Today

Today, we will conceive of: a life beyond time/ “what does body have to do with this”? The gossipers will rejoice, because a scenario which gives them the possibilities of “anything they want the evidence to say/ provides for perfect conversation (can’t be wrong); you have no defense”.

So the critical question is: WHY discuss a conclusion which does not exist?

Answer: the elemental truth of life is not provided by body, but by truth itself! We then enter the conception of life itself, to discover the building blocks of time; are regulated by the essence of an existence without the barrier of time. Limited however by what truth will provide or allow. The question: what is life, is then answered by the essence of every living existence; what will thought provide? Because without thought, no recognition will occur.

Essence means: to encounter the variations of desire, and produce the purposes of life. While existence means: to use the force that is available in ways that excrete a value shaped by the disciplines and order of a destiny/ or its fate, as is consequent to time. Motion will find its direction/ or be stopped; and in rare occurrence will ricochet in the opposite direction, when motion hits an immovable object/ but does not disintegrate or break. The consequence of that is, it must change direction or die. Therefore the elemental range of energy applied to mass; must adapt in all ways or be consumed.

It is the occurrence of my life; that living has rarely been simple or direct/ a constant education; that has extended to 71+ years now.

The question of learning then exists:

we then ask of discipline, to explain the order of that knowledge, as is consistent with understanding; by its comprehension. But that is not necessary to this work; and it is the work that defines what is true.

As to me; I do fully understand the conflict that is caused by proclaiming “a spiritual woman (cannot be touched)” has taken over my life/ as predicted in biblical revelation 12 (delivering a new life) & 17;3 taking control over “man”. These are things you do not believe in/ as such the consequence is; as with gossip, “you make your own rules/ and create your own conversations to fit those rules; as you believe would be true for you”.

But as for me, I do not believe in rules; and assess the realities of life by the essence of its purpose. I do fully accept: “that GOD can literally do whatever HE would choose”; there is no question. But the question of living on this planet/ where humanity is free; WHY, would the GOD of this entire universe and all its life; be concerned with this earth/ these lives upon this earth/ or even me? None can say; however this is “HIS OWN CREATION”/ and the loss of an entire planet of life, is horrendous at best. So the reality of “change so dramatic as this” is: to replace men and their wars/ with peace, and a life as intended for this world. Rather than what men did build. The question is not “can women do it”/ but the reality of men cannot; as is proven by thousands of years; and extinction at the door.

So the quest to stop that loss of life and world; requires a sacrifice to make humanity understand; this is no game. It would seem: the sacrifice is that “male should become female”/ thereby replacing the authority of male with the authority of female; so that law/ not war, can be your conclusion of hope. I know not, yet this seems to be the direction.

The common; Human male worships “believe (the superior one)/ fear (the presence of pain or death)/ obey (the leader or die)”; all facets of war. Because they fight for superiority and control. The common human female seems to fight for “believe (I am the valuable one)/ protect (me the value of your life)/ obey (what I need to be happy)”; as their means to control men. But history proves; it fails when force is applied/ unless law intervenes.

The element or essence of women for change is: WHAT CAN that law be? And the answer for men is: will you justify and create fair play for us all? Therefore the “living child” delivered to you is: “world law governs only leaders with international policing to bring the leaders to court/ limited capitalism; to divide and conquer the power and pride of men, by removing the claim of superior/ and truth decides, not want, pride or power from this moment on. Preaching without true change/ there will be no life on this earth. Because that is: what the evidence does prove true.

It is added for clarity: that there is no true sacrifice, in the measurements of male or female/ as both achieve equal status to life. It is even true: that female being “by biblical legend/ last to be created”; the most complex. Male coming first to prepare, “for the living”/ while female; adds life to that living, by her existence.

While time is a living, within the limits and boundaries of, an energy in motion; the question remains as to what is life?

The answer begins: within the limits and boundaries of thought, the essence and movements of life are focused by the forces being applied; that change the universe itself. Without change, there is only the force of cold (greatest power in the universe)/ but with the forces of push and pull, the elemental rise of heat begins. While vacuum and mass complete the construction of time; the elemental rise of dimensions far greater than these exist in the disciplines and order of life.

To construct CREATION, begins with wisdom, the rise of life. To acknowledge and understand the building blocks of that Creation; conceives of living. To destroy these things as is, the cost of humanity on earth: “university plays god”/ is Satan.

Therefore it is wiser to intervene, “with a choice”: and change this direction/ than to let the earth die.

