competition, by killing them. Covid did not do as expected/ therefore second best was: to bankrupt you. Then of course comes the robotic army who takes command from a very tiny few/ to control you as well, and defeat you entirely. Because the final conclusion of life on earth is: THIS IS A FINITE PLANET/ which means there is room for only “so many people” and no more. Universities do understand that/ and while they could have led to a RESPONSIBLE level of living for all humanity/ THEY DID NOT, “wanting what they wanted”. Instead of the harder path which is: to let truth decide what can be done.
so, in response: “the other side” finds its leader to drive these people out with force/ as is current in this USA. Only instead of the real problem; which is cult worship of universities/ they have focused upon immigration as its cause. Which in part It is, but only because humanity will not let truth decide; and continues to produce babies beyond what this earth can support. Thereby killing all other life in the process of screaming: I WANT MORE.
Even so; the foundation of our reality is: history cannot repeat! You have consumed all excess resource/ kill a billion people, and there are still over 7 billion more left. It is over/ or you will be extinct. If not before; because you worshiped universities as god/ instead of life.
The critical question is then, HOW: do we resolve the crisis of human “everything”/ and continue to live on this planet: instead of making all life extinct; including ourselves?
The critical answer is: “as was described of buffalo/ kill the leader and all the rest will just stand there while you kill them one at a time”. Or humanity must stop being a herd of similar truths.
To do that demands: INSTEAD OF LEADERS/ WE MUST HAVE LAWS. Because men will always try to incite other men into armies so they can take what they want; claiming “we have a right”/ as liars and thieves do.
LAWS CREATE THE ARMY of ourselves, AND govern, THE LEADER: when they are enforced. But the problem is: rebellion, anarchy, insurgency, and every other form of war against life and society; attacks the courtroom first/ to remove justice and fair play as it has done in this USA. Or more distinctly; YOU MUST organize the courtroom, so that every judge and every lawyer and every trial is completely open to public examination of the proceeding/ and public rebuke of its failures. Giving to those who do create justice and fair play their due/ while evicting those who fail us all to prison or as needed. NO ultimate control over the judge is allowed to “government”/ it is, in all ways: to be determined by public control and vote.
The law controls the military; WHEN WE ENFORCE IT FOR OURSELVES/ not a damn leader decides. We decide as a nation who votes; to what extent war, or its alternative; is required. International policing should take care of most of that; leaving only a little to be discussed. Because every nation decides their defense within the guidelines required by all. As is we the world: creates that law. With the law we the people CONTROL EVERY LEADER/ and ignite among the military and more: AS A SOCIETY WHICH INCLUDES YOU; the means to govern ourselves. So that we are NOT FORCED/ and none are allowed to create fear; without retribution. Do it, or die.
The law is “our control over leaders”/ and by removing their authority to decide how to spend the money/ WE TAKE UPON OURSELVES; the ability to decide what will be done in this society. Or more distinctly: REAL WORLD GDP is the income/ and only a percentage we allow; shall be collected from us all. Thereby dividing up that money in tax is fair/ and there can be no more. Particularly when it is not spent for military purposes; as begins with NOBODY gets to hold or maintain weapons of mass destruction; they are banned worldwide.
“our government employees” SHALL NOT decide to create any debt/ without public authorization by vote. NOR shall they be allowed to ask for a debt; until the conditions we the people impose have been established. NOR shall any outsider be allowed to vote/ because they don’t pay.
“our government employees” SHALL NOT decide for education/ it is evicted from government; and returns to the public at large to decide for themselves what is, or is not important to be taught to each child. Referendums shall exist to determine these things. EVERY CHILD shall be taught: what you learn here, WILL in fact influence your entire life in time/ until you die. LEARN WHAT YOU CAN. And every teacher shall be graded by their students/ and those parents; by allowing focused “television in the classroom’ throughout ALL of education. NO EXCEPTIONS. Respect will be mandatory; or you will move the child to another school. Judgment of that child shall belong to the vote of three: all parents/ all children/ and all faculty and workers. Failed means moved out.
NO POSSIBLE ELEMENT of healthcare shall be left to private practice/ the curse of human greed/ criminal extortion/ and all forms of hate as emanate from the universities throughout society; SHALL BE DISBANDED. And reformed according to what benefits society itself. ANY “medical professional”; who does not agree/ shall have his or her citizenship destroyed. And they will be put up for auction to the highest bidder internationally. Or distributed internationally as society decides.
EVERY SOLDIER, POLICE OFFICER, CITIZEN AND MORE; SHALL OWN A “BILL OF RIGHTS” in this society/ and this world. Which means ALL OF US/ we the people; SHALL in fact decide in accordance with reality and its truth: what is required of you/ and of us/ in the performance of this work. When WE ALL have a working principle to vote upon; we will vote to see if that is approved, and accepted by all.
