Inside Out

Having been moved to the completely opposite side of the line which divides male from female/ it is no longer a question. It is clear; I cannot go back; and must begin again, accepting change has come to me; and it cannot be undone. The search must then begin; for what does “female” ultimately mean?

That answer, as to core essence, has to be: “the temple of life on earth/ because without female, no life on earth exists”. So the question turns to dimensions, and how do they arise? Because as did the passage beyond time prove: it is female that discovers the door into eternity/ just as it is male, that defies fear, and opens the door, into forces beyond time. We know: that it is some type of energy, that reshapes the existence of space into an environmental enclosure/ some type of structure that sustains that shape or turns it into something else. Therefore we come to the distinction: “this is the end of discussion” for you. Whether I learn or not, the more intricate details assigned by life.

Consequent to that, to begin looking from the inside out/ rather than the outside in as is male. The critical understanding of what went wrong throughout history; from men being in charge; comes into view.

We then begin:

1. men in leadership DO NOT want justice or democracy or fair play or end of revenge or end of war or end of weapons or end of corruption/ or anything else men do throughout history: because it removes their power (I judge you loser), pride (I am winner), and demand for want (give me more, or I will take it); through hate (to hell with you).

2. The consequence of that is: whosoever gets into powerful positions is inundated with a long line of men who scream and rant and rave and threaten life or family or future or body or whatever it is; TO INSURE you don’t ruin their game. And give life its due.

3. Justice offers society an equal playing field for all their endeavors/ and since nobody “gets to be rich”; in that reality/ it is considered to be failure, by those who live only to whore for riches beyond the others; to scream “I WIN”.

4. Fair play offers to each individual, the rights belonging to all who have a “gift of life”/ because we can. But that ends the game of slavery; which is I WILL get rich/ because I STEAL from you.

5. Democracy offers we all get to decide the law, which rules over us all/ granting to no one the claim of superiority. All are the same under our law. Which is blasphemy to those who hate, and demand to prove “with fear, or violence”; they are the superior ones.

6. Revenge is the judgment: “i can make you pay/ for taking away my crown; my right to say, I AM the superior one”. Regardless of any game or reality of life or living.

7. War offers: THERE WILL BE NO LAW, and that means, anything I can take is mine; including rape and ruin of everything or anyone.

8. Weapons offer proof: you will pay, not me.

9. Corruption offers: WE THE LEADERS, are in this together/ and if you try to get out; we will defeat you with your own decisions.

10. Conspiracy creates the defeat of life, with betrayal.

11. Collusion demands: “us or them”/ our side, or their side: choose or die.

12. So the laws of any government are predicated or changed to become; we will defeat them with words or money instead/ as is war hidden by deceit and its disease. And the courts are corrupted to refuse ANY CHANGE that fails power and its purposes; by bribery or fear or failures. As is found in any legal challenge identified by “James F. Osterbur versus whatever it was”. The basis of failure; “because they nearly all scream: WE WANT WHAT WE WANT”. And those who are failing that; turn to gambling, hate, or crime. Shouting “you owe me”; or its depression; I didn’t get what I wanted.

13. We then turn to male versus female; and find the greater tragedy is male driven/ because they hold more strength to insist; than do women. Which causes women to be deceptive, rather than direct; taking whatever they can, from those who do have something to offer. And the challenge becomes: “a game”/ rather than life.

14. Physical sex is a chemical addiction for male; “this changes life for a very short time”/ removing doubts and decisions in exchange for “this has value to me”. But that for men is quick/ and they leave women with “don’t stop now”. Which ends with the costs of doing that, will remove desire. But if men are not appreciated, they too will find an excuse, rather than “working for better”. Rape is largely the result of disrespect, and its hate; from all sides a failure/ but none more than male, and the society of men. Whose truth is; they refuse to care or share for life, peace, and its happiness. The essence of love.

15. Love is then, a question few answer with value. Because love does not accept superiority or its claim of games. As with truth, it is “what it is”/ and cannot be devalued except by hate. Love is the gift of happiness, the value of joy, and the purpose of finding in each other “a home; that honors each with freedom”.

16. Hate is the opposite of love; which means they never live together for long; if any option exists. Because hate will judge you worthless, and let fear complete that violence with an act to prove how worthless to me; you are. Hate offers revenge; which gives the act of “making you pay”/ its descent into a grave of death, terrors, and isolation. For any society to share truth and happiness: HATE must be removed.

17. There are only two ways for humanity to live within society. One is by law/ the other is by war, and its removal of laws. Men war and then rebuild law because they are tired of death/ but a new generation is coming; who will not understand death; so they want war, “TO TAKE WHAT I WANT, from anyone standing in the way”; by refusing the law.

18. In contrast to that is to live by law/ NOT war; A REALITY men have refused throughout all of history. Because wanting more, turns to deception and the plague of failure that is called “university” today. THEIR contribution of reality is weapons of mass destruction (lets kill a world)/ discarding all sense of responsibility to life or world or humanity; by cursing everything they can touch/ stealing the currency with lies, propagated by media, to insure WE WILL TAKE what we want. And a long list of fools only, could do this to life or the future of every child. Making university the greatest curse of our entire history of humanity on earth. Because their organized crime is: to kill EVERYTHING, including our planet itself. As is truly recognized; in trying to ignite the same fire here; as is on the sun. where everything is fuel (atoms); just like the sun.

19. and the plague of cult worship; that is “university is god”/ has removed the brain of humanity; or we would not be surrounded by “a thousand threats” of extinction. Any one of which can end this whole world; because none could think/ and all refused to care. Few shared anything of truth or value. Less accepted the respect for the gift of life which grants to all “its time”.

20. Instead; the universities scream: WE KNOW EVERYTHING! And the cult followers shout HURRAH; as they keep their nose “to the grindstone”/ as slaves of their master. Yet TRUTH offers: they know nothing of value at all.

21. OR, more distinctly: the reality of men in charge is exactly like the Jews in Jesus day. He was killed for tipping over the money tables in the temple by those who only cared about the money (pride rules). Taken before hate (men rule), who only cared about power (we judge). And crucified by those who were certain; THIS METHOD of fear this (money is god); will make the rest obey. TODAY it is weapons of mass destruction (pride rules/ fear this)/ men who refuse the law to scream; “yes I can; rule over you; or take revenge”/ choosing for war whether hidden or not to prove (superiority, by creating a cult)/ and demanding: by trying to mutilate nature into submission as well as the sun itself; and even more; that the universities are god (together we cannot be stopped). Which means life is: NOT you/ “the worthless, as with covid; universities intend to destroy”. I see no real difference> do you? The cursed kill, or use fear; to protect their power, pride, and want.

    We then come to the reality of HIS life; through the night JESUS was so badly beaten/ and clearly a body near death; that those who would have fought to save him; lost hope. On the third day it is written; “he raised himself from the dead”; and instead of fear, now the entire generation had to choose: WHAT will you accept? Did he defeat death/ or did he not, calling all who claim it LIAR? The pretenders who believed the rest would fear/ demanded obedience to their cult. While those who accepted life is more than we understand; refused that life, as is a choice for love, truth, respect, happiness, and value of heart shared by soul.

    1. The religion of life beyond self; was then born; as a reality love shares.