Thought is not dependent upon a body/ but it is defined by truth.

The critical creation of your own truth; is then discovered by the essence, and evidence; of you. The values of your heart decide. The purity of your soul, will always let truth decide. Because life is “the purity of truth”.

As for me, I have spent a lifetime being educated “as best I could”/ allowed very little distraction to that end. And lived within the boundaries and limits of what time would allow for me. The list of “I could not, or cannot; simply grew”. Because time is not a friend or enemy; it merely exists; and this work had to be done. Which as age reported: “slow learner” here. And was not allowed to quit, even at times I tried; no excuse was enough: this work would be done. And it is “the spiritual woman” who made that possible; balancing me back to law, truth, and justice.

As to religion: I am not your enemy, friend, guru, savior, hope, priest or other. I cannot be compared to “JESUS (beyond compare)” or any other/ as in truth, I am just a person given the message: if humanity does not change itself/ extinction will overcome. That is: a message worth delivering/ even if it took me a lifetime. Because a dead world, has no love or value. I did my job, best I could (nope not perfect; just like you) / and now it becomes your job. Not for the religious to assume, but for humanity to live.  because the evidence is certain:  change or you will die; as a world. Do the best you can, and there will be “help”.

To remove the assumptions of ridicule and gossip; I suppose it is necessary to write, that with every form of freedom there are consequences which must be endured. Such as the choices you have made/ the choices I have made. Why me to deliver the message is “utterly unknown”. But I guess, its at least I have always been diligent or determined; “who knows”/ not me.

No this is not a game. No, there is nothing to win/ because life and death are not games. No, I am not trying for sex or celibacy. No, I would not choose to participate in bringing a child into this world; so close to the consequence of “its hell”. No, I am not trying to get money from you; although the sites do have to be paid for. No, I am not looking for revenge or rewards. No, I am not going to be your leader or enemy or judge. No, I have no clue what the future for me will become; not even one.

I have no clue as to spiritually changed; although it does seem permanent. No I have no clue what that means to my own physical world or living in it. No, I cannot lead women if they decide to organize for life and world/ ITS YOUR JOB, not mine. No, I am not your savior or any such thing. No, I am utterly NOT “homosexual or any other perversion/ nor have I ever been”; it is not my job to judge. No, I certainly do not and will not ever accept some type of medical intervention; NOT transgender or any other deviant decision.

No, I do not hope to assist you in court or any other form of leadership: I gave a life in time/ YOUR TURN. No, I cannot say, utterly don’t know; what the future of life or time on this earth or “how to die” will occur/ its not my decision. No, I am not “a hermit or other”/ and do intend to be friendly within reason. No, I am not going to support your claims of charity; I gave enough. No, I am ok, and need not sex or companionship or other. Not a clue if “i will need a job in the future to survive”/ you are responsible for that. No, cannot tell you if I will remain healthy/ killed/ or any other version of a future I cannot predict; its not my job. My job is simply to live within the boundaries and limits and body, that time will allot to me; and as the past has proven, I have little or no control over that; as the living proved true “by surprises/ I would never have predicted”.

If asked by women who are organized for life and world; to “help them” identify what can or cannot be done/ I will then help, as best I can. But otherwise; “friend is welcome/ the rest are not”.   your choice. 

“life inside” reminds me; that without balance there is no future. The consequence of that, requires that I do provide some understanding/ and not just “walk away”.

So, the critical construction of “universities at fault”; is governed by the truth of what they did, and are doing. GAMBLING with all life and world; by pretending they can be “gods”. They cannot, yet fools believe anyway. Consequently it is absolutely necessary to remove the claim of “being gods/ or experts; no consequences for us” delusion of a university diploma. And return us all to the truth of our reality. Because the evidence does prove extinction is very close by. One second too late/ and our planet of life is dead.

So no, I do not stand down from accusing the universities and all their puppets in government, media, education, and EVERYTHING ELSE; that their fantasies are over. And without true change, they will be MOST responsible for ending life on earth.