The future has no life in it: IF EVERY RESOURCE IS NOT PROTECTED/ and that means limits, boundaries, and barriers to your want. Regardless of your want, and without your derision. You will accept what is true, and valid and necessary; because we all have a right to live; and that includes an unborn child. As best we can.
it is the curse of human existence; that someone always wants to lead/ to prove they are the superior one. To gain for their “followers what they want”/ so they can be praised as the winner/ the pride of their own.
DEMOCRACY is intended to remove that curse; but with universities in charge/ the insurgency of their own rules, their own intent for superiority/ their theft; made that impossible. Because the constitution is government; and they hate that; so the anarchy to remove it has been slow in coming; but is nearly complete in this USA. They want their followers to win everything; as the superior ones; to claim the title of gods, so they cannot be deterred from playing god. The rebellion against justice, against EVERYTHING that has kept this nation alive; is also nearly complete and forms a barrier to all living things, by their criminal activities and worthless intent to alter life itself on planet earth.
WHY, the universities? Because they want to be gods/ but can only be Satan; destroyers of a world.
The poisons of their delusion/ the fantasies of their imaginary worlds/ the despotism of their methods; to command they are god, and know everything. Is easily dismembered with the truth of so many things in evidence today it is astounding; they can be considered anything “above a monkey” (their choice/ not mine). But of all things said and done, it is extreme experiment-ism/ and the curse of ransacking the currency of this USA, that proves most damaging to nation and world. They hide behind closed doors and scream “university”; so we do not see the guilty ones. We then ask: HOW MANY of the damned is there? The answer; if there are one million lost to hate/ then there are over one person per eight thousand people involved. But it is still one million people trying to override truth/ so they can continue to play god, and claim the pride of being superior; until extinction consumes us all.
They claim “expertise”: but in reality, its just another maze used to distract from the reality of truth. They create: “committees, studies, experiments, government entities, and anything else they can think of to charge us money; so they can sit behind closed doors, and play”. Never once actually confronting the truth of anything; merely creating more delusions and fantasies so they can continue doing nothing/ yet claiming expertise. They only actual fact of work they do is: TO CONFUSE so they can experiment on you and your world; killing the nation and its society with debts an criminal theft; as is everything they do; for the last fifty years or more. And yet due to the indoctrination of cult worship in every child who accepts it: you are fans, wanting to shout “we won”! Even though, their decisions; and yours: cost the existence of life on earth. To your shame. And then comes the determination; to kill the bastard that exposes our shame/ which starts with the dogs barking “you are nothing” to us. So that judgment: “worthless”/ so it don’t matter what we do, is next. Because as “fanatics” do; when the cheering is done/ the fighting begins; thereby “screaming, look at me/ look at me”.
So the critical truth of it is: that while universities have done some things of value/ it is few. And we cannot judge what we do not know; as would be a lie. THEREFORE OUR ONLY TRUE CHOICE IS REDRESS; a first amendment law of this nation. To investigate and prove the evidence is true or false/ to prove the reality or cost of being WRONG. And to remove all threats as we the people see fit to do. In order to protect ourselves/ our world/ its nature/ its truth for every future generation; so that we do not die/ by the hands of people who believe they are gods. But only devil in disguise.
WE CAN however prove; “that numbers are the biggest liars of all”/ as is evidenced by the debt and claim of currency for this USA. It is, strictly fantasy and delusions. Which means: we will have to deal with the curse of that. But can sustain ourselves; IF WE THE PEOPLE become the overseers of our own bankruptcy. Thereby moving out: those who created this insurgency against us all. (a university diploma).
Same is true of wall street, and others. YOU wanted free; but stole your child’s life and future to get it. SHAME on you.
BUT this is the truth: UNLESS you do better than them/ the nation dissolves unto itself as trashed. That requires you to accept; the same basic tenants of behavior that are mine. “even if I believe/ I know that I will not steal, so I control”. Even though I know “this child” has true needs/ I cannot take him or her away from their mother. Even though your survival requires that I compromise/ my life remains within a barrier that will not allow you to take everything I call important”. Within these three things, are the elements you will need; to accept the responsibility/ to understand the respect needed/ and to assemble “as best we can”.
ONLY TRUTH SURVIVES/ ONLY LOVE BRINGS HAPPINESS AND TRUE PEACE.
THE DIFFERENCE; between the law that is written for you/ and the law which we the people create for ourselves is: IF WE KNOW THE LAW/ THEN WE CAN ENFORCE THAT LAW. Whereas if we allow the others to write it for us; then we the people never know the law, and it can be taken away from us; because they add things to it, to insure they can retain the power. IF WE WRITE IT, AND ARGUE OVER IT to prove what is true/ then we know it.