Are they not “the most responsible” for changes in healthcare? Price paid says: “the most unhealthy nation in this world”. Somewhere around 10% of all cancer patients die of lymphodemia; “took out too many lymph nodes for the patient to survive (which is said to be over 3)”. Created the cost of one in eight breast cancer diagnosis for women. Caused autism to go from one in more than 3,000; to now more than one in 100. nano-particles, to small to see/ poisons/ pollution/ genetic changes, pharmaceuticals, more”? they have extorted money throughout medicine/ because the universities charge over $500,000.0O for a diploma; and became slaves to the money; and because they can. While hospitals claimed (small bone “one hour surgery/ ten days after break: in my lower fibula leg broke (8 screws and a plate); over $66,000.00 later/ still wanting more; I said no); to appease wall street “winner”. But then with 80,000 plus new chemicals “everywhere”/ endless pharmaceuticals/ genetic tampering with foods and livestock/ radiation coming from every new car (got sensors)/ and more. Why are people surprised? After all they claim “heart disease the number one killer/ because they discard old age as a culprit; a reality of life. “just to get your money”, so they can do genetic experiments on you without your knowledge/ and create fear. they believe they are gods you know/ as all cult leaders and their zealots do. Because without fear, you won’t obey or believe whatever they say; and become “people/ rather than animals”.  search for truth, but beware who gives the evidence. Like covid; after real world evidence is located/ they hide it away; again and again and again, falsifying evidence. Because like all cult leaders, once trust is broken: you take the money away, and quit being slaves if you can.

 

If not the evidence of truth/ rather than imagination, and its children “fantasy, deception, betrayal, terrorism, and delusions of all kinds”; such as we can play god.

And then of course there is “the covid vaccines/ and its effect on the vast variety of drugs you take”; genetically experimenting on all of humanity “with each new vaccine”; that let them. But hey: how could they be wrong, “its science”/ right? What other word do you need?

WHY, should you believe “tainted evidence”?  Well apart from “I searched and found”/ there is the US patent office (trusted is it not)? yet they failed/ refused;  to accept I am not a large corporation; vastly increasing the price. “so now they can sell it”/ because after all, “it is just a college diploma hidden behind closed doors; that decides. Gee, I wander if they could be bribed?  There is no point in fighting. Because like the recent, TV ad for “copper bullet garden hose” claims to have 126 patents. for a simple garden hose. And they were clearly NOT the first one, and came much later. is that protection/ or delusions, baiting as scam artists do? Which makes them a criminal organization, in pursuit of money/ not truth.

If people are “predictable, based upon a few components; as TV suggests”. Its because they are fully indoctrinated by the “university knows”,  cult religion/ practiced since childhood; which includes “the religious preachers as well”.  To believe whatever they have been told.  isn’t it funny, they even named it: “zombie”/ as is cult worshiper.

Or perhaps reality is better served by “the mesothelioma lawsuits”; average payout overall is 2 million dollars per victim: who gets on average $41,000 dollars/ cause “the lawyers, do so much”.

That said; the reality is; as with media propaganda enforced, by governmental insurgency to remove democracy itself; the end result of it is, they have done absolutely nothing to prepare or save the future of this planet, its life, or a single child who is being assassinated every single day. Not a resource is saved/ the planet is being warmed past survival/ poisons and pollution’s everywhere/ TOO MANY PEOPLE destroying everything. A world filled with biological weapons spread out in every nation/ nuclear weapons/ chemical weapons in every city; HORROR AT EVERY LEVEL, including the mutilation of all life genetically on earth. Just to start/ so no, you are not excused from the truth of what you did, and are doing.

As to the rest of humanity; you gave the universities your brain/ and walked away as a cult of Satan; to your shame. It was a choice; to abandon life and world and nation, to scream: “I want what I want/ regardless of the price”. Stomping on all life and world to prove you could destroy it with pure arrogance, apathy, and complete disrespect. So no, you are not excused from the truth of what you did, and are doing. It is your own war with life and world; take a look at everywhere men war; and know: this is your answer/ as it is. A curse upon this entire planet of life.

So, as for me; the foundations of fighting for life and world over fifty years is proven to be: “you don’t care/ you won’t share/ you refuse to respect/ you love very little/ and you worship Satan (destroyer of a world), as your participation in the end of life and living on this planet. Simple as that, and yes I do understand you can kill me. But that just ends “facing HELL” for what you did do. To your own shame.

On a more personal level: the critical choice is and was, “I will not let this world end without a fight for life and truth and law”. None joined/ as all were busy “being as rich (I want slaves) as possible”. You have to “sign your name/ and stand up for redress (let us prove what is true); to join”.

So, it is not a fun life, to fight with you for fifty years; from time to time approaching with reality/ only to find ridicule instead. I will admit before the spiritual woman joined me in this fight; I had lost all hope for you/ as a ten year search proved: men will not save this earth/ they fall into war instead; which will be extinction to all. It was the spiritual woman who joined me 19+ years ago; who returned hope. By adding “let women try”/ which for whatever reason, I just could not find; until she came.

So today it is “let women try/ their final solution is law, because it cannot be war”. And only law will keep this world alive. But there have been costs. We balanced eventually for the first 12 years/ but then mom died, and I wanted a break; which was denied. Because it is “life comes first”/ not death, and the battle was on again; and I lost again. And the end result of it is: for the sake of women across this world/ male was abandoned. I don’t know why/ but it is true, that after 7 years or so; she alone is in charge (shock me half to death)/ and she can read my mind. So I give up, because in the end it is “life and world comes first”/ and I do accept and understand that as my own “gift back to GOD, who Created me”. And would never turn away. So whatever is to be, is whatever is to be; and I leave it at that.

So ends the discovery of why. I did not respect the foundation of equal; in all things/ at the beginning of this: failing to find “let women try (seems obvious now)” on my own. Perhaps that is why; I am being taught “better”? The summary is: “I did do, what I could or was allowed to do”/ and that ends “the story of man”. although numerous realities existed to suggest; “my life was guided” in many ways. the evidence lacks provability. Its not “winner or loser” that matters to me/ it is merely life or death of a world.  In contrast:  women DO have a large variety of things to learn as well. NOPE, not perfect either!  I guess its me first; but who knows?

And humanity says: “ I GOT NUMBERS”, so I win. But here “7987807” have a few more numbers; and declare yourself god; of death. After all, you got numbers; right?

What happens to this body, is not allowed to be, my choice. “she” owns it now. I have no predictions/ however I can tell:  “that female” is changing me.  NO, it is not transgender or whatever/ its just life, the essence of what has value. Sometimes, “its just a complete surprise”.  Good or bad/ I truly cannot say?

it is consistent with my own views about life; that “discipline shapes the heart”/ and love conceives of the dimension called soul. Without respect for life, we are deemed “without value”; thereby truth aligns with the order of our own identity.

What we govern inside ourselves as “our truth”, becomes our identity/ enables heart/ and constructs “our own portion of soul”. life, recognizes life!

Every form of discipline is then a path toward what your own existence will become. Which makes discipline the guide, and order the sign post of where we are going in this journey; into life.

Life is not a body/ a body is the living evidence of life in motion, until “your time” dies. Life is a dimension of values, shaped by your own decisions; which become the evidence of Creation itself. So we examine the truth of eternity, and find in the disciplines of thought; a dimension conceived by soul. We are alive through our Creator/ and unless he joins us in our quest to become eternal; it will not be so.

The question is then: WHY, would our Creator choose to let us join in his Creation/ HIS HOME? While none can answer; it is JESUS that aligns love with that choice. The evidence of HIS life, allows for that message to be true. While we cannot conceive of what eternity can be. We can literally look at this world, and understand: apart from men and their constant destruction/ there is “a beautiful world”. Being killed, by universities and their men and women who do not care. My hope remains; “in GOD”.

But the reality remains within the freedom of humanity to choose destruction rather than truth. Some ask: WHY does GOD allow for hate, and its disease called war? The answer is: WHY does humanity allow for hate, and its disease called war; as it is their choice. The answer is: leaders use war to distract and deny reality, forcing men to participate. The answer is: if they had a legitimate “bill of rights”/ by the public which declared the law of war or not shall be decided by ourselves. War would be limited to the consequences of destruction, and the failures of men and women to recognize the truth. World law to govern ALL WAR; by international policing: proving nations shall not cross the border/ leaders will be brought to court; before the law of our world. But policing will refrain from intervening in the reality of “national choices”. YOU caused the problem/ YOU choose your fate within your borders; because that is what you chose. Because freedom is freedom; even when its wrong/ consequences and its destruction, however are the cost of being wrong. So we do come to the end of human freedoms to choose war/ because you chose extinction comes with it. As with all the medical tragedies being pronounced in this nation: YOUR FREEDOMS WERE WRONG/ and you chose for hell, not life.