WHICH MEANS LITERALLY; that we CANNOT have more than about one hundred one page laws. CLEAR/ SIMPLE/ AS SHORT AND CONCISE AS POSSIBLE. “so that we can all learn what the law really is; obey it/ enforce it/ and constitutionally defend ourselves; which evicts the claim of a legal education. BECAUSE WE THREW THE REST AWAY.
To protect that law from contamination: it is again necessary, to establish a vote shall only be sustained/ or started as the law when over 50 percent of the people select it. But if only 51% support it/ then it will return to be voted, with changes made: every four years. UNTIL IT REACHES A SIXTY PERCENT MARGIN OF ACCEPTANCE; which allows for a vote to change it every ten years. UNTIL it reaches a vote over seventy percent of the people say yes we accept this; which allows for a vote every 15 years. A vote over eighty percent allows; no more voting for twenty years. And a vote over ninety percent of the people accept this means only once every fifty years shall this return to be voted upon. NO CHANGE WILL BE MADE TO THE LAW ALREADY IN FORCE; UNLESS IT ACHIEVES A GREATER PERCENTAGE OF THE VOTE/ THAN WHAT CREATED IT AS LAW PREVIOUS TO NOW.
We then come to: I CLAIM, that when all the people know the law, so that they know they can enforce it; by combining together. IT WILL FAIL to be a herd anymore. Because the authority to understand what the law is; grants that we are all “policing officers” for our government, our society, and its chosen way of life.
But you have come to the reality of; failure and fools. And must now deal with that correctly, or you die. The old ransacking the future of the young; because they wanted to be rich, and have slaves, toys, and trinkets to prize. But the young also wanting the very same thing; on this completely finite planet; which can only do so much; and no more. That means; DRASTIC CHANGE or extinction will soon come.
It is a choice.
Listing real world change is not for me to do/ it is like the law: for you to decide. Because you must live the choices that you make, and enforce it on each other as you create the law that will govern your lives.
Providing help to women is all I offer; IF THEY ARE WORKING FOR TRUTH, JUSTICE, AND FAIR PLAY; respecting life, Creation, and its Creator.
You must live it/ therefore you must choose it. Simple as that!
NO, arguing “we don’t have to do what he says”.
As to women: they exist as a different force of the universe; “pull/ not push’. As is the presence of “dark energy” in this existence of time. NOT a black hole (the opposite of an exploding sun), but a relationship to truth that sees existence from the opposite view of men. What men throughout all of history could not do; as is create a lasting peace. Women must try to do.
As explained previously; before there was an organization to “things”/ those things had to be collected; by an energy, or a relationship; capable of “pull”. Which means the explosion of the big bang; was basically a “super huge; black hole exploding”. Let women try; they cannot do worse than men, and their coming extinction of life on earth.
So, we search the future, by fundamentally learning from the past: and understand, in order to have a peaceful world: there can be no immigration/ there can be no, or very little, mixing of “different groups in humanity”/ there can be no vast army or operations to create weapons/ there can be no real world threat that is not intervened by international forces; ALL MUST take care of themselves, and face the truth of what they did choose for their “section of the planet”. Simple as that.
Because as “pre-world war 2” proved: the curse of war is debilitating and deadly to any nation. Which leads to more tragedy; as is the Jewish people who lost their war, and moved into Germany to take it for themselves; by a money war/ created by world war 1. as is the cost of Japanese who multiplied, and found resources lacking/ so they warred to get more resources, and more space for themselves to expand. Which caused more war to exist.
Or more simply: you cannot blame someone else/ if they are not “here to blame”/ YOUR FAULT; so deal with it, or die.
This planet is then to be, or once readied: is to be divided properly among all groups: so that each has its own share; as best we can. Because it is not fair for me to work/ and you to do nothing; and yet demand I must take care of you too. Smaller nations are more easily controlled by international policing. While international policing, an international court, and completely separated and spread around the world logistics; so each nation contributes their best/ but, is reduced to “this long/ but no more”. So that no organization for war, exists to take control over this world; as so often men try to do: will be allowed to form.
Without love you will fail life on earth; because only love can bring true peace on earth, and sustain it for any length of time. Therefore the value of love MUST be defined by the grace and truth of caring and sharing and respect as are constant markers of “non intimate” love. To achieve that; the relationships between male and female MUST be amended to include truth, without the game/ so that real life can identify the honesty of who you are. It is sorely lacking; as universities have made all life “stupid”.
Realities of education MUST be amended to include the foundations needed between male and female in order to achieve peace on earth.
Intimacy, is identified with, trust! But passions that are real, exist when life knows “yes we can”/ unfortunately lust identifies this easily and swoops in to steal what it can steal. LUST IS: I want to use your body/ even though I have little other use for you. A subsidiary of rape.