 

The advise of merit is: that we cannot undo what we did do, as truth does not allow for that. But we can do, what truth will allow for us to do, to repair what has been done. This world is in crisis, even if you don’t see it; because “ten thousand things” are all being done/ which cannot be erased. It is what universities and their cult chose to do, and does that not include you too? Stop being arrogant (so damn greedy). Stop being apathetic to life and world (so damn selfish). Stop being completely disrespectful of life (worshiping in the cult of Satan/ as is universities play god). And attempt to rebuild a life and world; as best you can. GO AND SEARCH for truth, proving to all the people what is real: so that real world decisions can be made/ not their fantasies or delusions or complete failures of universities around the world. Open your eyes to extinction; because it does stand at your door. No going back; just like the ignition of an atomic fire signals: you are dead.

The body of life is built with more complexity than all your universities combined can conceive of/ and yet they claim “we will be gods/ by creating havoc and chaos into genetics; to their shame. It does no good to worry substantially about health; because you don’t know, and survival is built upon “ten thousand things” as is required for you to live everyday. You cannot know/ just be real, and understand that eternity is about your truth/ not your wants.

Yes I know; that love lost is a tragedy to you personally; whether by death or by the failure of humanity. But we are not given the right to choose, and you don’t know: what eternity can be. Therefore accept it, as “the truth of life”. Because the fact is human population has doubled over the last fifty years/ and it is now completely unsustainable, as it is.

Don’t plan your life; you don’t know/ as I am a perfect example of that; never would have guessed. Do the best you can everyday, and accept the people who are in your life; are the people you live your life with: happiness is then up to each one. Don’t judge, it is hate at the door.

As for me: I feel lost and without a clue; a complete surprise. But it is what it is, and I will adapt as best I can; whenever it seems possible. As we all must do. I will not predict the future; “its not my job/ and I have no clue”. Other than the evidence all points to your extinction/ without true change. So as predicted by Revelation 12; I brought to you a new life; as is law not leaders. Limited capitalism to remove dictators and tyrants. And let truth decide not your want; to establish a new way of living so that you can survive the truth. Unfortunately Revelation 17:3 included: “the beast of man, will be controlled; so that all can be equals”. I seem to be an example of her controlling that beast; although I don’t know why. I guess its a female thing; but who knows? a complete surprise; I seem to be forever captured; but who knows. certainly not me.

 

What I do know is: “the journey of male, as he was/ is over”. That much is clear. Everything is disassembled, broken, or lost. And I am without the slightest clue of how to rebuild; whatever this is to be. That is, the truth of it. I hope for the best, but it is not my choice, anymore.

If I was granted a wish: it would be that life and world shall survive/ because an entire Creation should NEVER be lost. Yet it is humanity that threatens; and I cannot save you from yourselves.

I would assume I am done with the work; but have been wrong many times. It is of note; to recognize; that I have been refused/ denied/ rejected/ stopped/ controlled;  and more “a thousand times” over the last 7 years in particular. Get shocked enough, and you learn to “just stop”/ and “let, the spiritual woman have her way”.  Learning to live with, being in the opposite position;  “this is how many women have lived, throughout history”. She has no concern for male/ only female.  Men should just stop as well, a thousand things (NO, you can’t; is not fair)/ and choose;  respect the female body which gave you life.  I have no clue why me?

what you believe has no bearing on anything/ because only what is true will decide.

“perhaps a song”

Human chaos, lives in the lies of what people want, or try to hide. In the games men and women play with each other, to avoid the truth.

Love lives where relationships bloom into honest respect for each other. The foundation of every heart (we care), exists in hope created by harmony.

Our happiness builds on truth/ but our souls can only be united by the trust which is known as “being alive/ a shared experience”.

The human body reflects the artistry of our CREATOR. By defining “sharing a miracle exists, begins with, the honor of us”. Truth represents law.

Even when we fail, or life fails us; there is a value in living. Happiness however, is only true in love; and that needs a living shared, to find it.

We share the journey of time, as we build our truth; the moment we do recognize life itself is treasured only by love. To build with truth, our home/ our possession, beyond self.

Destiny seeks our desire, to share the discovery; as passion decides what or who, we will trust.

Freedom not lies is a foundation for peace. Love shared, is the essence of hope! The critical choice called eternity.

Things to think about, that are kind and gentle.

There is a song somewhere, within these words, but finding it takes time and purpose. Unfortunately as with all things of any value; people will always try to steal it, or use it for their own purposes.

Even so, a life without sharing lacks the value of family. But temptations allow for betrayal, and that fails family. So we do the best we can, and accept the decisions of others, are less important than our own.

This would be “a life song/ elevated by living for a destiny in love”; which adds dimension to being alive.

 

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