Hate represents power: the decision to judge, as mirrors the righteousness to decide this one is less than I; which means they are willing to play god with life or earth. To gamble with life and living as if, it were there own; even when they know it is not. Pride represents the animal; as with all predators and prey, they believe; whatever they can find is theirs/ if they don’t get caught. They believe all is fair in love and war/ death and destruction; or whatever evil it is. In an animal that is consistent with nature; but in human alive it is the evil of stealing what you have no right or claim too. LOVE however is the respect we owe each other for laws and disciplines that enable life and living to survive the essence of time; because we do realize, the existence of every living body is a true miracle. Which we do owe the respect of fair play and justice to that definition of potential soul. Do you see the difference/ in these three choices? The critical truth of who is, and who is not welcomed to eternity as life?
The crush of human deprivation is trying to own another human being; the scream of want is: I am a winner/ as is the curse of pride; by making another your loser. Which results in revenge, which brings about hate, which causes the behavioral changes that become evil. Or more simply: marriage is about trust, and the truth which allows that trust to be born in you and me. It is not ownership, we cannot own each other; we trust each other; which allows love to make the distinction of how we shall care and share with each other. There should be no element of child birth; that is simply your decision or mine; that is unfair/ and unjustified. Neither should one deny the other; because that too is unfair and unjustified/ we have only one life to live in time. But it is fair to understand; that if one says I am through/ the other does have rights to understand, someone else may have needs too. What is not fair; is pregnancy or disease in that decision; because there are realities to avoid it. No it is not fair to the other partner/ but neither is refusing to care, for a need that is real. That however is fraught with consequences beyond what you believe will occur; and can easily become claims for more, or children, or other. So make certain; your need is real/ and worth the price of consequences you did not believe would come. Love is real, but so is heartache.
I do understand the reality of it; once married, for two years no kids; when trust had died, too many lies, manipulations, and more/ sex ended, because pregnancy is not fair; no trust existed. Therefore I said to her; “be happy”/ and when she found another; she left. It is no easy thing; but without trust, no marriage continues to exist. If trust exists; and need is refused/ then trust your partner to return to you; when you cannot
it is unfair “to simply blame another/ when we both made choices”. She wanted “a normal life”/ and I needed to fight for life and world; to search for Creation itself: the two did not intersect. It was “a complicated relationship”; with many compromises that failed. Because truth is not a compromise; it is a reality without the terms of mediating less. Truth is truth alone, there are NO elements of “better not be wrong/ this might hurt her, so I bend/ or whatever it is; etc”.
Justice aligns with truth and the evidence of what is correct. Therefore perhaps it is necessary to add: “that my ex-wife found playing games, to be her choice/ while I tried never to play games, because life is important”. Unfortunately, every game requires a winner and at least one loser; with a prize to be had. But we were young; and unaware that people who desire love, can also find themselves lost in a pit of lies (hard to escape); to get what they want. The lesson being: never surrender truth/ make no compromise with who you are; or that can be lost too.. on her side, she believed “all is fair in love and war”/ as well as being “an independent woman/ NOT going to be like her mom; etc”. Time of course changes us/ and she wanted to try again; but I could not bear it a second time; and refused. Even though love was not entirely gone. “we all share control” over each others lives/ love requires it. The consequences of those days, severely impacted “time”/ but I suspect her life paid, “for extra innings”, as well. Memory shapes our path, for good/ or bad.
True love; honors and respects the foundations of life itself, it functions to keep all life in harmony, and justifies fair play as the method most enduring to keep society, and its living at peace. With truth, value, respect, happiness, hope, and courage. we must trust in truth.
CHANGE is mandatory for you/ but I never once considered it a possibility for me! I was wrong.
however, reality has its own version of life or living: I am beginning to accept life, “from a different view/ its not optional”. There are completely different “limits, boundaries, barriers, defenses, definitions of living, life is different/ the rules are different; the realities of my life are different”. Freedoms are completely different, and so is order and disciplines of living. I see living not as a challenge/ but as a relationship with the spiritual woman I live with (believe it or not). She gets to decide, and I get to follow. It is not fair, but it is not optional. So justice (we must be equal) is not the same/ because we are not. The truth is; she has more power, and decides; and there is absolutely nothing I can do about it; other than accept life and living it, has changed. “not a game/ or a sacrifice; a reality”. Which means, my own truth has changed; identity is altered/ even eternity is different, although I have no idea what that means. It is life without questions? So far. A composition of time, its values and purposes, even some degree of desire; rearranged. And no, it has nothing to do with men. I have no predictions for the future; it seems clear, “not my choice”.
So, even this work seems to have changed. It is, a very different experience! I have no conception of why; not even a question; which is very odd.